ELLE's POV
When he said we should get out of here I was not expecting this because how were we on a private ship in the ocean? The Ben I know was supposedly an average man with an average life but the real him was a billionaire who didn't hesitate to flaunt his wealth and power when necessary. I couldn't say I didn't like this edge to him. “We shouldn't be skipping work like this, my manager and co workers must be looking for me” I protested while marveling at the beautiful white small ship with luxurious decorations. “I already informed them that you are going out with me so don't worry. What did you want to tell me?” he asked as he poured me a glass of wine. I adjusted on my seat that faced the blue ocean and cleared my throat, ready to pour out the truth that could very well end very badly, “I’m not sure it would be wise to marry someone like me. The truth is I have not been honest with you from the beginning and I'm so sorry, I was wrong and I'm ready to take responsibility for it” I started off with a genuine tone. Raymond frowned and asked, “What’s going on, Elle?” I exhaled and continued, “I am married, Raymond. Well, I was married to Richard for seven years. I had met him too early and we got married when I was barely 19 and he was 23. Away from that, he wanted us to keep our marriage with utmost secrecy at work, that was why you and everyone at work didn't know. So when we crossed paths and you began talking to me, I originally wanted to tell you no and stay away but he threatened me to do the opposite. Somehow he wanted your approval for a promotion before it would be taken to the higher board and thought me leading you on to get it would make sense. I on the other hand just wanted to save my marriage and I know it's still no excuse. Yesterday, I had gotten you extremely drunk and slept with you just to get your fingerprint on the document for him. But then I got home and I was handed a divorce letter instead, turned out he was cheating on me with Melody, the COO, and wanted nothing to do with me anymore” At this point, tears were already trickling down my face and I was too ashamed to look Raymond in the eye. I was still terribly hurt with what Richard did and although I have been able to hide it, it still hurt badly. Raymond was quiet for a few minutes while I continued crying, then he asked, “What about when I saw you both talking earlier, what did he want?” “He didn't want me to tell you the truth for fear that he would get roped in and worse, arrested” I answered honestly. “So why did you tell me the truth, Elle? You could have as well kept it a secret and we could get married and I'll never know” he stated. I raised my head to gaze into his eyes as I spoke, “Because you are a good man who doesn't deserve any of that. You deserve a woman who will be completely honest with you, love you and cherish the good man that you are. I'm a result of a failed marriage and would only hurt you” I looked away, settling to calm my mind and wait for his decision. I admittedly felt lighter to get everything off my chest, receiving all his care with lies made me so uncomfortable. After what felt like hours passed, I heard him sigh and he came to sit directly beside me, “Well, I think you tick all these boxes. Fine, some wrong decisions were made and I'm not happy with you about it, but in the end you were honest even though you were at risk of losing your job and even getting arrested. That's the quality I look for in a wife. You were willing to do anything for Richard because you loved him, he's the one that doesn't deserve you” he said. I didn't know what to say but I still felt bad that I forgot about my own moral principles for the sake of saving my marriage. As if he could tell what was going through my mind, he turned my face to look at him, his gaze so soft and firm at the same time that it made my knees feel weak and fluttering feelings ran free in my heart. “No one hurts you and goes scot free. Richard, your ex husband, is going to pay dearly for what he put you through, his only saving grace is that his actions brought you to me. From now on, you are going to be with me and in case you haven't noticed, I am madly in love with you, Elle. Richard is your past now and I am your future. So what do you say, will you give me a chance to be your husband?” Was I crazy to accept his proposal when I just signed divorce papers yesterday? Maybe I was or maybe his eyes were just too intoxicating to say no to. Because I found myself blurting out a “Yes” and his lips crashed into mine with a fiery passion that caused butterflies to run wild in my stomach. Butterflies… the last time I had them was when I was 19. This could either be a good sign or a really bad one. Eitherway, here goes nothing… *** I must be dreaming. This had to be a dream because what did I do in my previous life to deserve such a good life? My life went from bad, miserable and ugly to good, perfect and beautiful in the space of two months. Oh my darling Raymond… he was a real blessing to my life, one that I was still figuring out if I truly deserved him. We have been married for a month and it has been the best month of my entire life. What has he not done? I was now the envied billionaire CEO's wife that everyone considered lucky and I was indeed lucky. “You’re zoning out, Princess. The movie is about to start” Ray called my attention as he entered with a food tray full of goodies. There were wines, a variety of snacks and some mouthwatering dishes that he cooked himself. He was such a great cook, I was jealous. “I was thinking about which angel dropped such a perfect man at my doorstep, by the way this looks exotic and amazing” I praised as I adjusted so he could sit next to me in the private theatre room of his luxuriously furnished mansion. We had just returned from a weekend vacation in Paris and now we just wanted to stay home and recover from our trip. “It’s not about the angel who dropped me, it's about the angel who brought a goddess to me, you are too good to me, Elle. Also I brought and made all your favorites” he gave me a short kiss on the lips and sat next to me on the modular sectional sofa. “Uhmm I see…” I muttered, getting distracted by the kiss he gave me earlier, I wanted more… His kiss always made me want more. He was perfect in every aspect, he left me thoroughly satisfied every single time but I still craved him with just one gaze or touch. Safe to say, I was so much in love with him. As if he could read the sexual thoughts running through my mind, he smirked and caressed my face, “Trust me, love. I am barely controlling the urge to rip that robe off you and fuck you senseless. But it will wait so we can watch this movie that we have been too ‘distracted’ to finish for a week now” we both burst into laughter with how ridiculous it was and it helped reduce the thrill that vibrated to my core with need. We were still laughing when my phone rang, I picked it up without checking the ID, “Hello…” the happiness was evident in my voice. “Hello, good evening. It's me Richard” a familiar voice answered. My face immediately fell into a frown, “Didn’t I tell you not to contact me ever again?” “I know. I'm sorry, please don't hang up. Please I don't want to lose my job, help me plead with Raymond. The lawsuits are after my life, melody left me and I have nothing to hold on to apart from my job. Please Elle, for the sake of what we had for seven years, I can't lose my job” he begged frantically. Now I was pissed, “We had nothing but a miserable life, Richard. Stop calling me, I'm with the CEO now and we are about to watch a movie” I said dismissively and hung up before Raymond would butt in. It was already too late because Raymond had a displeased frown on his face, “Is that fool disturbing you, princess? I would have to teach him a lesson” he proceeded to pick up his phone but knowing what he wanted to do. I quickly stopped him by sitting on him with my face to him and muttered, “Don’t let him ruin our mood, I can feel your semi hard on pressed in between my legs. I know you want me” Raymond groaned from the feel of the lacy panties I wore underneath rubbing against him, I was soaking wet. “Damn right I do” he cussed and in a flash, I was flipped over and my panties ripped off. Few minutes later, the movie we had planned to watch was long forgotten. After a steamy time, Raymond laid on my lap and fast asleep. I was running my hand through his hair in contentment when he blurted out sleepily, “Nuelle, my wife…” I was stunned to hear him call me that. No one has called me that name since when I was a child and after that incident… No, it couldn't be! Did Raymond know me before?ELLEMy hands tightened around the scarf until my knuckles ached.I pushed back from the desk and began to pace, my heels clicking softly against the polished floor. The walls suddenly felt too close and the air too heavy.“No,” I whispered to myself, shaking my head. “It’s impossible. It can’t be.”Raymond and I… we met years later. At the company. That’s where it all began—or at least, that’s what I had always believed. He was my boss, I... not some boy in a dark alley with broken glass in his hand.I stopped, pressing the scarf to my lips, trying to silence the trembling in my chest.But the problem was… I hadn’t seen that boy’s face. Not really. Just the blur of his figure, the way he moved, the sound of his breath as he stood over the man. In my panic, I hadn’t dared to look up long enough. My mind had been too full of terror, too full of the thought that I had been saved but ruined all at once.What if... what if it had really been him?The thought stole the air from my lungs. M
ELLEI couldn’t focus.The meeting notes on my desk blurred into meaningless lines of text, the words swimming until they made my head ache. For the past hour, I had stared at the same page, pretending to work while my thoughts spiraled elsewhere.Raymond’s aunt’s call replayed in my mind, her warm voice asking him to attend the annual celebration in our hometown. Havenbrooke.The word still made my stomach twist.It couldn’t be a coincidence—him calling me Nuella, him slipping it out like a name he was familiar with, like he had known me far longer than I realized. The possibility gnawed at me until I felt like I was unraveling inside.I pushed my chair back with a scrape and stood abruptly, the weight of my thoughts pressing down on me. My legs carried me in restless circles around the office, each step echoing the storm brewing inside my head. My fingers brushed over the edge of the polished desk, the leather-bound chair, and the shelves lined with carefully arranged books and f
ELLEI wasn't sure if it was the first time Evans hurt me as a kid, but it was the first time I realized I didn't have a man as a father, but a monster.I remember it so clearly, even though I wish I didn’t.I was four years old, my small legs dangling from the chair that felt too big for me, a plate of food in front of me that I couldn’t finish fast enough. My father’s voice thundered over me, sharp and angry.“Eat faster, Elle! Don’t waste my time!”His tone made my chest tighten, and before I even realized it, I felt the warmth spread beneath me. Shame hit me like fire, and I froze, staring down at the puddle forming on the seat—slowly dropping to the floor.I had wet myself.The next sound that was heard in the house was the crack of his palm against my cheek. My tiny head whipped to the side, the sting burning across my skin. I burst into tears, the world blurring through the flood of them.“Disgusting,” he spat. He yanked me off the chair, his grip cruel around my arm. I whim
ELLEI blinked at Evans, horror flashing through me. “You can’t be serious.”“Oh, I’m very serious.” He leaned against the banister, arms crossed, eyes gleaming with sick amusement. “You wanted to play lady of the house? Then act like one. You’ll clean up after your guests. Alone.”I gaped at him, lost for words. For a moment, I thought I might faint.Then my hand brushed against my stomach—against the fragile, growing life inside me—and fear wrapped itself around my heart.That baby was all I could think of. So, I gave in.Evans had already threatened to kill me. Who knew what he would do if I refused to obey him now?***By the time I dragged the last garbage bag to the curb, my hands were raw from scrubbing, and my back screamed with every step I took. The mansion smelled faintly of bleach and stale liquor. The stench of spilled alcohol clung stubbornly to the curtains, no matter how many times I sprayed them.I leaned against the wall for a second, closing my eyes. My body tremb
ELLEI shoved the door open, stepped inside—and the sight hit me like a punch to the gut.The living room was unrecognizable.People I had never seen before crowded every corner—laughing and shouting, drinks in their hands. The smell of whiskey and smoke hung thick in the air, clinging to the expensive drapes.Someone had dragged the coffee table away to make space for a makeshift bar, bottles and cups littering the surface. My sofa cushions were on the floor, stained. A cigarette butt smoldered dangerously close to the rug.I couldn’t breathe. This wasn’t just a party. It was an invasion.And then I saw him.My so-called father.He sat in an armchair like it was a throne, a glass of whiskey balanced loosely in one hand. Women draped themselves over the armrests, laughing at his words. Men gathered around him, nodding along, treating him like a king among thieves.My blood boiled so hot I thought I might explode.“What the hell is going on here?!” My voice sliced through the musi
Elle's POV That night, when the lights dimmed, Raymond pulled me against him in bed. His arm wrapped tightly around my waist, his hand resting over my stomach as though he could guard both of us even in his sleep. His breathing slowed, steady and calm, but mine never matched. The ceiling stared back at me, blank and unforgiving. The longer the silence stretched, the louder the ghosts stirred. My father’s face emerged from the dark corners of my memory, his sneer sharp as a blade. How many years had I prayed to escape him? And yet, here I was—still beneath a roof with him, still trapped in his shadow. When Raymond was home, it felt easier. My father’s words, his threats, his presence—they all faded into background noise when Raymond’s arms were around me. But if he left? My chest tightened, my hand clutching the sheets until my knuckles ached. Maybe Evans would ignore me. Maybe he would keep his distance. Maybe—it felt like I was just making wishes. Because I knew better.