Vinorca Jona POV
‘You're going to be late for university,’ my conscience interrupts my thoughts, jolting me out of bed.Rushing to the bathroom, I took a quick shower and threw on some old, shabby clothes, grabbing my backpack before darting out of my room. Being late is not an option, not when I'm already a scholarship student; one slip-up could spell disaster.I hurry out of the house, eager to avoid any encounters, especially with Dante and his taunts. His mere presence is enough to throw me off balance, a harbinger of trouble.As I walk briskly, trying to slip away unnoticed, a familiar car pulls up beside me. Damn! Just what I wanted to avoid. Dante had caught me before I could make my escape."Get in," he ordered, rolling down the window.His voice sends shivers down my spine, a mix of fear and apprehension clouding my mind. Why does he want me in his car? What does he want from me now?I try to process his words. Is he really asking me to get in? Wasn't I forbidden from even grabbing a piece of bread before?"You didn't hear me? Or are you ignoring me?" His words snapped me back to the present, his annoyance palpable.I know I shouldn't comply. Sitting in his car won't lead to anything good. But can I run? Not when he holds all the power, not when there's nowhere to hide."I don't want to dirty your car," I replied, my voice steady despite the turmoil within."Are you denying me?" His raised eyebrows refused me, but I refused to give in.‘Yes I am’,Suppressing the urge to say this to his face, I kept my silence."In just three years, you've changed so much. Now you've even learned how to go against me, huh?" His words cut deep, a reminder of the life I'm trapped in.But I won't be trapped forever. Soon, I'll turn eighteen and break away from his grasp."I'm getting late," I said, darting away before he could protest further, the weight of the situation heavy on my shoulders.Thirty minutes later, I finally reached the university, my breath ragged from the hurried journey.“Vinorca.”Amanda's voice pulls me from my thoughts, her concern evident as she calls my name. Despite everything, her presence brings a smile to my face.Walking over to her, I welcome the distraction as she places a comforting hand on my shoulder. "You better tell me why you look so pale," she says, her worry touching."It's nothing. Just a close call with a dog on the way here," I lie, the words slipping out effortlessly.I feel so happy calling Dante a dog. He makes me feel like he's worse than a dog."Dog? Have you lost your mind? Why did you run when a dog was chasing you? It would have been better if you just stayed and had not provoked him."Genuinely, I want to laugh. If she finds out that we both are calling the alpha of the pack a ‘dog,’ God knows how she's going to react.That reaction is going to be pretty insane. I don't know why my thoughts keep getting wild like this."Oh! I just didn't think about that. It was a sudden reaction to save myself," I replied, smiling.We both reach the classroom and settle down in our respective seats.I made it on time. That's what I'm happy about. I thought I had wasted a lot of time and that I was going to be late here because of Dante and the headache I got in the early morning."And I don't get why you always wear these thin clothes. Don't you feel cold?" Amanda raises her eyebrows as she touches my top.I know she's asking this out of concern, but in reality, it hurts. I can't explain to her that these are the charity clothes I've had for the past few years. I'm just trying to manage my meals and everything, working my butt off. How am I going to buy clothes?I don't want to show how poor I am, and I just know I can't let anyone be aware of the fact that I'm related to Dante. That's something I never wanted to do."It's just that I don't like to wear overly warm clothes, and the ones I'm wearing are not thin," I smiled, trying my best to cover my sadness."This is not good for your health. How about you joining me for shopping today? You can't spend the whole winter in these clothes. It's too cold.""Mhm! I have some work, that's why I have to leave early again," I dodged her gaze.I'm doing some part-time work in the library, and I already missed it yesterday. I can't keep missing my shifts. Moreover, I have no money to spend on clothes.When I can't even buy myself three meals, buying clothes is a luxury for me.I gained admission to this university through a scholarship; otherwise, I would never have been able to dream of setting foot in a place like this.But no matter what, I prefer living this way rather than doing what Dante wants me to.I did have a choice between self-respect and being a whore.‘And I chose the former, not the latter.’Vinorca Jona POVA voice brushed my ears, soft and coaxing.“Vinorca, wake up.”Pain thrummed inside my skull, deep and raw, sirens wailing in every corner of my mind. I forced my eyes open against the weight dragging at my lids, vision swimming until Amanda’s face steadied into focus—calm, yet edged with worry. She lifted a glass to my lips, her fingers brushing lightly against my cheek.“Drink this. You’ll feel a little better.”She wasn’t wrong. My throat burned dry and scraped raw, each breath catching sharp in my chest. I took the glass from her and drank slowly, the cool water easing the fire in my throat, smoothing the ache that coiled tight behind my eyes.“You had me losing my mind last night,” she murmured, settling onto the bed beside me, the mattress dipping under her weight. “I searched everywhere for you, girl. Desperately.”I exhaled, the breath shaky, glass trembling faintly in my hand before I set it aside. “I’m sorry. I was all over the place. Too much happened.” The
Vinorca Jona POVI knew he was right—somewhat. Maybe I would sink in this bathtub. But how was I supposed to bathe with a man standing right there?Even if he wasn’t watching… I couldn’t do something like this.“How about I ask a staff member to help you?”I couldn’t see his face, but I didn’t need to. He was stressed. Because of me.“I’m still half in my senses, so don’t worry.” I stared at his back, everything blurry—but not enough to miss how tense his shoulders were. I was lucid enough to clean myself.Masen had already done more than enough.“Okay. I’m leaving.” He didn’t look back, just opened the door and stepped out, shutting it softly behind him.I closed my eyes. Tried to breathe. Tried to relax.Dante’s face flashed in front of me. I didn’t know why the mess always found me. Today, I thought I’d enjoy—just for a day—forget all the pain.But pain... It's the kind of thing that never forgets me.After steadying my breath, I stripped and sank into the water, cold and biting ag
Vinorca Jona POV“Happy belated birthday.” He settled me on the couch and handed me a glass of water.I smiled. “It’s only a few hours past—how is that belated?” Either the alcohol had finally mellowed, or he just made everything feel too easy.I felt good around Masen. Too good. He wasn’t even someone I knew—just a stranger. Yet somehow, he treated me better than the people who actually exist in my life.“Because a few hours counts.” He smiled as I took a sip. “Still… you should’ve been more careful. If it was your first time at a club, getting this drunk isn’t safe.”“You don’t even know me. Still, you helped me—thanks.” I offered my gratitude quietly after a few more sips, too drained to say more after everything.Masen looked like he was actually glad he did.“You don’t have to be.”“Why shouldn’t I?”“As a person, it's normal to help each other.”Okay, if my heart wasn’t fluttering before, it is now. Whatever—blame this. Blame this man. He’s so different from anyone I’ve ever kno
Vinorca Jona POV I slammed the door shut—and froze. Dizziness hit me hard. Someone was already in the room. To escape that pervert, what kind of mess had I thrown myself into? A thousand thoughts slammed through my head as I gripped the doorknob, heart pounding. I knew this wasn’t my room. But in the rush and the crush of the bar crowd, all I’d cared about was getting away from that asshole. Did I just drop myself into another nightmare? “Miss, what the hell are you doing?” A man. His voice, deep and sharp, sent another spike of fear through me. And just like that, my brain filled with worse possibilities. I forced myself to speak. “I’m sorry. I was... running away. From some pervert,” I hiccuped. “Is that so? At least show your face.” Confusion edged his voice—but not anger. Not yet. I took a few breaths and turned my face away, eyes dropping to the floor. But I could still see his feet—he was sitting. A couch. Great. I’d stumbled into someone’s private l
Vinorca Jona POVWho even is we in this? Why would I want to drink to my heart’s content—with a stranger?And I didn’t even know where Amanda was.The music throbbed so loud it turned into a pulse in my skull. I knew I was in a club, but the alcohol in my system spun faster than it should’ve—thanks to the blaring sound drilling straight through me.Or maybe it was just because I’d never drunk before in my life.“Let’s go.” Before I could say a word, he grabbed my wrist and dragged me across the floor.I stumbled to keep up, heels slipping on the slick tiles. “Sto…p.” The word spilled out soft, too soaked in hesitation.Either he didn’t hear me in all this noise—or he just didn’t care.I looked around, trying to anchor where he was taking me. It wasn’t the bar—not even close. He’d said he’d get me drinks. I hadn’t agreed.“Where are you taking me?” This time, I made sure he heard me.“To my private lounge,” he said without slowing. “You can drink as much as you want there.”I yanke
Vinorca Jona POV“Show us your IDs,” one of the bodyguards at the club entrance demanded.I was scared—but thrilled.No idea where I found the guts for this. Still, tonight I’ll enjoy it. Or hopefully I’ll be able to.Amanda had painted my face with makeup and slipped me into a black dress that matched hers—except hers had some silver prints and mine didn’t. The way it clung to my chest, showing off my cleavage, barely covering my ass… it made me want to crawl out of my own skin.I knew it was my eighteenth birthday—the one chance I had to live before Dante tightened the chains again.But the guilt gnawed at me anyway. It was my parents’ death anniversary too. I’d gone to their grave. Even stopped by Dante’s parents’ headstone. “Let’s enjoy every bit of it,” Amanda said as we walked past the entrance, her ID doing all the talking.I smiled faintly. “I’m trying.”The bass thumped through my chest the second we stepped in—lights flashing hard enough to burn, people grinding like the ni