“Len, please wake up,” I hear somebody's desperate voice as a constant shake disturbs my sleep. What time is it? I tiredly open my eyes and turn around. It take me a second to make out who has just woken me. Nathan is standing in front of me, clutching his laptop in his arms like his whole life depends on it. Not once in my life have I seen Nathan with this expression. Anxiety is written all over his face.
“What happened?” I worriedly ask as I sit up. I look at the digital clock beside me and rub my eyes. One in the morning. There must be a good reason for Nathan to wake me up at this unforgiving hour. He came back from Canada about a week ago and ever since his return, he has been super busy. I barely see him.
“Sorry for waking you up in the middle of the night, but I need your help. My laptop won't turn on and it has the layouts of a very important project and I stupidly didn't make a backup. I know I know I should've been more careful. Who doesn't b
Could this be the start of something beautiful between them? Published on December 11th, 2021
I dismissed Carole at five today. I came back home around two and after working on a project for a while, I turned off my laptop. The deadline is in ten days, and I'm almost done with it. As I take a walk in the backyard, Nathan's words ring through my ears. He thinks I'm smart. He was so nice to me last night that I almost had a whiplash. He doesn't think that being a nerd is a bad thing… the way he put it makes me think of myself as nothing but a genius. Was he only nice to me because I fixed his laptop? I shake my head and make my way inside. I need to stop thinking about Nathan. Dinner is already cooked, but I find myself waiting for Nathan. I'm used to eating alone, but I also want to know how it all went today with him and maybe we can talk about this new project while having dinner together. I'm genuinely hoping that he was able to secure the deal today. I debated calling him earlier, but I chickened out. I'm not used to this. I have never called Nathan's phon
Getting drunk on Tuesday night was not a good decision. Here I am paying the price on Wednesday morning. It feels like somebody is firmly gripping my hair and banging my head against the wall. I’m not going to work today. How the hell am I supposed to go when I’m in this state? With the little power I have in my body, I push myself up and luckily, I find Advil and water on my nightstand. Who put them there? Did Linnea do that? Shit… Linnea. I messed up yesterday and I don’t know how to apologise. No way in hell I am going to tell her why I acted the way I did. I won’t give myself out like that. But no matter what I say, nothing may seem logical to her. She was super nice, asking me about the deal and waiting for me so we can have dinner together and I ended up yelling at her. I hope I didn’t say anything about our marriage. Did I mention the reason she doesn't know? I don’t know how I'm going to fix this if she finds out. I can't let something like th
I almost brought my guards down before Nathan. I’m hoping he didn’t notice how teary my eyes got. I’m not going to allow any other person to treat me the way I have once been treated in. I’m not going to let anybody make me question my self-esteem. It took me a while to build up my confidence and I won’t let anyone bring it to the ground. Work is going to distract me from any negative thoughts. I need to finish the project I’m currently working on. I put on some music and open my laptop. Although I want to specialise in security software programming, I tend to accept easy projects from time to time, because I still need experience on various fields. I’m currently working on developing a website for a startup; an easy task compared to many things I have done before, but as long as it brings me money, why don't I experiment with other topics? I don’t know how long I have been working, but the ache in my back tells me that I need to take a break. I stretch my ar
Nathan’s birthday is in five days, and I want to celebrate this occasion with him; however, neither do I know if he likes big or small gatherings, nor do I know what to get him. During the past few weeks, Nathan and I have grown closer and I’m enjoying this new friendship with him. However, we don't get close enough to know anything special about him. I do know he loves horror movies, navy is his favourite shade of blue, he loves his job so much and he's a huge fan of Imagine Dragon, yet all of this isn't enough to know what to give him.I never thought I would be able to get along with Nathan, but apparently we have a lot of things in common. I too like Imagine Dragons. We both like Italian food and horror movies. Also the two of us would rather eat caramelised popcorn than the salty one. Oh, neither of us enjoy soda drinks!I want to get him something special, but he has everything. A watch would be pointless. He has thousands of them. He probably doesn’t need cologne or perfumes. I’
“Wake up birthday boy!” I jump on Nathan’s bed. Today is his birthday and I’ve got it all planned. I’m going to make his twenty-eighth birthday a memorable one. I’m a huge fan of Nathan’s room. I usually find beige and brown a boring combination that people resort to when they want to play it safe in interior designing, but Nathan’s interior designing is a genius. With the perfect lighting behind the bed, the café coloured detailed wallpaper, and the matching carpet, everything looks great. I also love how the bed is placed against a wall built away from the main wall, making Nathan have access to his closet from both sides. “Why are you waking me up early on my birthday, Len?” His morning voice is husky and attractive. “Because today I’m going to prove to you that I’m the bestest friend you have ever had,” I proudly say, raising one arm dramatically in the air. He is still giving me his back, so he can’t see that I’m holding the fancy champagne bottle in my
“Promise me you’re not going to chicken out?” Nathan says, holding his pinky fingers towards me. “I promise,” I link my pinky with his. Nathan and I start to get prepared for the dive. My heart refuses to calm down, but I promised Nathan and I’m not the one to break promises. I value them. Nathan hollers as he makes the first jump and my face breaks into a wide beam. I made Nathan check one of the items on his bucket list. “Are you ready?” the trainer asks me, and I nod, adjusting the GoPro I’m wearing. Nathan and I decided to wear them to document the experience and we can also film one another. “We’ll jump on three,” the trainer announces, and I gulp, looking down outside the plane door. I can see nothing but clouds from up here. “One, two.” He doesn’t wait until three and makes the jump and I scream at the top of my lungs. It feels like I’m falling to my death. After a matter of seconds, my screams die and I take a deep breath. The air keep
“I’m sorry.” Why is she apologizing? “What— Oh my God, I’m such a moron. No, Linnea. I’m happy that we did it together. I wouldn’t change anything about that I swear. Please don’t feel bad about this,” I talk faster than lightning. I should have been more careful. My choice of words was terrible. “I wanted to do it with my girlfriend, but I got to do it with my wife. Don’t you think that this is one hell of an upgrade?” She went above and beyond to give me an unforgettable day and I made her feel bad about the whole thing. Couldn’t I just keep my mouth shut and give her any other excuse? I’m a fool. “You can always go bungee jumping or ziplining with your girlfriend, right?” Is this girl for real? Is she trying to make me feel better because she took me skydiving? She’s the best companion I could ever ask for. No one is better than her. In anything. I will blindly follow this girl anywhere. “Does that mean I should start booking these things for u
“Am I imagining or are you and Nathan getting close to each other?” I was sure Thalia wouldn't let such an opportunity go. “We became friends. Nothing more.” I try to act casual. My cousin may be my best friend, but I don't want to declare my feelings for Nathan to anyone because I'm not sure about them. I'm confused too. “Friends? Didn't you see what he did at the dinner table? He stood up for you against your mum. He embarrassed her that she ended up apologizing to you,” she exclaims, trying to keep her voice down. “He's just being a good friend,” I insist, bringing the birthday cake out of the box. “Believe what you want, but I'll give it less than two months. You and Nathan are going to be head over heels for one another. It's crystal clear that he likes you,” Zoey tells me and I laugh a little. Nathan would never like me. He told me before that there was nothing about me that he could ever like, so why would he suddenly like me? After get