KESTER.
This woman had made it a point of duty to torment my life. If only she knew how much I hated having her around. I had barely spoken to her since she showed up at my office yesterday unannounced.
This whole marriage arrangement between my parents and hers would be the worst thing that'll ever happen to her - not me, because I can never love her. No matter how hard she tried.
"Do we really have to go?" Her silky voice sounded from behind me. She walked toward me and placed her slender hands around my waist from behind, "I came to spend some quality time with you."
"I never asked you to come, June," I pulled her hands off me, "But since you are here, get dressed and let's go. I have important matters to attend to in the pack."
I locked my luggage and headed to my mirror, adjusting my hair.
She was quiet for a while before speaking again, "Okay. I'll get to spend some time with your mum, too."
Was that meant to console her? That's her business.
From the corner of my eye, I saw something sitting carefully by the side of the table.
"What the fuck?" I muttered under my breath, picking up the bag and opening it. "How did this get here?"
"Oh. Kasmine gave them to me," June said with a wide grin.
I froze as rage clouded my senses. "She what?"
June shrugged, that insipid smile still on her lips, oblivious to the ticking bomb in the room. "She said I could have them since I liked them. I thought it was sweet of her—"
My hand tightened around the bag, my knuckles white with the force of it. I barely registered June's voice trailing off behind me as I stormed out of the room.
My thought was a haze of red. How dare she? Such casual disregard.
By the time I reached Kasmine's door, I was seething. I didn't bother knocking. Hell, I didn't even hesitate. My anger gave me permission to breach every boundary.
I shoved the door open, the handle slamming against the wall. The sight that greeted me stopped me dead in my tracks.
She stood in the center of the room, tying a towel around herself—red, my favorite color. Her hair was damp, water dripping onto her shoulders, slowly sliding down her skin.
For a moment, everything else faded, leaving only the image of her standing there, looking so infuriatingly perfect it made my head spin.
"Kester!" she yelled as she clutched the towel tighter. "What the hell is wrong with you? You can't just barge in here like that!"
I didn't answer. Couldn't. My gaze dropped to the droplets gliding down her collarbone, disappearing into the curve of her towel. Heat surged through me, unwelcome and maddening. I clenched my fists, forcing myself to focus.
"Why the fuck did you give these to June?" I growled, tossing the bag onto her bed, making the contents spill out.
"She liked them. I have no use for them, so I gave them to her." She replied with an eye roll.
Seeing her shrug off my anger like it was an annoyance pushed me to the edge. Kasmine grabbed a robe from her closet, slipping it over her shoulders in that nonchalant way of hers that got me mad.
"You gave them to her because you thought you had no use for them?" My voice was barely restrained.
She looked at me over her shoulder, raising an eyebrow. "Exactly. What else was I supposed to do with them, Kester? I'm not seeing anyone. I don't have a boyfriend—thanks to you, by the way."
I took a step closer, "You don't get to give out a gift, Kasmine. I've always told you this!"
"Oh, please. Spare me the lecture. What am I supposed to do? Prance around in lingerie for no one? You've made damn sure that any man who gets within ten feet of me thinks twice about it."
"Watch it, Kasmine..." I warned, feeling my anger rise a little more than I'd like.
"I won't watch it, Kester!" she snapped, stepping closer now, the fire in her eyes matching the storm in my chest. "Do you know how suffocating it's been? I can't date or even talk to a guy without worrying you'll come storming in to scare him off! And for what? Because you like controlling me? Because you think you can?"
My hands clenched at my sides, the rage bubbling dangerously close to the surface. "No," I growled, taking another step forward and grabbing her by her slender arm. "Because the idea of you with anyone else makes me want to fucking destroy something!"
Fuck. That wasn't supposed to be heard by her. That was a mistake.
Her breath hitched, and her eyes darted to the lingerie on the bed before resting her shocked gaze on me.
"What? Ke... Kester? What did you..."
I saw the sheer shock in her eyes.
"You think this is about control? About me being your overbearing stepbrother?" I shook my head, a bitter laugh escaping me. "No, Kasmine. It is far more than that."
Her lips parted, but no words came out.
"You're mine," I said, the words spilling out before I could stop them. My voice was raw, my chest heaving. "You've always been mine. And no one else gets to have you until I say otherwise, no matter how much you hate it. Always have that at the back of your mind."
Her hand went to her throat, her fingers brushing against the damp skin there. "You... You can't mean that," she whispered, shaking her head frantically as tears glistened in her eyes.
I leaned down, my breath fanning her ear, "I mean every word I have just said... Mine..."
KESTER.I swear to fuck, I didn't want to answer my phone since it was my father calling.I knew my father didn't call unless something was boiling under his wrinkled skin. And honestly? If this call could irritate him a little—drag it out, make him squirm—then it won't be a bad idea to frustrate the old fucker a little bit.It would keep me occupied as I drove home. Plus, I was still very upset about not being able to finish what I had set out to do tonight. But it was fine. As long as Kasmine was the one who had stopped me, I was fine.If she says Melissa gets to live, then so be it. That's how it works now.I answered the call while driving at an unhealthy speed. I was in a hurry to return home to my baby."Yes?" I said flatly, not bothering with the useless pleasantries he probably still thought he deserved.I knew my tone would piss him off. That was the point.Let the old fuck stew in it.There was stale silence. The kind that used to make me sit straighter as a kid, hands on my
The oil popped a few times, and I jumped back, laughing nervously. My fingers smelled like tomatoes, and I had a smear of egg yolk on my sleeve, but I didn't care.I went back to the eggs and added pepper because the boy in the video did. I tried to hum a song, but my throat felt tight, like something was stuck there.Soon, the scent of toasted bread joined the eggs.It took me almost three hours. My back hurt a little, and I had egg bits stuck to the bottom of the pan because I forgot to lower the heat halfway through. Still, it smelled okay. Like something you could actually eat without frowning.At least I didn't really burn anything.The table was already set. The plates lined up neatly, and napkins were folded into triangles like Caroline did. I even lit one of the tiny candles from the drawer, the ones they used when guests came over. It made the dining look warmer.I checked the time.Almost six.They should be home by now.I wiped my hands on the dish towel and peeked out the
KESTER.17 YEARS AGO.It'd been four days since my sad, lonely birthday, and Mum and Dad had not been home yet.No calls. No texts. Not even a note.Caroline came to tell me two days after my parents didn't show up at home for my birthday that they had traveled for a business meeting.I nodded then as if I believed her.But I didn't.I may be eleven, but I'm not stupid.Mum was probably with one of the men Dad always yelled about, and Dad was probably with one of the women Mum said nasty things about when she thought I was asleep.The card I made for them was still sitting on the hallway table. I drew stars on it. And a crown. I wrote "I love you" with a blue marker.I thought maybe they'd see it when they came back.But they didn't.Outside school this morning, I watched Mrs. Freya hug Norlan.She kissed his head and said, "Be safe and eat your snacks, okay?" She kept looking at him with so much tenderness in her eyes, like he was the only thing that mattered in the whole world.He l
KESTER.The dog lunged forward, barking... until I looked at it.With just a glance, its body froze mid-growl. The hackles on its back still raised, but its eyes—those loyal, trusting, stupid eyes—went glassy.It stared into me as if recognizing something ancient and stronger. Then it whimpered, backed away, and sat obediently."Good boy," I murmured as I stepped inside, brushing dust off my jacket sleeve.The air inside was too warm. Melissa had been baking something—cookies, maybe. Something sweet and safe and homemade.I inhaled it like perfume.I strolled into the living room like I owned it. The couch was plush and gray with a throw blanket neatly folded over the armrest. I sat down, crossing one leg over the other, elbows spread wide across the backrest, claiming the space."Melissa," I called out calmly. "Bring the kids. Let's all sit together. I've had a long day. Don't be rude."There was no response at first as they all stood frozen in the dining area.Then, slowly, Melissa
KASMINE.I paced the living room frantically like a prisoner waiting for a verdict I already knew would break me.Everywhere I turned, those damned pictures stared back at me—me, smiling like life was perfect.I hated them.I hated how those frozen moments of joy mocked my current misery.How could I be so happy in there while, in reality, I was just seconds away from flinging myself off the earth into a different planet if that would give me peace?June had stormed out after I finally gave her a piece of my mind. And honestly? I didn't care anymore. Let her burn. Let her do her worst.I was done letting everyone gaslight me. I couldn't keep letting guilt dig into my skin like I had brought this upon myself. I didn't ask for any of this nor bring it upon myself. The Moon Goddess did.Mum called me several times after I had promised to see her earlier. I told her Kester asked the guards not to let me out.She tried to get the guards to let me leave. She even threatened them at some poi
KESTER.I was in a goddamn hurry to return home.My phone had been vibrating nonstop—Kasmine had left over a hundred voicemails, cursing and crying about why I instructed the guards not to let her leave the house.She was seething. And I could almost hear the stomp of her feet through the phone as she demanded answers.But I didn't respond.I don't pacify storms. I command them.I'd be with her soon enough. She could scream into the walls all she wanted until then. Right now, I had a pest to crush beneath my boot.Blaine.He was standing before me. He wasn't worthy of putting his rotten ass on my seat.I allowed the silence to envelop us properly as I sipped slowly from my glass of whiskey, watching him through the rim.I took in the form of the man who had been terrorizing my parents and threatening to rip the pack in two.Fuck. I should have known.He was Trent's brother. I hadn't set eyes on him in a long time.I used to know Trent when my father was still Alpha.He had been a good