When I arrived home, mom was in the kitchen, I tried to show her the nursing uniform doctor Lynch had given to but, however, she was more interested in the fact that Max's scent was alll over me.
It all made sense why I received so many weird looks.
A shower did the job, his dominating scent was no longer on me, instead I smelt of fresh magnolia.
Mom was still in the kitchen, when I was out the shower, humming away to a tune while she made dinner.
I slipped away to my regular escape, a nearby river.
Whenever I wasn't locked away in my room, I'd come here.
The wind against my skin felt pleasing as I inhaled the fresh air, my hair flowing in different directions.
As I closed my eyes and listend the quiet sound of the river, a feeling of contempt washed over me.
I sat down and took my shoe off, placing my feet into the water. It relaxed me.
The aura of this place is what drew me to It, ever since I was a little girl.
I would force dad to take me swimming every weekend until it became our thing.
“Clarie,”
My Wolf called out to me, I was stunned, the relationship between us was rocky.
" What is it?"
I asked, it took everything in me not to shut her out. At some point I'll have to let her in, if I don't want to risk losing her.
“ There's something I need to tell you "
Before she could continue, A loud thud sounded through the river, the sound prompted me to rush to my feet in panic.
On instinct my eyes scanned my surroundings for danger. They landed upon a large dark blue wolf, the presence that of a Lycan
I stared at it in amusement and it did the same, I should have been scared, but I wasn't.
He didn't appear to be a threat
Dark blue wolves weren't found in our pack, I'd never seen one outside of history books
" Hello Dear, I'm Clarie '
I say to the wolf, his ear perked up at the sound of my voice.
I pat the ground next to me, my instincts told me he wouldn’t hurt me
The wolf looked at me, then back at the woods as I patted the spot next to me, as if contemplating on what to do.
I smiled and assured him I was friendly, but he ran away.
***
Unknown pov
I was hunting, when I felt the pull of a mate band. I followed the scent.
On the other side of the river sat my mate. I had to see her up close. I waited so long for her.
Jumping over the water that separated us, I landed with a thud.
My mate rushed to her feet, she searched her surroundings trying to locate the noisy being that interrupted her from her meditation.
Our eyes widened with amusement when she did.
For me, it was out of pure shock and admiration for a beautiful she wolf.
" Hello Dear, I'm Clarie"
She says to me, her voice gave me chills.
My lovely mate pats the ground, trying to get me to come to her.
That was cute and as much as I wanted to, I couldn't.
I wasn't well, mingling with her would only put her at risk.
She smiled reassuringly but I ran back in the direction I came.
I'll come back for you very soon, just hold on for me, Clarie
End of pov.
What a strange wolf
I took my shoes from off the ground and walked home barefoot, something I always do.
When I arrived home, my parents were making out.
The site made me uncomfortable, I quietly closed the door behind me and made my way to my room not wanting to disturb them
Dad might’ve heard me, though; he has incredible hearing.
A few minutes later, my stomach grumbled, reminding me that I haven't eaten all day.
I left my room and head downstairs, praying that my parents make-out session didn’t lead to something else
My prayers were answered when I spotted mom cooking and dad admiring her while
When I find my mate, if I ever do, I want something like this.
I grabbed the milk out of the fridge and placed it on the countertop beside the cereal, grabbed a spoon and a bowl.
“Honey, I’m making dinner”
“can’t wait, Mom. I’m starving”
I sat down at the stool, eager to eat. Fruit loops we're my factorie cereal.
The worms in my belly danced happily
" Sweetie pie, are you excited for Monday?"
Dad asks, interrupting the beautiful moment between me and the bowl before me. .
“mmhmh,”
I Hummed
“So am I, get to see my favourite girl all the time sweetie pie, ”
“Yep,”
Excited I was, but there’s just one person I don’t want to see
“I’m excited too, I’ll get to see my favourite girl all the time”
Mom’s pot lid drops. When the annoying sound faded, she pouted.
I thought I was your favourite girl”
“you both are my favourite girls”
He calls me in for a group hug and we all hugged
Mom goes back to cooking and dad, and I chat while we wait for dinner.
Dinner came, and we ate. Our family is normal, not perfect, but I wouldn’t trade it for the world.
Flashback *** 6 years ago “Ella, stop!” I yell at my best friend, who keeps taunting me. We were outside in the woods having a camp out. “Oh, come on, we used to play chase all the time” “Yes, but not right now. Let’s, go roast some marshmallows or go inside the tent” She brushes me off and runs. “Catch me if you can“ I could feel my wolf coming forward as she taunted me. My 16th birthday was the month prior , I shifted for the first time and ever since, I haven’t been able to control my wolf. Catch me” She called out, not aware of the inner struggle I was facing. Eventually, I lost the battle with my wolf and I charged after her, shifting into my wolf in mid air. The sound of a scared heartbeat, the quick breathing of the victim as it's being chased, the sound of the feet as it thuds the ground in hurried movements felt heavenly to my wolf. “Claire!!” Ella screams my name, as she looks behind her, my Wolf closing in on her. “Help!, somebody help me, please, Claire ”
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I had just gotten home from work, exhausted. I wanted nothing more than to shower and take a nap.When I open the front door. I didn’t expect to see my parents in the living room. They drenched their faces with disappointment. I awkwardly joined them on the couch. The atmosphere felt suffocating “Um, is everything alright?”I laugh nervously “Claire Elizabeth Woods, I’m disappointed in you “Oh, this can’t be goodWhenever he uses my full name, I know he’s really mad. “Why?”I asked, as I tried to think of the reason for his disappointment.What could it possibly be ?“You haven’t been working for a full month and you’re already letting some dude finger you?, not that you should be letting anyone besides your mate do that “My cheeks burned with embarrassment. I’m not sure I understood him. “I thought you were gonna wait for your mate “This time it was mom who spoke “I am. I haven’t done anything. What are you two talking about?”Overcome with emotions, I started to cry. I cou
The sunlight escaped through my window and shone directly on my bed. Which irritated me. I need to do something about this as I wasn't ready to get up.My eyes scanned my room for a solution when it dawned on me that I haven't cleaned in a while. No work today, no friends, no plans, might as well clean my room right. I grabbed the cleaning supplies from my storage cupboard and began cleaning my room. There was a lot of trash under my bed and In the corner of my room which made me realise how depressed I actually was. My room was a pig style and I was never one to keep my surroundings dirty and untidy. I did all my laundry since I was 13 and when my mom insisted on helping I'd throw a fit. Thankfully, I'm out of that depressed state now.I owe it to my parents for saying enough is enough. Maybe I would have lost myself and my wolf completely.***A few tired hours later my room was clean and tidy, so was my bathroom too. I made sure to turn my bed away from Windsor so that I
It's been a month since I've last seen Max and or spoken to my parents. On a positive note, work has been great. Doctor Lynch and I get a long quite lovely. Occasionally we have a few disrespectful patients or disagreements but nothing we couldn't handle. I was on my way to the storage room to fetch some medicines that needed restocking When I felt a familiar feeling. normally I'd curse but this time around I was ecstatic.finally! I turned around and glared at the man I've been wanting to see " Max, how could you tell my dad such a lie?" I asked but he kept his head straight pretending not to notice me. " Look at me, I'm talking to you " I grabbed his arm but he shook me off and said, " What's this, I could have sworn you said to stay away from you "Well I guess I did, but there's an issue that needs to be resolved, an issue he created when he lied to my dad. My parents and I aren't talking because of it.He walks away and I groan " We aren't done yet!"I yelled then
I headed back to work, there was only an hour left before it would end. As soon as it did, I went home, Max must be avoided at all costs. I sighed and opened the front door, this place no longer felt like home. The warm cosy feel it had, vanished the moment my parents and I stopped talking. I loved them, they were the best parents I could have ever asked for. We were all so close, I was their only child. It's sad they'd believe Max over me I know he's soon to be Alpha but stil. They've been together even before they knew they were mated, they both said they could feel the chemistry and it was impossible to stay away from each other. After finding out, mom got pregnant with me shortly after. I think they tried having another child after me but it never worked out. The appetising smell of mom's cooking filled my nostrils the moment I entered causing my stomach to grumble in excitement. " Good evening My sweet daughter, how was work " She yelled from the kitchen indic