MasukXena.
The ceiling in Dante's room was different from the one in the guest room.I noticed that first, which probably said something about the state of my brain.
I stared at it and waited for regret to arrive.
It didn't.
What arrived instead was a very thorough physical awareness of every decision I had made in the last several hours, and the sound of Dante moving somewhere to my left.
I turned my head.
He was standing at the foot of the bed, buttoning his shirt from the bottom up. He glanced at me when he noticed I was watching.
"You're surprisingly difficult to read," he said.
I blinked. "Is that a compliment?"
"It's an observation." He did the second to last button. "Though in this context I suppose it functions as both." The last button. He reached for his cufflinks on the dresser without looking for them. "You held your own."
"I'm aware."
The corner of his mouth moved. Not quite a smile but I'd take it.
I sat up, pulling the sheet with me, and looked around for my gown.
"There are clothes in the room you were assigned," he said, answering the question I hadn't asked. "The ones you'll actually want to be seen in."
"And if I told you I didn't ask."
"I'd say you were looking at the floor like it owed you something." He picked up his jacket. "Breakfast is downstairs when you're ready. Take your time."
He left without the door making a sound.
I sat in the middle of his bed in last night's undone gown and breathed in the quiet for a moment.
Okay.
I had slept with my contract husband on the night I signed the contract. That was definitely a normal thing to happen.
I was filing it under decisions made with full awareness and no apology.
I got up.
The clothes in my assigned room were exactly my size like he said. I didn't examine that too closely.
I showered, dressed, and stood at the window for exactly two minutes. Then I went downstairs.
The kitchen was filled with coffee smell with morning light spilling through wide windows. Dante was at the island with a cup and his phone, still in his shirt from upstairs. He looked up when I came in and nodded toward the coffee without a word.
I poured a cup and leaned against the counter.
"The journalists," I nudged. "You mentioned last night —"
"Already running." He didn't look up from his phone. "The first piece goes live this afternoon. Forensic analysis of the video, sourced anonymously. By evening it will have been picked up by three more outlets."
I wrapped both hands around my mug.
"You had all of this prepared before the gala."
He set his phone down then. Looked at me evenly. "Yes."
"How long have you been watching the Yale household?"
A pause. Not long — just enough to tell me he was deciding how much to give me.
"Seven years," he said flatly.
I stared at him. "Seven years is a long time to watch a family you belong to."
"I don't belong to them." His voice didn't change but I could hear a slight pain in them. "Not in any way they're currently aware of."
I set my mug down. "What does that mean?"
He looked at me for a moment.
"My father had me ordered to be killed seven years ago. Falsified evidence of an accident overseas and restructured the Yale conglomerate in Adrian's favor with me removed from the equation." He picked his coffee back up. "As far as the Yale family and most of Chicago is concerned, Dante Yale died seven years ago."
The kitchen was very quiet.
"You're supposed to be dead," I said.
"Technically."
"And Adrian doesn't know you're alive."
“You're quick to catch up"
I picked my mug back up.. A dead man. I had married a dead man. I had done considerably more than marry him last night and he had been a dead man the entire time and I was only finding this out now over morning coffee.
"When were you planning to tell me this?"
"Before it became relevant." He met my gaze. "It just became relevant."
I opened my mouth —
The television on the far wall, which had been running a morning news program on low volume, shifted tone to a tense one, that meant a breaking segment. The anchor's voice lifted. I turned toward it without thinking.
'—confirming this morning that Adrian Yale, son of prominent Chicago industrialist Gerald Yale, is set to wed Hannah Cross in a private ceremony scheduled for two weeks from today. The announcement comes just days after Cross was reported found alive following a three year disappearance, the circumstances of which are currently—'
Hannah's face filled the screen. Then Adrian's. Then both of them together, holding hands.
Two weeks.
"They're not wasting any time."
I said it mostly to myself. I hadn't meant it to land out loud.
"No." Dante's voice came from just behind me. Closer than I expected. "They're not."
I didn't turn around. I kept watching the broadcast until it cycled to the next segment and Hannah's face disappeared.
"Good," I said.
He didn't respond to that. But I felt him still standing there, and the silence he offered was something that didn't have an agenda attached to it, and I noticed that specifically because everything else about this man so far had.
I wasn't sure what to do with it.
The doorbell suddenly rang, jolting us both from her position.The housekeeper moved toward the entrance. Dante was back at his phone. I immediately moved for a second cup of coffee at the island, going over the contract details he had left printed beside the fruit bowl like homework, which I was choosing not to comment on.
I heard the door open and hurried footsteps followed by a clipped male voice.
"I need to see Yale. It's urgent. Is he —" A pause, the housekeeper saying something low. "Yes I know the hour. Tell him it's Darwin."
Darwin? Why did that sound familiar?
The man came through the kitchen doorway with the energy of someone who had been moving since he woke up. His jacket was slightly off, like he'd put it on in a car. He was already talking before he'd fully entered the room.
"Yale, I just got word that the forensic piece is running this afternoon which means we need to move the contract renewal before Gerald catches wind of —"
He stopped.
I had turned on the barstool when the footsteps came in, coffee mug halfway to my mouth.
We looked at each other.
The kitchen was very quiet.
“Xena?” His eyes widened in shock.
I choked on my coffee.
Xena."You're back.""You're still up."Dante was at the kitchen table in the house on Wells — my flat, not his, because I'd driven there without deciding to and only noticed when I was already parking. He had his coat still on. There was a mug in front of him he hadn't touched."How did it go with Osei," I got out, before I'd even taken my coat off."Sit down first.""Dante.""I'm not being dramatic. You've been driving for an hour and you look like you haven't eaten." He got up and put the kettle on without asking, a thing he does now, and which I have stopped minding. "Sit down, and then I'll tell you, and then you can be angry at whichever part of it you like."I sat down."She took it," Dante said, relief and dread tangled up in the same breath. "Nine fifteen this morning. I sat in the corridor from nine, like I said I would. Her clerk let me in at quarter past. I put the notebook on her desk and told her what it was before she'd opened it.""And?""She read the Eleanor pages fir
Xena."Time," the officer called, from the wall."Herald—""You've got ninety seconds." He leaned in over the table, and for once he wasn't calm about it, and that frightened me more than anything he'd said all afternoon. "Listen to me. Don't go to Osei with this. Not yet.""Why not?""Because I don't know what he told her already, and if you walk in asking about March visits before she's raised it, you'll look like you knew something and sat on it." His hands had come off the table. "You're named in a federal matter, Xena. Everything you do from today gets read by somebody looking for a reason.""Then tell me what he said.""Wrap it up, Cross." The officer was already moving."He asked me who I'd protect," Herald said, fast, low, the words falling over each other for the first time since I'd sat down. "First visit, he asked me who I'd protect if it came to it. Second visit, he told me why he was asking.""Herald—""Sunday. Same time. Bring nothing." A guard had a hand near his shoulde
Xena."He's coming out. I want you to know he nearly didn't."The officer on the desk said it while she was checking my ID against a screen, without looking up, in the tone of a woman doing me a kindness she'd deny later."He declined the mail item." I heard how thin it came out."He declined the mail item Friday. He put you on the visit sheet Monday." She slid my licence back. "Locker four. No paper, no pens, nothing in your hands."The room at Joliet has eleven tables bolted to the floor and a vending machine that only takes coins from a machine that only takes cash. I got there first. I sat with my hands flat on the table because there was nowhere else to put them.Herald came in with a man's walk and a boy's shoulders.They'd cut his hair since Thursday. He's twenty-four and he looked about nineteen. He sat down across from me. For a second neither of us managed a word."You look tired." Concern got into his voice before he could stop it."You declined my photograph.""Yes.""Hera
Xena.I got the packing tape off the top of the crate and started pulling it back in one long strip."Xena.""You've got a courier coming Thursday." The tape came away with a noise that filled the whole hall. "You've packed the wrong things. That's the kitchen crate and you've put books in it.""Leave it.""You've labelled it in pencil.""Leave it, Xena."I stopped with about four feet of tape hanging off my hand.It was ten past eleven. Adrian had gone forty minutes ago with two keys in his coat pocket and a registration slip folded into his wallet. He'd refused a lift. I'd stood at the window like an idiot watching him get to the corner."Then say something." Anger came up my throat with nowhere useful to go."I don't have anything.""You had eleven hundred words for him.""That was an account." Dante was still in the study doorway. He hadn't sat down since eight. "I've been rehearsing that one for seventeen years. Ask me something I haven't rehearsed and you'll get what you're gett
Xena."No.""Read it.""No." Dante put the notebook down on the desk and took two steps back from it. "You read it.""You've read the other two.""I know what I've done."Adrian didn't touch it."That's the first thing you've said all night that came out crooked," Adrian noted, and he still didn't move toward the desk.Dante went and stood at the window with his back to the room. The rain had stopped an hour ago. There was nothing out there to look at except a wet street and a car with its lights off."Take the book, Adrian.""Why won't you read it?""Because I've had seventeen years of hearing it in my own voice."That's not the reason.I don't know how I knew. I'd been in that house nine times and I'd learned exactly one thing about the man, which is that when he stops being able to say a sentence properly he is at the part he actually cares about.Adrian picked up the notebook.He found the page himself. He had to go back twice, because the third entry is short, and short entries a
Xena."Don't get up. I've got a key."Adrian said it into the hall in Evanston at twenty past eight at night, and he said it in a voice I'd never heard him use, and he came past me without taking his coat off.Dante was standing in the study doorway.The notebook was on the desk behind him. He'd left it out. That was the first thing I saw, and it stopped me in the hall, because a man who leaves it out has spent the last four hours deciding something."Adrian—""2008 to 2010." Adrian stopped in the middle of the rug. "That's all I want. You can keep the rest. Burn it, give it to Osei, put it in the sea. I want three years.""Sit down.""I've had two people tell me to sit down today." His hands were shaking. He didn't hide them, which was new. "I'd like somebody to say a true sentence to me standing up."Dante didn't move out of the doorway."Ask me the question you actually came with," he said."Did my mother talk to you."The house made the sound old houses make when the heating's bee
Xena."It's me Xena."My eyes went wide.“ Dad?”There was silence on the other end. For a brief second, no one spoke, not a single word was said.I stood in Dante's study. We hadn't contacted each other since Adrian's promotion ceremony.“Darling I—” he pauses then heaves a sigh. “How are you doin
Xena.The night air hit me the moment we stepped outside and I realized it was the first clean breath I'd taken in hours.Dante's car was already waiting. The long black car didn't need a logo to tell one it cost fortunes. A driver stood at the rear door without being summoned and I got in without
Xena.I have had some strange experiences in my lifetime.Being born illegitimate into a family that kept me like a footnote. Being sent to a wedding that wasn't mine with twenty minutes of notice. And spending three years married to a man who looked through me at dinner every night.But none of th
Xena. Was Hannah drunk?I stood there waiting for the punchline. April Fools was months away but maybe someone had lost track of the calendar. Maybe this was some elaborate Yale family bit that I hadn't been briefed on. Maybe —Adrian crossed the room to stand beside her."It's true." He turned to







