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Chapter 36: Proven

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CELLA

The messenger arrives at midday, dressed in Ardentis colors I haven't seen this close in weeks, and something in my chest goes cold and still the moment Simon comes to fetch me from the corridor outside Aeden's room.

"He's asking for you by name." Simon's voice carries the particular carefulness of a man delivering news he suspects won't be welcome. "Says he comes from your father's court. Darian's granted him audience in the main hall, but he wanted you told first, in case you'd rather n
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