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Chapter 29: Aching

Author: JessA
last update publish date: 2026-08-22 16:36:15

(RONAN'S POV)

Three days after Lucian was born, I still hadn't gotten used to the sound of people calling me a father.

It followed me everywhere.

"Congratulations, Alpha."

"Your son is beautiful."

"Trueblood finally has an heir."

Every time someone said it, I smiled, thanked them and walked away carrying a truth that belonged only to Elara and me.

Lucian wasn't my son.

I knew that and she knew that.

And yet, every time I heard the word ‘son’, something inside me twisted.

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