He continued drinking while laughing and crying at the same time.. in short, he looks like crazy... but I guess I'm crazier than him.
" Are you laughing because you are happy or you are laughing because you want to release the pain that you are experiencing right now" I suddenly asked him?
He stopped laughing and stared at me.
"I'm happy.. you know why? Because you are here.. because we are together, I'm happy because even though I lost my wealth and all you are still here on my side" he said and gulped the beer that he was holding
" Okay," I said and stood up, I'm ready to walk when he pulled my hands and hugged me from the back
" Hey..get off .. me.." I said as I move my body to avoid him.
" Please give me 5 minutes, let's stay like this for 5 minutes," He said and bowed his head on my nape.
I keep still, my heart beats very fast right now, I don't know
I laid down to bed and closed my eyes, I'm in that position when Gun suddenly sat on the bed and kiss me on the forehead, I think he thought that I was already sleeping, for me not to be able to notice I moved a bit and pretended to face the other side of the bed, I can't help myself but smile like a fool, I heard he stood up and walked down, I sat in the bed and wiped the tears on my eyes.Is it a tear of happiness or tears of pain?I returned to bed and pretended that I'm sleeping, I felt that Gun is crawling on the bed and laid next to me.Minutes pass when I heard that he is already snoring. I slowly opened my eyes to glanced at him, the light coming from the window is the only light that can help me to see his face, he is facing the other side of the bed I moved close to him and hugged him tightly, I even buried my face on his nape.I slept happily while hugging him.—-I woke up the next day hugging the pillow. I squint my eyes
GUNI'm staring at the television when my phone suddenly vibrated, I took it from the table to see who send me a line message." Let's go party later, " Oab sent me the message.Should I come with him later? but Off needs someone to accompany him tonight." Bri can you come here later at 10 pm I have important things to do" I sent a line message to Kriist who replied instantly." Okay bro"It's already 7 pmm when Krist arrived carrying bags of liquors."
Gun I opened my eyes when I felt someone shaking my body, I saw how people rushed me inside the room, the light is so bright, I stared at Off who is running while holding my hands." everything's will be okay baby," Off saidI want to talk but I can't, is it because of pain? Or because of the oxygen in my mouth." Sir sorry you are not allowed to enter the emergency room," The nurse said, I can feel how Off's hands slowly loosen the grip on my hand.He smiled at me before the door closedOff"Hurry! let's hurry!" I shouted after the ambulance stoppedThey hurriedly brought him to the emergency room, I want to go inside with him but the nurse did not allow me to enter, I saw his face he gripped my hand tightly, I don't want to let it go but I need to.It's already 3 in the morning but stil
" Let's go home," Off said while assisting me to stand up"okay" I answered backRight now I need to act normal.We arrived home at 3 pm, he helped me to sit on the chair in my room."I need to rest," I said, right now I can feel that he wanted to take good care of me, but then there is something inside me, I feel a bit of guilt, hatred and annoyance, I'm getting annoyed with his movements, is it because I remembered everything that he did to me? the pain that he caused me to suffer?" Okay, I'll stay in the living room," he said, he is about to walk when I grabbed his hands" yes, what's the problem ?" He said as he sat next to me" Stay with me please" I begged" Okay" he answeredI laid down on my bed holding his hands, I don't know why I'm being this stupid, this softhearted, I just want him to stay on my side." I will stay
Off"Thank you, Lord it's just a minor injury" I prayed as I held mom's hand" Master your daddy told us to let you visit your mother for a couple of minutes only," My Father's secretary said" Just 5 more minutes" I answered backI stood up and hugged mom who is sleeping peacefully" I promise everything will be back to its Rightful place" I whispered on her earsI kissed her forehead before continuing to walk and finally left her inside her roomRight now I feel happy and relieved, mom is in good condition now.I went to the nearest grocery store to buy foods for Gun."Total of 5000 Baht sir," the cashier said, I took my wallet out from my pocket and checked if the money that I have will be enough, thank goodness I brought 6000 Baht.I paid and went out, I'm happily walking when I bumped
Gun I don't know what time is it right now, all I know is that my eyes and mind are still widely awake, it feels like sleep doesn't want to visit me.Ba--by I'm s--sorry I love you I heard of said while sleeping.Even in his dreams, I am part of it.I love you more I whispered, I felt that he moved on my side ang hugged me, I faced him and hugged him tight as well.I stared at his swollen face and gently touched his eyes down to his cheek.I promise tomorrow you will never feel this pain again, I promise that tomorrow the burden that you are feeling right now will be gone. I said and kissed his forehead.—-" Good Morning" I shouted to Off as he opened his eyes" Good morning too, you woke up early today" he answered.
OffThis is one of the best things that happened to me, not only because I have pictures of Gun on my wallet but also this is the first time we had a serious date, movie date to be exactBut all things shattered when he brought me back to hell, yes I call it hell because he brought me back to my family, to my father.I thought that he understands me, the happy moments we had earlier is just an ACTING! a LIE! he used me!!" Welcome back my dear son," my father said as I entered the door.I walked straight up to my room, right now I don't want to talk to anybody, I'm hurt, I feel so betrayed" hey, are you not going to hug your father?" My father said that caused me to stopped and stared at him" what did you do to him?" I said " What I didn't do anything,
GunThis is the saddest day of my life, I was walking near the bridge, the sky is dark as my feelings, the rain is starting to fall, the weather is with me, I cried like stupid I don't know if the water that is flowing on my body is raindrops or my tears, I stopped on the bridge, my body is trembling, my knees are shakingEarlier after they took Off away from me, I received a phone call from his father, telling me to tell hurtful words towards Off, in that case, will hate me, I know I look stupid but I need to, he even ordered his bodyguards to put me in a room and take a video of me, video of me telling how I hated Off and how disgusted I was when I'm with him, after the video I lose control and cried like a baby, I runoff from them." I c