Earlier.Thea."Herman no! Don't kill him!" I cried out, my tears falling for the man i barely know. Herman looks at me, and briefly I see a flash of hurt cross his face."Your protecting him?!" He exclaims making me flinch. I let of a scared sob, shaking my head yes. "It's only fare if you let me kill Angela after you kill him," I tell him and watch shock cross his features. Thea don't! Don't say anything more. Biting my tongue I forced myself to keep quiet."You were getting it up with Angela again?" Grace asks him. Herman's face showed no emotion as he glared at me. He walked towards me ignoring Grace's words and just hoisted me up into his arms, bridal style. I like being carried so I didn't fight him. Plus it's better than being dragged out of here."Were going to the hospital," he says instead. Walking towards what seemed to be the back entrance. "Take him to the base and don't let him go!" He shouts over his shoulder."And if you kill him..," I left the threat hanging. His ste
Manipulation by zevia.Thea.I don't know what to do. Herman looks like his in desperate need of companionship right now, so I let him kiss me. I don't have the strength to stop him. He might not be aware of the hurt in his gaze but I know that look. It the same way my eyes looked everyday since Alberto was killed. His hurting and I think part of this was caused by me. How? I also don't know but the least I can do is help him get over it. But what if healing him also damages me? Am I ready to give up my sanity and self found peace just to help him out? Am I ready to bare his scars too? Surprisingly, my answer is yes. I can relate to his feelings. When I lost Alberto my siblings thought I was just playing around with him and it didn't really damage me. But it did. And until today, I have never let myself love any man. I'm scared my curse will also take them away from me. Or me away from them. Even now, I know if I begin to love him something bad will happen. But what if his also the s
HERMAN.I watch her leave and I feel like I'm torn in between going after her or letting her be. She will never want you Herman no matter how far you go to change yourself...... My conscious is so mean. Shaking my head I decided on taking a walk to clear my head. I didn't even care how I buttoned my shirt as I made my way towards the wooden front doors; not bothering to fix my hair at all. The cool night air hit my face the moment I opened the door and stepped out.As the leader, looking my best and always adorning tuxedos or suits was a must. If I looked anything but perfect my men would immediately get the idea of us being utterly and completely fucked. Tonight i didn't care as I stepped out looking like shit. Thea makes me feel like shit. Your dad made you feel like that as well....shut it. See what I mean about my conscious being mean? I make my way to the back of the house and walk on until I'm in the cover of the trees. I purposely bought off this whole land at the outskirts
If huge cocks didn't exist then I just started believing they did. Herman was so, so huge and I bet my eyes threatened to jump out of my skull when I laid my eyes on his cock. He let go of me after but I didn't or rather couldn't look away as he dropped his pants to the floor. My aching wrist forgotten as I took all of him in. His dick was pointing at me and man was it freaking me out. Was that normal? How something so big as that thing can stand on its own? Omg dicks are freaky and weirdly I wanted it. The thought made me squirm and move back on the bed, until I felt the headboard press into my back."I want you to touch me," he said suddenly. Drawing me out of my cock filled thoughts. I had frozen up when his dick finally showed itself to me. He moved off the bed backwards and stood at the foot of it before taking another step back and exposing everything to me. He was exposing himself.....why? This was so new to me. Alberto's dick was unknown to me. I had never even laid eyes on it
Tear drops.I stand in front of the mirror staring at my naked body and just noticed that my breasts have gotten bigger. They weren't this size a few weeks ago. They were round and perfect, not too big not too small. Thea, your breasts are still round. Okay, I guess they kinda are, though they are bigger than they were.They look like tear drops all because that bastard has been playing with them.That reminds me, what are we anyway? I know we got married and all that stuff but what are we? Because we definitely don't fit the husband and wife description. His him and I'm me, our characters don't even compliment each other.We've seen each other naked, his touched me places that no one ever has. Does that make us lovers? Are we dating? Hmmm....I don't think so. But what if he thinks just because we got married we'll automatically fall in love? Wait am I the one thinking that way? Argh...the only way this mental break down is if I just talk to him. What I know now is, I'm sexually attr
I hate him!I mentally exclaim for the seventh time today as he bosses me around the kitchen and each time I bend over he smacks my ass. Which you definitely enjoy, oh shut up. I do not!"Thea?" His deep voice vibrates inside my chest, drawing me out of my reverie."What?" I snap.He looks like his about to laugh when he says," I told you to pass me the pasta."Huffing out a breath, I balance my left hand on my hip; popping it out. "Where is it?" I don't even try to hide my annoyance. He had forcefully dragged me here after that I'm your husband your my wife talk. Of course, he did it when I was fully dressed. I just threw on a pare of leggings grey in colour and a white crop top with miss strawberry shortcake on the front. Its cute and I love it. Plus it's loose and comfy just the way I like it. Herman points towards the top cupboard next to the freezer and I send a glare his way. "I can't reach that!" I gesture towa
Where is it?I frantically search for my phone with a blurry vision. I need to call her. After tearing down my old room, I conclude that it isn't in here. Running out, I make my way quickly up the stairs crying. Barging into the new room I'm suppose to be sharing with Herman I start searching for it. After going through what I assume is his bedside table I move to look through mine and sigh when I find it. Opening it quickly I place a call to italy but she doesn't answer. "Mum please pick up," I whisper to the phone, willing her to pickup. When the operator passes the call to her line again for the seventh time and it goes straight to voicemail, I slump on the bed and opt upon leaving another message. "Hey mama.... it's me Thea and yes I'm crying. Just....just please call me back when you get this. I-i need you."My voice breaks and I slump to the floor. My heart hurts and it seems to get worse by every phone call she doesn't pick up. What if something happened to her?No no no, The
Give him a chance okay....Grace's words ring in my head as I make my way up the front steps to the house. Opening the door slowly and quietly as I can, I sneak back in to the house to the sound of the piano being played. It was midday and that sound sort of relaxed me a little.I didn't recognize the melody, so I assumed it was a freestyle or a song I've never heard before. Cautiously, I make my way towards the front door of the living room and hide behind the wall next to it before looking in. The living room was a mess. It's like he took out his anger on the sofa, table and a few flower pots. Gosh this is definitely my fault. He read your diary, your right it's his own fault. I agree with my own mental remark.The melody hits a wrong key and he cussed before grabbing a glass on top of the piano and emptying it's contents. I yelp when he flungs the glass my way and it hits the inside wall of the living room at the wall adjacent to the one I was hiding b