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Desiree's POV. My eyes fluttered open but this time with a difference. My strength renewed, my body lighter, and most importantly, my head clearer."Take this food over to her before the alpha has my head."
I can hear the sound of people speaking from afar, surrounded by a mask of fear.
The reality of my situation hits me like a ton of bricks. I was still alive! Sadness engulfs me. I want freedom! Being alive right now seems like a curse.
The footsteps halted mechanically in front of my room.
Two Knocks alert me of the person's presence which I take in. I'm sure that most people around me hate me so much so I'm not thinking about them trying to help me out.
"Come in." I croak, clearing my throat carefully.
Blue is all I see in the lady that walks in, with a signet on her forefinger. A leader, I presume?
"My name is Eliana." She introduces, staring at me to that effect. "I'm here to teach you the ways of the pack."
'Grooming.'
Gillian was so helpless that he couldn't even hide it. Filled with something different from hatred, I smile. "What might that be?"
Her face is poignant, staring at me with lackluster, one of the sect of people who hate my guts. "How to dress and talk, since you're going to be here for a while."
"On whose orders?" I inquire, staring at her attire again. Her attitude stinks, her judgement seeping out of her pores, most importantly the reason she's here a waste of time. "I would do no such thing." I answer abruptly.
Something flickers in her eyes. Hatred, more judgement and importantly, more anger.
"Some of us do not deserve the tantrums that you keep throwing at us. Do you even know how much we've worked for this, yet you act like a damn princess that you're not!" She snaps.
I ruled her out of the line, waiting for her to stop her acts and show me what she was capable of.
"So you're here to rub it in my face that I'm not worthy of the attention you've been asked to give to me?" My voice was sharper than intended.
She stumbles backward at the weight of my powers. Just exactly how I want it to go. "I don't need anything from you. Get out and never return." I ordered her.
"The alpha is going to have my neck if I don't do what he asked." She glares at me, "you don't have a choice around here."
Anger riles inside of me, "don't make me repeat myself." I warn, my wolf is antsy, about to tear her opponent apart.
She hesitates for a minute before rushing off not without throwing her words carelessly, "I don't care how this works but you're going to pay for it."
I pause. I might have to deal with a lot of enemies, which isn't how I want to spend my time.
This leads to another decision. I should strengthen my wolf. Only the fittest is worthy to survive.
I head to the bathroom. Survival makes me stronger. It makes me want to do something different. Most importantly it makes me want to be a better version of myself.
A few minutes later, I go out to get some fresh air, "I see you've cleaned yourself up nicely." Lucius comments, staring at me with those laser eyes. "Why do I think that you refuse to heed your mate's instructions?"
I say no words, instead keep watching him. He's the opposite of Gillian but his power cannot also be underestimated.
"Why do you care?"
A raised eyebrow is my response, "Definitely not a match for him. He wants someone more put together. Someone he can introduce to others. If you don't present yourself well darling..." His lips quivered, "you might just be out before you know it." He shrugged.
Lucius is a sneaky bastard. I need no soothsayer to tell me this.
Before I can come up with an answer he goes straight to the jugular. "How are your visions coming up? Have you seen the mode of your death?" He mocks, his eyes glinting with something dark.
I'm pressed to ask him what I must have ever done to warrant such statements from him but decide not to go down that route.
"My visions are for me. You don't have a part in it." I responded.
He doesn't intimidate me nor does his brother and for what it's worth I feel a bit safer with his brother owing to the fact that I know he would not be killing me just yet.
With Lucius I don't know what to expect.
"A lucky arsehole. I await your judgment when you are ready. Either way I'm going to watch your destruction. I long for it." He lowers his voice into a whisper before turning away cruelly.If I have the chance I would make sure that he gets destroyed completely. Thorns in my flesh. Both of them
Just before he rounds the staircase, he turns to me with a smile. "You would do better if you surround yourself with the right people. Nobody's coming to save you darling. Especially not me." He warns.
I can brush up his words like they mean nothing but I know that deep down that smile, he is planning a disaster.
A little girl rushes out of the next room, "Luna, I'm sorry I came so late!" She apologizes profusely, marked with sweat trickling down her skin.
"Who are you?" I ask carefully.
Lucius' warning raging in the recess of my mind. "Macy. I was ordered to clear out the closet, the alpha has a meeting with the elders and he requires that you are..." She bows, "put together." She whispers in fright.
"Oh, is that so, now?"
"Yes, Luna. It's an important meeting. I don't think he would want to see you this way." She advised me.
He was not going to get the best out of me. "Let him be the judge of that."
Desiree povI feel myself in darkness while I struggle to pull back slowly into whatever would make my eyes open widely. My head feels incredibly heavy, a dull, throbbing ache pulsing right behind my temples. The first thing that comes back to me is some fresh scent. I blink my eyes open, the bright candlelight of our bedroom making my vision blur for a few seconds.“Des? Oh, goddess, Des, stay still.”Gillian’s deep, rough voice cuts through the quiet room. It sounds completely strained, cracked with a sincere kind of panic I have never heard from him before. As my eyes finally focus, I realize I am lying flat on our bed, tucked tightly under the blankets.Sitting right on the side of the mattress is Gillian. His shoulders are completely hunched over, his hair a total, messy wreck as if he’s been yanking his fingers through it for hours. His face is pale, his eyes wide and filled with a fierce, terrifying worry.Standing right behind him, leaning over the bedpost, are Lyra and R
Gillian’s POV “Desiree,” I say, my voice deep and instantly filled with relief when my eyes glance up and meet with her. Finally, She's back after so many hours and rushing up in the morning without having any conversation with me. I start to push my chair back to stand up, a genuine smile breaking across my face. “You’re back.”She doesn't answer me. She just stares at me for one long, incredibly icy second, her chest heaving softly behind her white blouse. Then, without saying a single word, she turns on her heel and storms out of the room, her heels clicking furiously against the floor “Desiree, wait!” I call out, completely ignoring the work and the plate of food as I jump up from the table.“Gillian, let her go,” Seraphina grumbles loudly behind me, her voice turning sharp and annoyed as she stomps her foot. “She is just being dramatic again! I was only trying to serve you a nice dinner, and she walks in here acting like a child.”I don't even waste my breath looking back
Desiree's POV I suddenly want to wrap my fingers around the glass water pitcher on the table and smash it right over Lucius’s smug head.He is doing this on purpose.“You have a very disgusting mouth, Lucius,” I snap, my voice carrying a cold whisper that completely cuts through his purring tone. I stand up slowly, smoothing down my clothes, my eyes drilling straight into his. “There is nothing private or romantic about a formal trade negotiation. Alpha Julian is a prestigious client from the West, and we are reviewing the textile agreements that are going to fund this pack’s winter supplies. If your tiny, rotten brain can only see a scandal in a business dinner, then you are even more useless to this territory than I thought.”Lucius doesn't lose his smirk. He slowly steps further into the office, his eyes scanning the cutlery and the elegant linen cloth that Julian’s beta laid out. Cunning as fuck, he tilts his head, a dry, mocking chuckle leaving his lips. “Oh, come now, Desiree
Desiree’s POV I'm supposed to be finishing a background sketch for the upcoming winter display, but my mind is entirely somewhere else as I scratch the charcoal against a rough paper filling the empty corners of my office. I still feel the fear of yesterday and even though I try to shun it off with a positive words, it still followed me every fucking where even after the date last night and through out the all night. Every fucking time I close my eyes, I just see Seraphina's growing stomach and the smug faces on the elders waiting to tear my whole life apart. Lyra is sitting on the small plush sofa across from my desk, quietly mixing a tray of soft water-based paints. She’s been watching me for the past hour. I can feel her sharp intelligent eyes tracking my tense, stiff posture of my shoulder and the continuous sigh I had been continuously giving. And I am pretty sure she's still taking her time to know what's wrong with me..or even ask me the question directly and clearly. I s
Desiree’s POV “I was wondering if you would honor me by going out on a date with me tonight, Desiree?” For a second, I just stand there, completely frozen. My mind goes completely blank as I stare at the silver card sitting on the counter, then back up at Alpha Julian's smug, handsome face. I am so shocked by his boldness that I can't even find my voice right away. Did this man really just walk into my gallery, in the middle of my husband's territory, and ask me out on a date? I let out a sharp, breathless laugh, my hand coming up to touch the necklace at my throat as my guards quickly snap right back into place. “A date?” I repeat, raising an eyebrow at him, my voice completely clear and filled with total disbelief. “Alpha Julian, I am incredibly flattered by your interest in our business, but surely you must know that I am married. I am the Luna of the Northern Pack. My husband is Alpha Gillian.” I spell it out to him. Julian doesn't even act all surprised, or embarra
Desiree’s POV A week passed since the night of the TreatyGala, and the villa has finally settled into a new form that doesn't make me want to shrink or lock myself in a tower to make people feel seen. The success of the exhibition was absolutely massive and since the signing, I can testify that the gallery has been seeing incredible sales, with merchants and high-ranking pack members from both the North and the South coming in daily to buy the artwork and contract our designers. What more can I even ask for?The moon goddess has been nice and blissful to me so far. I stand in front of the mirror, trying to tame a few wild curls that have escaped my messy bun. My skin is flush, my breathing still a little shaky, and my lips are a little swollen from a very thorough…incredibly sweet morning session with Gillian. Yep. He has decided to punish me because I wasn't available last night and last three nights. One thing Gillian can't go bad with? Even if there's a lot going on in the t
Desiree's POV “Darling!” I call, running up to Gillian amidst everyone in the room. I cling to Gillian's shoulder like he is the only solid thing in the room that keeps shifting under my feets. I can smell his scents in my lungs, dark cedar and smoke, something that makes him more unique, and fo
Gillian’s POV I close my eyes, trying to restrain my anger as I hear footsteps. Can't mistake Desiree for her, Seraphina. Even in my private study room, her perfume still sinks into the room as she walks in. I can hear her heels clicking towards my side, irritation clinging to my body. Why don'
Gillian's POV Desiree lies in the center of my bed, unmoving except for the slow rise and fall of her chest. The healer's bandages wrap around her throat in clean white layers that look too bright against her skin. She has always been fierce, but now, seeing her like this feels wrong for me. I fe
Desiree's POV I roll across the bed that feels too soft. I haven't slept this way for a long time now and I do not know why all I can feel is ease in my bones. My mate is whimpering inside of me with joy I can't fathom. What's going on?My eyes snap open, a strong cedar scent ripping into my nos







