Chapter 53

Her life was like being a sex slave to him. She didn't know why she had such thoughts, but that's how she felt after getting married. She didn't know if Joshua married her for that thing or if he loved her.

Sometimes she felt tired for a long time after having sex with Joshua. But she also couldn't refuse considering how cruel Joshua would be if he knew she refused him. Moreover, this was her duty as his wife.

On the one hand, she also felt Joshua's deep love. Every day, every time, Joshua gave and showed how much he loved her. It was just that her mind was always negative every time Joshua asked her to make love.

"Maybe it's just my fear. I just don't want to overdo it. I already lost my first love, and if I love Joshua eventually ... then I have more feelings for him, I'm afraid I'll lose him as someone I love again. Well yeah, maybe it's just my fears," she said, talking to herself.

Her gaze was straight out of her bedroom window, with only the blanket covering her naked body. Josh