LOGIN[Avira]
Beta Maverick pushed the door a few more times, and when he got no response, he left, and I soon began to hear my name in the not-too-far distance. I sat on the low stool in the kitchen while heaving heavily to calm my uneven breathing. The smoke from the steamy cup seemed to be inviting me for a continuation, and so did the slice of bread which was all that was left. I took a big bite of the slice, and emptied the cup in one large gulp. It was not as hot as it was before, but it was still hot enough for me to feel a slight sting on my tongue. I blew air into the already made fire, and placed the big pot which contained herbs on it. It was for Beta Maverick, and I knew exactly what the herbs were for, even though I was not supposed to. I stepped out of the kitchen afterwards, to respond to Beta Maverick's call, after rinsing my mouth out with fresh water. Unless I was ready to suffer a miserable death, he must not think for a second that I defied the pack's laws and ate. I found him in front of his bedroom, looking relaxed. Too relaxed in fact for someone who had forcefully pushed the kitchen door to get it open only a few seconds ago. "I heard you calling," I said, muttering every show of innocence I could. I had gotten to him, and hoped nothing would give out the fact that I had just defied the pack's law against having breakfast. He looked at me closely, his face grim, and his teeth clenched. Now this was the expression I was expecting to see in his face, even though it made me shiver in fear. "Are you done with the chores?" He asked. His voice and attention seemed distant, like he was thinking about something else. "I'm yet to make lunch, and I'm yet to clean out the rooms." I replied, relieved that he noticed nothing. He waved, and I took his dismissal clue and went back to the kitchen, wondering why he had actually called me. It definitely wasn't to ask about chores. Since when did he care? I fetched herb water from the big pot which was now steaming on the fire, and took it to Beta Maverick. Just when I stretched the cup to him, I realized my mistake. "Stupid girl," he barked. "What the fuck were you thinking, bringing this to me before noon? Do you want the Alpha's curse to fall upon me?" He asked, and I faced down. It was really stupid of me to forget. Really, what was I thinking? Noon was over three hours away, how could I not remember that? I turned back to return to the kitchen with the steamy cup still in my hand but his voice stopped me. "And where are you going with that? He thundered, and I sighed. Really, what is wrong with me today? Or did I eat too much for breakfast? I poured the herb water away, and continued my walk back to the kitchen. I could feel the beta's eyes boring into my back but I did not turn to look at him, I was only relieved that my mistake didn't earn me a whip. Back in the kitchen, I brought down the pot, and since I had over three hours before noon, cleaning out the rooms now didn't sound like a bad idea. I started with the rooms no one occupied, three in all. Every last one of the rooms looked like two vicious beasts had locked horns in them, and smelled even worse. But it wasn't a surprise. I have seen worse, I mean worst. The smell of a wolf in the room meant that the Beta had shifted last night again without the presence of a full moon. It had rained heavily last night, and the sky had been so dark and wet that there had been no moon, not even a tiny thread appeared in the sky, and yet Beta Maverick had shifted. It was the reason I had to place that big pot full of herbs on the fire, and serve him the steamy herb water twice each day. I swept out the debris which consisted of torn pieces of clothes, furs, and several drops of blood. The items in the room was also scattered about, the bed was upturned, and so were the chairs. Beta Maverick definitely knew just what would happen to him if Alpha Demian found out about his abnormal shifting and going rogue, and even though he wouldn't bring himself to ask me, I knew I had to guard his secret with my life. I gathered the debris into a big bag, and headed for the next room. The condition of the room was similar to the first which was no surprise at all- furnitures were upturned with pieces of clothes and furs scattered about. There were drops of blood as well but not as much as the first room. I cleaned out the room, and arranged the furnitures after which I headed for the next room. This third room was the worst of all, covered in wolf's fur and blood. He must have become really violent and got himself wounded, I thought as I swept out the debris. It took me thrice the time I used for the other rooms to get this one clean. I was tired, and my whole body ached but I had to finish cleaning out the rooms. I gathered up the debris from the rooms and put them in a bag after which I kept the bag under Beta Maverick's rocking chair to properly dispose it later. I could not burn it, the smell of fur will rise with the smoke, and the other members of the pack would easily detect it just by sniffing. I could not bury it either, it would be easily detected during one of the pack's hunt. I went back to Beta Maverick, ready to clean his personal room, although I doubted that it needed to be cleaned. Whatever was wrong with him, and making him shift abnormally could not have affected his brain. He wouldn't dare shift in his own room. QAs the pack's Beta, and next in command to Alpha Demian, he was accustomed to receiving guests at any time of the day, and he wouldn't want any member of the pack telling the others or worse, Alpha Demian that he had taken to shifting abnormally. Just as I predicted, the Beta's bedroom was clean, not a piece of paper needed to be lifted as everything was perfectly in order. A quick look at the clock showed that I still had an hour before it was noon. heading for my bedroom to tidy up. Now that I had time, My room could use some cleaning out, I said. But the Beta had a different instruction for me. "Hurry up, Alpha Demian has asked that we assemble in his palace at exactly noon." Beta Maverick instructed, and I stared at him, concealing my disbelief behind an expressionless face. Alpha Demian can't seriously call for an assembly at exactly noon when every other pack members had patiently waited for noon to have brunch, since breakfast was forbidden in the pack. But what is so important about this assembly?[Avira]Everything happened in a flash. Declan grabbing me roughly by my arm, and questioning me really quickly. If I didn't know him well, I would have thought he had broken into a panic. But he was Declan. He never panicked, and if he did, it wouldn't be because of me. He left just then, after telling me to stay here, like there was some place else I could be.Now left alone with the food scattered on the floor, and the dead ants around it, I let out a deep fearful sigh. Although I was attacked a few days ago, and I was scared, this was a much more direct and deadly attempt to terminate my life. But why?I mean, what offence did I commit, and to whom? I couldn't stop thinking of what would have happened if Declan had not gotten me really angry enough to crash both the table, and the dishes on it. I couldn't stop thinking about what would have happened if I had taken a bite.I slowly eased onto the bed when I felt my knees grow weak, but I could not for the life of me stop looking
[Declan]I watched as Avira stormed off into Dylan's bathroom, after crashing the table and the food she was supposed to eat. The first time I saw her, I knew she would be a hard one but never did I envision that she would have so much temper. For days, I have tried to apologize, and it was all to no avail as Avira would not even listen to me, or say anything else. She was right to not forgive me easily or ever but I wouldn't give up asking, or even stop trying.I waited a long time for her with my eyes fixed on the bathroom door which was shut. She must hate me, I thought in my head. I deserve it, and even more, I added, and heaved heavily.The possibility that she might never forgive me laid heavily on my chest, and made me feel nothing but dread. With each passing day, my feelings for her increased, and all I wanted was to bond with her. But she wouldn't hear of it. Although she hadn't said anything to me, I knew how irritated and angry my very presence made her feel. I saw how
[Avira] For days, I watched Dylan go out with the sole aim of finding out who my attackers were, and watched him come back in after many hours with utter disappointment. It was not a pleasant sight, but I was touched that he did all that because of me. He had refuted my initial assumption that he had a lover somewhere in the pack that hated the fact that we shared a room. Of course I did not ask him that, I could not, as that would come too close to jealousy, and even though it was the case with me, I didn't want him or anyone finding out about it. I wouldn't even admit it to myself. Dylan also refused that I moved out of his room, back to the room right across the hall, or to any other room. According to him, the room was a mess, and had housed Thorne for too many days. Also it would be a constant reminder of my struggle against Thorne. As for moving out, he believes, and made me believe that I would be much safer while I'
[Dylan]I sent for Declan at once, and without thinking. The meeting we just concluded with our father was to strengthen our twin bond. At Declan's arrogant insistence, our father had agreed that Avira stayed in the pack, on the condition that Avira does not come between us.Declan followed me from behind without questions, and we headed back to my bedroom, where Avira laid on the bed, beaten. His special smelling ability would be useful now. I told myself as I pushed the door open. Avira was on the bed, just as she was when I left her a few minutes ago. Her eyes became angry when she saw Declan walk in, but I could not help it."Tell me, who else was in this room in the last hour?" I asked, when both Declan's eyes and Avira's held and met. Although the condition for Avira to remain in the pack was that Declan and I live at peace with each other, I still did not feel comfortable knowing how he felt about her."I can't," Declan
[Avira]I remained on the bed after my attackers left. I know I should put on the lights to cast out the darkness but I did not, instead I remained on the bed, lost in my thoughts.Who could it be that wanted me dead? Haven't I had enough in this pack already? I stretched out my hand and reached for the bedside table. I tapped my way around it until I found a napkin with which I wiped my mouth.What if it was Dylan's lover who sent the men that attacked me. Surely, there must be someone in the pack who is head over heels in love with Dylan, and that someone, however she tried to act otherwise, did not like that I now shared a room with him.Since that was the case, I'd return to the room across from Dylan's. I'd be safe there since Dylan is back, and I was out of his bedroom, even though it was not a guarantee.I remained on the bed, and thought of other possibilities, but none of them made any sense to me more than that it was
[Avira]Dylan was charging towards Declan when I woke up, but I wasn't sure if it was real, or if I was back in the moon realm."What's going on?" I asked. I wanted to be sure I was awake for real.Dylan stopped in his tracks, and came to me. His excitement was the first proof that this was really happening, and not a vision in the moon realm. Declan remained rooted to the spot where he stood, and even though I itched to, I avoided looking at his direction altogether. Whatever happened to me was his doing, and whatever he was doing here will not make any difference.He left after some time, and I heaved a silent sigh. His presence didn't make me feel any comfortable. I inquired about him from Dylan a few seconds after he left."It's Declan." Dylan said even though I knew that already."What was he doing here?" I asked. "I think we found who our mystery man is," he said instead, but I was not interested in that conversation. I knew who sent me flowers, and I remember telling him alre
[Avira]Kyle appeared on the podium through the back door, bearing the old Ashen cage. Although he carried it with ease, I could tell that it was heavier than he made it seem. Carefully, he placed the old looking cage on the floor in front of me, and motioned for me to get inside, and I did, trembl
[Avira]I stepped into the palace or throne room as it was mostly called with an air of indifference. As far as the Alpha's missing crown was concerned, I haven't seen it. In fact I know nothing about it.I located an empty spot in the corner reserved for the non- pack members and sat down. Alpha D
[Avira]It took me longer than usual to complete cleaning out the rooms in the quarters. My heart was heavy, and so were my feet, and my entire body at large. I couldn't stop my thoughts from drifting back to the Alpha's crown which was sitting on the chair in one of Beta Maverick's room.While I
[Beta Maverick]The trembling was abnormal, it felt nothing like it did when I shifted last night or the nights before it. I knew I was shifting abnormally again but why was there so much pain? Like the pain that usually accompanied shifting abnormally wasn't enough.My lips quivered uncontrollably







