(Davendra)
"Just stop here." I told Teguh to stop in front of the lobby of the building in one of the Sudirman Business Districts. Teguh stopped the car right in front of the building's entrance. Lots of people walked past and into the building with hasty steps. There is not only one company in this building but dozens of companies registered in this building. That's why so many people came in and out of this building. I have a headache. Maybe because it was raining the day before yesterday, and I stayed up late to finish my piled-up work last night.
Yesterday, Teguh gave information which I think is very in favor of me. My path feels very smooth to get a goal. So, this morning I went to an old friend. I happened to invest my shares in his company. I haven't seen him in a long time. Maybe about three months?
"Want me to take you inside, Boss?" asked Teguh.
"No need." reject me.
Then I came out and smiled at him. When I enter the building, I follow all the procedures. From checking the backpack, I was carrying and entering the detonator. All eyes must be on me. Anyone who sees me for a few seconds without blinking must recognize my face.
"He's Davendra. Rich young entrepreneur."
"Davendra, he used to have nothing, now he's a successful businessman."
"Oh, playboy."
Always the same topic of conversation about me.
I pressed the elevator button and waited. I was in a crowd of people who must have been talking in whispers. It is common. I got out of the elevator when it showed me floor number 38.
"Morning Miss. I want to meet with Mr. Dewa."
The receptionist, who was wearing a beige dress, greeted me in a friendly manner. Her smile widened, and her expression remained silent for a few seconds looking at me. She stunned.
"Oh Mr Director? Wait a minute, please. I called him first." Two minutes later, I go to Dewa's room.
"Ouch, I should have picked you up in the lobby earlier. No need to bother reaching the receptionist. You're the one who owns the company!" greets Dewa to me.
Dewa Aditya Putra. Commercial Company Director. The business has only been running for the past two years and is growing rapidly. All employees are reliable marketing. I met him because he was a friend of mine when I was in college. Although, he is two years older than me. I know him because he is my senior and has the same vision and mission regarding business in Indonesia.
"Actually I can come to your office, Dave." he said. The style is relaxed.
"Do not have to. I just want to explain a few products." I waved my hand in the air.
"So we have a small meeting?"
"Okay." I nodded in agreement.
"Have you had breakfast?" he asked. "Well. We're just having breakfast." Dewa decided unilaterally without waiting for my answer. Dewa got up from his comfortable sofa. He grabbed the intercom and pressed a button for his secretary.
"Rani, prepare breakfast as usual. Oh yes, please call Mrs. Sarah with Kayshila here. Tell them there is a guest."
"Okay sir." said the secretary across the intercom.
No need to wait long, the door of Dewa's room was wide open. A woman in her early 40s greets Dewa with a smile.
"Good morning sir."
Then behind the woman followed a woman who was younger than her. Her face was familiar. But this one is beautiful and graceful maybe because I've seen plainclothes, sneakers, flat shoes, and no make-up so far. Just a lipstick polish on her lips. This time her legs are long because she uses high heels in the same color as her clothes.
"Morning Mr Dewa." said the woman cheerfully. She smiled broadly at Dewa. Like she admired Dewa.
"Morning, Miss Sarah. Hi… Morning Kay…" said Dewa.
Dewa looked at the woman named Kay in amazement. I glanced at Dewa and glanced at Kay.
"Come here, Mrs. Sarah and Kayshila. We have a client. This is Mr. Laksana Davendra Ishan." continued Dewa. He held out his hand to introduce me.
I know very well, the woman named Kayshila showed a shocked face. She tried her best to normalize his face. I wanted to laugh at that moment.
"Mr. Daven, this is Mrs. Sarah, our Head of Marketing. He's the most reliable in this company."
"Hello, sir." Mrs. Sarah's voice was firm. I shook Mrs. Sarah's hand.
"Well here it is, Kayshila. Today she just came back after she took a lot of leave. That's why I called her here to get busy with work." Dewa smiled at Kayshila again. Even Kayshila smiled back at Dewa.
I held out my hand to Kayshila; only she didn't give me her hand. I'm waiting for her. I'm still smiling at the sight of her face. Maybe Dewa and Mrs. Sarah would be suspicious of my face. Finally, I lowered my hand to her. She just nodded his head.
Smile at me.
"Hello, sir." greets Kayla.
Dewa and Mrs. Sarah looked at Kayshila strangely. Maybe in their minds, why did Kayshila doesn't want to shake my hand.
"Hello, Kay." I replied.
Silent room. Kayla glared at me, her hands were placed on her lap, and she holds a small book and a pen. I am 100% sure both Dewa and Mrs. Sarah understand this situation.
After that…
11.00 WIB
*KCK
Meet me at the emergency exit near the toilet. Now.
I read the chat from Citra just now. I've been keeping Citra's number for a long time. But I never start a conversation in chat. For some reason. Meanwhile, Citra knows my number because I gave her a business card. When I met her on the 38th-floor emergency stairs, I saw her annoyed face.
"Ishan!!"
"What?" I don't seem to know.
"You want everyone in the office to know that we know each other?"
"Yeah, why?"
"You should pretend you don't know me." Citra's voice trailed off. A little whisper. She approached me. Her hands are on the waist.
"Everyone already knows. There's social media."
"But I just got back to work. Don't make things difficult for me. I know you like being the center of attention. But I don't."
I paused and smiled.
"How's your wound? Still sick?"
"Ishan!"
"My wound still hurts when I face someone who is angry."
I held my chest.
"I'll call you later, okay?" I said again while turning my body. Leave her standing on the steps of the emergency exit.
Next, I saw Citra in the cafeteria. She sat with her friends, and her face was flat. Smile sometimes, and she doesn't eat. She was just dumbfounded to see his friends eating. I didn't see Citra ordering food. Just a glass of cold drink. I was three meters away. I was in a pile of hungry humans that afternoon. Dewa said lunch in the canteen is delicious.
Last night, I contacted Dewa to cooperate with my company. Dewa always agreed. I haven't told him yet, and for some reason, I asked him to cooperate. This afternoon, in the cafeteria, I told him.
"Kay is very hard working. I like him." said Dewa while chewing his grilled chicken.
"Like?!" I squinted at him.
Dewa stopped chewing. He seemed to realize that he had said the wrong thing.
"No. No. I don't like her. I likes her job. She work by ethic. Yaaa…. although there are many who really like her."
I slammed the spoon on the plate.
I had no appetite. Dewa laughed.
***
* Kayshila Citra Keswari
(Kayshila) I staggered into the office building. Even though it's been fifteen minutes, I sat quietly in the car because soon a big meeting was about to start. My client is Laksana Davendra Ishan. Usually, Mrs. Sarah only attends the first and last meetings because I handle the arrangements and subsequent work. My heart skipped a beat when my phone screen rang. ishan That's just the name. I typed hastily without capital letters. "Hello." greets me. "Where are you? I haven't seen you in the meeting room yet." he asked in a whisper. "I'll be up in a minute." 
(Kayshila) I haven't heard from Ishan in almost a week. Several times I had meetings with employees whom Ishan sent to the company to meet me. Sometimes also meet Mrs Sarah. No chat comes to my phone. One of his social media stories was empty. "Cit, someone wants to meet you in the front lobby." Inggrid opened the door to my small room. I moved my head away from the laptop. I immediately looked at Ingrid while frowning my forehead. "Who?" I asked, then I stood up. "I do not know. I just came out of the toilet. A florist maybe." Inggrid closed the door to my room and disappeared into her desk. I passed the expanse
(Kayshila) 2:15 am in morning, I was somewhere, a vast place like a dance hall. The music that sings slowly, rhythmically can be heard clearly in my ears. I was standing in the middle of the hall. No people at all. Even the hall lights suddenly went out. Dark. I looked at myself. I'm wearing a dress that looks puffy. Complete with lace gloves. I saw Edric at the end of the hall, staring at me without reacting. My chest is tight. My eyes started to darken. I woke up gasping for air. Immediately stood up and ran to the kitchen. Take the water that is in the dispenser. I just kept taking deep breaths over and over so that my chest that feels tight doesn't recur. Why? What is wrong with me? Today I experienced it twice. After that, I could
(Davendra) Flashback, The night before, Santi, my secretary, came with warm honey tea, which I always drink at four in the afternoon. On the other hand, I started calling Citra, asking what time I should pick her up. But, her cell phone was never picked up. I contacted her several times. I even requested Santi to hold my cell phone to keep calling Citra. And I had the phone in front of my desk to call Dewa to inquire about Citra's whereabouts. "I've asked her men. Their said she had been home since three in the afternoon. Just go home quickly." said Dewa explained. I've called Dewa about three times. Citra frustrates me. Santi looked at me with concern. Maybe she just saw me like this, like hot worms.
(Kayshila) The sound of water rushing from the sink faucet made me sprint from the kitchen. I was focusing on preparing my dinner and suddenly got my bathroom was filled with puddles of water. Lord! How do I finish this faucet? It's been a long time; actually, this water faucet leaks a bit, and I always tape it with tape. I ran to my room to grab my cell phone and called Rangga. Nothing. The phone is turned off. Then I called Cath. It's the same. The cell phone is busy. I looked around for the apartment management phone number because I've never had any problems as long as I've lived in the apartment. After all, I just moved into this apartment one year ago. My old apartment was in the Kuningan area. A bit big and looks fancy. I accidentally moved to an apartment adjacent to Rangga and Catherine.&n
(Kayshila) Four months later, This morning I woke up hearing Ishan's voice wakes me up and invite me to exercise. Today is Saturday morning. I refused because I don't really like running in the morning. I prefer to exercise in an air-conditioned room. For example, going to the gym. Finally, I let Ishan run alone in the morning. The morning air makes my heart and minds calm. Not for sweaty sports. So, I always open the bedroom window and balcony door so that the air in the room is replaced with fresh air. For the past four months, Ishan has been staying, eating, and working in my apartment. He never bothered me; even when I was working, he was busy with his own business. Sometimes after dinner, we used to chat a lot. What we talk about. I became dependent on him. There are things that sometimes I c
(Davendra) Two years ago, I knew my life started to change when I met this woman. I vaguely remember it. I first met her on the bus in Sydney. She stood leaning against the bus pole. Her body was limp, with no passion. I had only been in Sydney three days at the time, visiting my friends and doing business. For some reason, that afternoon, I really wanted to take the bus. See the cities in Sydney. Usually, I always rent a car and drive myself. Of course, I have my own international driver's license.I photographed that woman secretly from behind. She was tall and slender, wearing tattered jeans, and a beige jacket. The way she dresses looks fashionable. What I suspect is that this woman is Indonesian. Her gaze was vacant through the window in front of her. Sometimes she looks at her phone and puts it back in her bag. She scan
(Kayshila) The alarm on my cell phone rings loudly. Today is a beautiful Monday. I slept very well last night. Not sleeping too early and not too late. Ishan interrupts me watching after dinner. He chatted with me a lot. I can't help but wait for him to speak. He had lots of questions, and he also talked a lot about his life. How can he achieve success? I like his speaking style. He tells as if that the achievement is challenging. Never once boasted. I was very impressed with Ishan. I woke up from my sleep, took a deep breath, and started walking to the window, opening the curtains that blocked the sunlight that was about to force its way into my room. My eyes searched for a suitcase that used to stand upright behind my big closet. Ishan's suitcase isn't there. That means he's gone. He said he was going to Manila this morning. Do