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I always believed a wedding was supposed to be a happy beginning.
White roses. Smiling faces. A groom who looked at you like you were his entire world. But as I stood in front of the mirror in a borrowed bridal suite, dressed in an expensive gown that didnât belong to me, I realized I had been foolish. This wasnât a beginning. It was an ending. The dress hugged my body perfectly, tailored to every curve, yet it felt like a prison. My fingers shook as I adjusted the veil, staring at my reflection. The woman in the mirror looked calm, composedâalmost beautiful. But behind her eyes was fear so deep it made my chest ache. I was getting married today. Not to the man I loved. But to the man who owned my future. âAmara,â my motherâs soft voice broke the silence. âTheyâre ready for you.â I didnât turn. âMama⌠if I walk out of this room right now, what happens?â Her breath hitched. I could hear it even without looking at her. âYour father goes to prison,â she whispered. âAnd we lose everything.â My eyes burned, but I forced the tears back. Crying wouldnât change anything. It never did. The debt had crushed us overnight. One bad business deal. One signature my father trusted too much. And suddenly, the men who once called us friends were knocking on our doors, demanding money we didnât have. That was when Lucas Blackwood appeared. Like a savior. Like a devil. âHe said he would clear the debt completely,â my mother continued, her voice trembling. âBut only if you marry him.â Lucas Blackwood. The name echoed in my mind like a curse. Everyone knew him. The youngest billionaire CEO in the country. Cold. Ruthless. Untouchable. A man who destroyed lives with contracts and smiles that never reached his eyes. A man who didnât believe in love. And today, he would become my husband. I finally turned to face my mother. She looked smaller than I remembered, older, worn down by guilt and worry. âIâll do it,â I said quietly. âI just need you to promise me one thing.â âAnything.â âDonât apologize for this again.â Her eyes filled with tears as she nodded. The church doors opened moments later. The music began. And my fate was sealed. Each step down the aisle felt heavier than the last. My heels clicked softly against the marble floor, echoing louder than my thoughts. I could feel the staresâwomen admiring my dress, men calculating the cost of it, everyone wondering how a nobody like me had caught the attention of Lucas Blackwood. If only they knew. I reached the altar and slowly lifted my gaze. He was taller than I expected. Lucas Blackwood stood there in a perfectly tailored black suit, his broad shoulders straight, his posture commanding. His face was sharp, almost cruelly handsome, but his dark eyes held no warmth. He looked at me the way businessmen looked at contracts. Necessary. Temporary. Replaceable. The pastor began to speak, but his words faded into the background. âDo you, Lucas Blackwood, take Amara Kingsley to be your lawful wifeââ âI do,â Lucas said before the sentence was finished. No hesitation. No emotion. My fingers tightened around my bouquet. âAnd do you, Amara Kingsleyââ Silence filled the church. My heart pounded violently in my chest. For a split second, I wondered what would happen if I said no. If I turned around and ran. If I chose myself for once. Lucas leaned closer, his lips near my ear. âSay yes,â he murmured calmly. âOr your family loses everything.â That single sentence shattered every illusion of choice I had left. âI do,â I whispered. The ring slid onto my finger, heavy and cold. Diamonds sparkled under the lights, mocking me with their beauty. It was probably worth more than my entire life. The kiss never came. Instead, Lucas turned sharply, already done with the ceremony. His hand closed around my wrist as we walked down the aisle together. His grip was firm. Possessive. âListen carefully,â he said under his breath. âThis marriage is a contract. You will attend events when required. You will smile when necessary. You will not interfere in my business.â I kept my head high. âAnd if I donât?â He stopped walking and looked down at me, his gaze dark and warning. âThen I remind you why youâre here.â We continued walking. Once we were alone, he finally released my wrist. âWhen this contract ends,â he continued coldly, âyou will leave with exactly what you came with. Nothing more.â I met his eyes, refusing to show him the fear clawing at my chest. âThatâs fine,â I said softly. âI never planned to take anything from you.â Something flickered in his eyesâsurprise, perhaps. âI donât love you,â I added. âAnd I never will.â A slow, dangerous smile touched his lips. âGood,â he replied. âBecause love has no place in this marriage.â As he turned away, I looked down at the ring on my finger. This wasnât a fairy tale. This was a war. And I had just signed up for it.The room was dark when I woke up.For a moment, I didnât know where I was only that my chest hurt and my throat felt tight, like Iâd been crying for hours.Then I remembered.I wasnât in the mansion with Lucas anymore.I was alone.The hotel room smelled faintly of detergent and old air. My suitcase sat unopened by the door, because unpacking meant accepting that I was really here that I had left and not going back.Or been left.I curled onto my side, pulling the blanket tighter around myself.That was when the memory came.It always did.I was eight years old the first time I learned that silence could be safer than speaking.My fatherâs voice boomed through the small apartment, sharp and angry, cutting through the thin walls. I sat on the floor outside the bedroom, my knees hugged to my chest, counting the cracks in the tiles.OneâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚTwoâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚThreeâŚâŚâŚâŚ.If I stayed quiet, maybe he wouldnât notice me.âAmara!â he shouted.My heart skipped a beat.I didnât move.Inside the room, my
The silence stretched too long.Cameras hovered in the air, microphones angled toward Lucas like weapons waiting to strike. Vanessa stood a few feet away, her expression calm, victorious like she already knew how this would end.I watched Lucasâs face it was expressionless.This was the moment.The moment that would decide whether staying had been worth it.âLucas?â a reporter prompted. âIs your wife telling the truth?âHe opened his mouth.But nothing came out.That pause was everything.Vanessa smiled.âYes,â Lucas said finally. âThere was a contract.âThe world exploded.Shouts overlapped. Flashes blinded me. My ears rang as voices shouted paid wife, sham marriage, fraud.I felt like I was falling.Lucas raised his hand, trying to regain control. âButâŚâŚ..ââBut what?â Vanessa cut in smoothly. âYouâre going to pretend it meant something?âI turned to him, my heart pounding. âFinish it,â I whispered. âPlease.âHe looked at me.And for a second, I thought he would.âThere was a contra
The scandal broke at exactly 9:17 a.m.I knew the time because my phone wouldnât stop vibrating, the screen lighting up again and again like it was possessed.I was still in bed when the first headline appeared.BLACKWOODâS CONTRACT WIFE EXPOSED: BILLIONAIRE MARRIAGE A SHAM?My heart dropped.I clicked before I could stop myself.Photos of me stepping out of the mansion, Vanessa walking in days earlier, Lucas looking cold and distant beside me. The article was long, detailed, and cruel. It talked about a marriage agreement, unnamed sources, and a woman who had âsold herself for security.âThat woman was me.My hands started shaking.Another notification came in.Did you know about the contract?Were you paid?Are you pregnant or just pretending?I threw the phone onto the bed like it had burned me.The door burst open seconds later.Lucas.His jaw was tight, his phone clutched in his hand. âYouâve seen it.ââThat was fast,â I said hollowly.âIâm handling it,â he said immediately. âThe
The dinner invitation sat on the vanity like a threat.I stared at it while the stylist adjusted my hair, the words Blackwood Holdings Private Dinner stamped in elegant gold lettering. Lucas had promised it would be quiet. No press. No surprises.But nothing in my life with Lucas Blackwood had ever been simple.âYou look nervous,â the stylist said gently.âIâm not,â I replied too quickly.The lie tasted bitter.When I entered the dining hall that evening, every conversation paused for half a second too long. Eyes followed meâassessing, judging, calculating. Men in tailored suits. Women with smiles sharp enough to cut glass.Lucas stood at the head of the table, commanding attention without effort. When his gaze met mine, something unreadable flickered in his eyes.Relief?Concern?He pulled out a chair beside him. âSit here.âIt wasnât a request.I sat anyway.The dinner began smoothlyâtoo smoothly. Business talk, polite laughter, glasses clinking. I kept my posture straight, my smile
Coming back didnât feel like surrender.It felt like stepping into a storm I had already been burned by.The mansion doors closed behind us with a heavy thud, the sound echoing through the hallway like a warning. I didnât take another step. My body was still tense from the drive, my heart still racing from everything Lucas had said at the hotel.âIâll stay,â I had told him.But staying didnât mean forgiving.Lucas stood a few feet away from me, hands in his pockets, his shoulders stiff. He didnât look at me right away, and for once, his silence felt uncertain.âYou can take the master bedroom,â he said finally. âIâll move to the guest wing.âI blinked, surprised. âWhy?ââBecause I donât want you to think this is me trapping you,â he replied. âYou came back on your terms. I wonât cross that.âSomething twisted in my chest.âThank you,â I said quietly.Mrs. Collins appeared at the top of the stairs, relief visible in her eyes when she saw me. âWelcome home, Mrs. Blackwood.âHome.The wo
The night air hit my face like a slap as I stepped outside the mansion.For the first time since the wedding, I felt like I could breathe.My hands shook as I flagged down a taxi at the gate, clutching the small bag I had packed in a rush. I didnât know where I was goingâonly that I couldnât stay. Not in a house where I was constantly reminded that I was temporary.âWhere to?â the driver asked.I hesitated. âJust⌠drive.âThe car pulled away, the massive Blackwood mansion disappearing behind us.I should have felt relieved.Instead, my chest ached.I pressed my forehead against the window, watching the city lights blur. I had known this marriage wasnât built on love. I had known Lucas Blackwood wasnât the kind of man who gave his heart freely.So why did it hurt like this?My phone vibrated.Once.Twice.I didnât need to look to know who it was.I turned it off.âLucas Blackwood had never chased anyone in his life.People came to him. Investors. Enemies. Women. They all waited.So wh







