Husband and Wife role

I laid down to bed and closed my eyes, I'm in that position when Gun suddenly sat on the bed and kiss me on the forehead, I think he thought that I was already sleeping, for me not to be able to notice I moved a bit and pretended to face the other side of the bed, I can't help myself but smile like a fool, I heard he stood up and walked down, I sat in the bed and wiped the tears on my eyes.

Is it a tear of happiness or tears of pain?

I returned to bed and pretended that I'm sleeping, I felt that Gun is crawling on the bed and laid next to me.

Minutes pass when I heard that he is already snoring. I slowly opened my eyes to glanced at him, the light coming from the window is the only light that can help me to see his face, he is facing the other side of the bed I moved close to him and hugged him tightly, I even buried my face on his nape. 

I slept happily while hugging him.

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I woke up the next day hugging the pillow. I squint my eyes