Novah’s POV The next morning smelled like lavender and unease.It wasn’t the kind of lavender that calmed you. No, it was sharp—almost medicinal—the kind they put in rooms when people were sick or had been crying. I stared at the breakfast tray left at my door, untouched. Toast, tea, and a single orange.I didn’t want it.I didn’t want anything.But I got dressed anyway. Not because I wanted to, but because it was expected. That’s what being an omega meant here. You did things because you had to. Not because you mattered. Not because you had a choice.The pack house buzzed with a strange energy that morning. Maids whispered in corners. Dresses were being carried down halls. I caught glimpses of blush pinks and ivory silks—wedding colors.My wedding.To Lucien.It still didn’t feel real.Camilia had ordered a seamstress. Lucien’s family was in town. There would be a small gathering tonight to celebrate the upcoming bond. I was supposed to smile. Be thankful. Be glowing.But I just fel
Novah’s POVThe day felt like it was moving in slow motion.Maybe it was just me.Maybe the world was spinning at the same speed, but I was the only one who couldn’t catch up. The sun peeked through the tall windows of the pack house dining hall, casting soft golden streaks across the floor. It was warm, but I still felt cold.The kind of cold that didn’t go away no matter how many sweaters you wore.I sat on the edge of the chair, knees glued together, hands in my lap. My fingers kept twisting the hem of my dress, over and over again, like that alone could keep me grounded.Lucien sat next to me, still and quiet, a perfect statue of poise. I didn’t dare look at him.I didn’t dare look at anyone.Especially not my father.Alpha Thorne.He sat at the head of the long dining table, a glass of wine in his hand, staring at me with an unreadable expression. He hadn’t spoken since he entered the room. Not to me. Not to Lucien. Just came in, poured his wine, and sat like the whole world owed
Novah’s POV The morning felt colder than it should have been.Not the weather—though the crisp wind did bite a little—but something else. Something inside me that couldn’t find its warmth anymore. I sat by the windowsill of my room, staring blankly at the small backyard where the pack kids played chase around the tree line, their laughter echoing up into the gray skies.It was a sound that once made me smile.Now, I couldn’t even pretend.Last night still clung to my skin like ash—dry and dirty and impossible to wipe away. Loveth’s laughter haunted me in fragments. Ashton’s silence was louder than any word he could’ve said.I had seen it with my own eyes. His lips on hers. His hands on her waist.And maybe the worst part was that it hadn’t shocked me.It had just broken something soft.Something stupid.I hadn’t slept much after that. Just lay in bed, wide-eyed, counting the seconds in my head like that would keep me from thinking about them. About how her fingers had curled in his s
Novah’s POVI walked slowly—slower than I should have—dragging my feet along the stone path that led away from the garden. Each step felt heavier than the last, like the words Ashton had said were clinging to my legs, pulling me back.> “You’re not invisible... But that doesn’t mean I see you the way you want me to.”I kept hearing it, over and over, like a whisper that wouldn’t stop echoing in my head. My heart should have broken already, but somehow, it kept finding new cracks.The moon hung low now, dull behind the thick clouds. It didn’t glow anymore. It just watched. Silent. Distant. Like everyone else.The path behind the packhouse was quieter than usual. The sound of laughter from the other side—the real side—drifted faintly through the air, and I turned slightly, just enough to catch a glimpse through the glass. Inside the dining hall, the long table was full. Plates clinking. Smiles flashing. Warmth oozing from every corner.It looked like home.It should have been home.But
Novah’s POVI sat on the edge of the worn bench outside the training hall, pretending I had a reason to be there.I didn’t.Classes had ended hours ago, but going home felt harder than just… waiting.Jason had gone ahead. He always walked me to the gate, but I told him I’d stay back today. I said I needed to meet with one of the teachers.It was a lie.I just didn’t want him to see the way my hands shook or the way my eyes kept darting toward the hallway where the elite wolves trained. Where Ashton might walk by. Where Loveth would definitely walk by.I pulled my hoodie sleeves over my hands and stared at my shoes. They were scuffed. One lace was torn. The soles were thin from walking home instead of taking the car Father insisted on keeping for show. Because of course, the Alpha’s daughter had to appear like she was cared for.That was the key word: appear.The wind whistled outside the cracked window, and I flinched as the old frame creaked.I hated how easily I flinched.The traini
Novah’s POVThe packhouse halls always felt colder after the final bell, like the warmth of the day drained out with the laughter. I heard that sound now—snickering, not laughter—echoing from behind me. I didn’t turn to look. I didn’t need to.I knew what they were laughing at.Me.My backpack was heavy today, mostly with things I didn’t need. I had stacked in extra notebooks just so I wouldn’t have to go back to my locker. I hated walking past the senior lockers. That’s where Loveth and her friends liked to gather. Like vultures waiting to find something too weak to fly.I knew how they saw me.A weak, pathetic omega.And not even the kind anyone pretended to respect. The kind they pointed at, whispered about. The kind they knocked into the lockers just hard enough to make me stumble, but not hard enough for a teacher to notice.I gripped my bag tighter and kept walking.Don’t cry.Not in the hallways.Not where Loveth might see.I found myself at the far end of the building again, w