LOGINRAINA
I barely slept that night. Every time I closed my eyes, I imagined what would happen tomorrow. What Sylvester would say. What he would tell me to do. Could I even do it? That last thought scared me more than anything. By morning, I was exhausted and jittery with nerves. Castor left for his office at eight thirty, just like always. He didn't even look at me as he walked past. Good. I waited twenty minutes to make sure he was really gone. Then I got dressed quickly. I covered the fading bruises on my face with makeup. Not perfect, but better than yesterday. I told Maria I had a doctor's appointment and left in a hurry. The drive downtown felt like it took forever. My hands were sweating on the steering wheel. The Brian Tower was massive. All glass and steel, reaching up into the sky. I found the private entrance on the east side, just like he said. There was a security guard there. When I gave my name, he nodded and pointed me to a private elevator. "Tenth floor, ma'am. Mr. Brian is expecting you." The elevator was all mirrors. I watched myself rise higher and higher, my reflection getting smaller. I looked pale and frightened. Like a woman walking into the unknown. I had no idea what to expect from Sylvester Brian. He was my husband's enemy. The man Castor hated most in the world. But one thing I knew was, we had something in common. Our mutual hatred of Castor. As the saying goes, the enemy of my enemy is my friend. When the doors opened, I stepped into a quiet hallway. There was only one door. A large wooden door with gold letters: SYLVESTER BRIAN, PRIVATE OFFICE. I knocked before I could lose my nerve. "Come in," his voice called. I opened the door and stepped inside. The office was huge. Floor-to-ceiling windows looked out over the city. Expensive furniture. Bookshelves filled with law books. And Sylvester, sitting behind his desk, looking at me. He was wearing a dark suit that fit him perfectly. His hair was styled. His gray eyes were intense. He looked powerful. Dangerous. "Lock the door," he said quietly. My hand shook as I turned the lock. Click. The sound felt final. Like I had just crossed a line I could never uncross. "Come here," he said. I walked toward him on unsteady legs. When I got close enough, he stood and came around the desk. He stopped just in front of me, close enough that I could smell his cologne. Clean and masculine. Nothing like the sickly sweet scent Castor wore. His eyes moved over my face, studying the bruises I had tried to hide. "He hit you," he said. His voice was calm, but I could hear the anger underneath. "Yes." "Where else?" "What?" "Where else did he hurt you?" His hand reached out slowly, like he was afraid I might run. His fingers brushed my wrist so gently I barely felt it. "Here?" I nodded, unable to speak. His jaw clenched. "Anywhere else?" "My ribs. When the guards dragged me." Something dark flashed in his eyes. Something that made my pulse race. "Show me," he said quietly. "Sylvester, I don't think..." "I need to see what he did to you." His voice was soft but firm. With shaking hands, I lifted the side of my top. The bruises were dark purple now, finger marks clearly visible on my pale skin. I watched his face as he looked at them. Watched his expression shift from controlled anger to something darker. More dangerous. "I'm going to destroy him," he said, so quietly I almost didn't hear. "I'm going to take everything from him." His hand moved toward my ribs, then stopped. Hovering just above my skin. Close enough that I could feel the heat from his palm. "May I?" he asked. I nodded. His fingers touched the bruises so gently it made my chest ache. He traced the outline of each finger mark, his touch clinical at first. Professional. But then his hand stilled. Flattened against my ribs. I could feel my heart pounding against his palm. Our eyes met. The air between us changed. Charged with something electric and dangerous. He was standing so close. Close enough that I could see the flecks of silver in his gray eyes. Close enough that I could count his heartbeats in the pulse at his throat. "Raina," he said, my name coming out rough. Strained. "Yes?" He didn't continue. Just stared at me like he was fighting some internal battle. Then, slowly, he pulled his hand away. Stepped back. Put distance between us. I let my top fall back into place, my skin still tingling where he had touched me. "I need you to do something for me," he said. His voice was steadier now, but I could hear the tension underneath. "Something difficult." "What?" "I need you to go back to that house." He walked to the window, putting even more distance between us. Like he didn't trust himself to stand close. "You have to keep playing your part. The perfect wife. The grateful companion. We'll turn the tables on him and use his own weapon against him." My stomach dropped. "You want me to stay with him?" "For now. Yes." He turned to face me. "We need hard evidence, Raina. Concrete proof of what he's doing. Things that will hold up in court and destroy him completely." "I can't." My voice broke. "I can't go back there and pretend. Not after last night." "You can." He crossed the room to me in three long strides. Stopped just short of touching me. "You're stronger than you know." "I'm not. I'm weak. I'm scared." "Being scared doesn't make you weak." His hand lifted, hovering near my face like he wanted to touch me but wouldn't let himself. "It makes you smart. But you're also brave. You called me. You came here. You're already fighting back." "But how long? How long do I have to stay?" "I don't know yet. A few weeks. Maybe a month." "He'll have more of those horrible parties." Tears burned my eyes. "How can I watch that and do nothing?" "You won't be doing nothing. You'll be gathering the evidence we need to stop him. To save yourself and every other victim he's hurt." I wanted to believe him. Wanted to be that brave. But all I could think about was going back to that cold house. Sleeping in that guest room. Watching Teddy touch my husband while I played the perfect wife. "I don't know if I can do it," I whispered. Sylvester's hand finally made contact. His fingers caught my chin, tilting my face up to meet his eyes. "You can," he said with absolute certainty. "Do you know why?" I shook my head. "Because Castor underestimates you. He thinks you're weak. Helpless. A victim who will do whatever he says out of fear." "Maybe he's right." "He's not." His thumb brushed across my jaw. "That's your weapon, Raina. He doesn't see you as a threat. That means he'll get careless. Make mistakes. And when he does, you'll be there to document every single one." The way he was looking at me made my breath catch. Like he saw something in me I couldn't see in myself. "What if I make a mistake? What if he catches me?" "Then you call me immediately. I'll come get you." His voice dropped lower. "I won't let him hurt you again. I promise." "You can't promise that." "Watch me." We stood there, frozen. His hand still on my face. My heart racing so fast I thought he must be able to feel it. His eyes dropped to my mouth. Lingered there. I stopped breathing. He leaned closer. So close I could feel his breath on my lips. Then he stopped. His jaw clenched. His hand fell away from my face. He stepped back quickly. Ran a hand through his hair. "You should go. Before he gets suspicious." "Right." I felt dizzy. Off balance. "Yes." But neither of us moved. "Raina." He said my name like he wanted to say more. "What?" He looked at me for a long moment. Then shook his head. "Nothing. Just... be careful." I nodded and turned toward the door. My legs felt weak. My whole body was trembling. I had almost reached the door when my phone buzzed in my purse. I pulled it out with shaky hands. A text from Castor: Where are you? I quickly replied: In the hospital. My phone buzzed again almost immediately. Castor: Liar. I'm in the doctor's office and can't find you anywhere. My stomach dropped to the floor. How did he know? Castor: Tell me the truth. Where the fuck are you? Don't make me come after you!!! My blood ran cold.RAINAThree days later and Sylvester's words still sat in my head like a stubborn headache.I hadn't deleted those texts, couldn't bring myself to stop staring at them.Like a dam being let loose, he'd said all the things he wanted to do to me.And what was worse? I couldn't tell him to stop.He'd thrown the decision into my lap and walked away.~Tell me you don't want me.~I hadn't answered.Because I couldn't.The realization sat heavy in my chest all day, every day.By Friday night, it was unbearable.We were supposed to meet at the diner at eight.Eight o'clock came and went.I checked the diner door for the fifth time.Nothing.The waitress topped off my coffee and gave me a sympathetic smile."Still waiting on someone?""Apparently."I looked down at my phone. No messages. No missed calls.Sylvester was late.Not five-minutes late. Not traffic late.An hour late.That wasn't like him.I called again.Straight to voicemail.A knot formed in my stomach.This case was dangerous. Th
RAINAA week rolled by after touching myself to the thought of Syvelster Brian.We met twice for case work. Once at the bookstore cafe. Once at a diner on the north side that he'd picked because nobody from Castor's circle would be caught dead eating there.Both times he behaved.Both times he was professional. Focused. He went through the intel. Asked the right questions. Took notes. Didn't flirt. Didn't touch me. Didn't mention the texts or any other of the incidents that had happened between us in the previous weeks.Both times the air between us was so charged I could barely sit still.It was in the pauses. The half second where his pen would stop moving and his eyes would lift from the notes and find me and something would pass between us that neither of us acknowledged. Then he'd look back down and keep writing and I'd take a breath and pretend my heart wasn't doing something reckless.By Friday, I'd almost convinced myself that we'd found a rhythm. A steady ground where two adu
RAINAI woke up slowly.For the first time in weeks, my body didn't jolt awake with that familiar knot of dread in my chest. I came to the surface gently. Like rising from deep water. The sheets were cool against my skin. The morning light was soft through the curtains. My limbs felt loose and heavy in a good way.I lay there for a moment, not moving, not thinking.Then the memory of last night came back.The bath. The hot water. My hand between my legs. His name in my head while my body came apart.Heat flooded my face.I pressed my hands over my cheeks and lay there like a teenager who'd just done something she couldn't take back. My skin was warm under my palms. My stomach was doing something fluttery and stupid that I was too old to be feeling.But I felt it anyway.I lay there for another minute. Letting it stew. The embarrassment, the warmth and the strange, reckless excitement that came with both.Then I reached for the burner phone.I pulled it from behind the panel in my clo
RAINAAfter my meeting with Sylvester at the bookstore, I went over to visit my mother at the restaurant.We spent the rest of the afternoon talking about the business, the ongoing campaign and every other small topic. Whenever she tried to ask questions about my marital life, I side-stepped and changed the subject. The sun had set in the sky when I finally made my way home.The house was quiet when I got back.Castor was upstairs. I could hear the faint sound of his study door closing as I came through the kitchen. Maria had retired to the servants quarters in the east wing. The hallway lights were dimmed to their evening setting.I went to my room in the south wing. Closed the door. Locked it.I stood there for a moment in the dark. Just going over my day.~I'll try not to think about you tonight.~The words floated in my mind.His voice was still in my ear. His scent was still on my skin. Despite the time I'd spent with my Mom, the heat in my belly hadn't faded. It had followed me
RAINAThe Next Day.After Syvelster's daring texts last night, I worked up the courage to tell him I wasn't coming to his apartment anymore.He'd suggested the cafe without missing a beat. A small place at the back of an old bookstore on the east side. The kind of place where people came to read, not to be seen. He said he'd been there before. Back table. No foot traffic. No cameras.I told myself this was better. Public. Safe. Professional.I walked in at two o'clock in the afternoon carrying a folder of notes Maria had helped me put together. Names. Dates. Staff rotation schedules not at the mansion alone, even up to the Rowland holdings. Everything organized. Everything in order.Speaking of which, Maria seemed to know a lot about the Rowland family and their enterprise. I guess fourteen years was enough time to really know a family in and out.But what suprised me more was her willingness to help without asking questions as to why I needed this information and what I wanted to use
SYLVESTERThe campaign speech was due tomorrow.I'd been sitting at my desk for four hours. The laptop was open. The cursor was blinking on a half-finished paragraph about infrastructure reform that I'd written and deleted three times.Infrastructure reform.I couldn't even say the words in my head without her face replacing them.She'd stood in the middle of my living room this evening with her arms crossed and her jaw set and told me it couldn't happen again. She'd called it a mistake. Said she wasn't thinking clearly. She'd used the word professional like it was a wall she was building between us, brick by brick, while I watched.I'd let her build it.Then I'd asked her one question and the whole thing came down.Did you like it?The silence that followed was the loudest thing I'd ever heard. She hadn't said no. She hadn't said yes. She'd just stood there with her arms crossed and her eyes full of something she was fighting so hard to keep inside that I could see the effort in her
RAINAI stood in the hallway for a long time after he walked away.Then I walked back to my room.I lay down on my bed, pulling the blanket over myself, and closed my eyes.Sleep didn’t come.It never came easily anymore, but tonight was worse.Every time I closed my eyes, I saw him again.Not the
SYLVESTERI heard the knock at my door twelve minutes later.I knew it was Patrick before he even opened it. He had a particular knock. Three sharp raps, a pause, then one more. Like punctuation. Like everything else about him, it was precise, deliberate and slightly annoying."Come in," I said.Pa
RAINAI drove straight home. Speeding along the highway like a mad woman with an emergency.Lucky enough, I made it home with twenty minutes to spare.I changed out of my clothes quickly, touched up my makeup and positioned myself in the front sitting room with a book open in my lap. Looking like I
RAINAMy fingers wouldn't stop shaking.I stared at Castor's texts on my screen and felt the blood drain completely from my face. The words blurred in front of my eyes. My brain refused to process them fast enough.Tell me the truth. Where the fuck are you? Don't make me come after you!!!The offic







