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The Scapegrace
It only took two days to heal me.
And in that two days I already constructed the piece that would make a better narrative for Tina.
She was deluded by him. She was used by him. She was abused by him. She was stained by him. She was controlled by him. And then she was disposed by him.
I memorized every word, putting all the blame to Philip. He was the puppet master in the first place. It was his hands that controlled the threads, and she was only a shell in his dirty game that he played.
It was my redemption. I did not have the chance to save her before, so despite what she had done and despite the disdain of my sister, I would still help her. And then we would be done.
“He is waiting for you at the staircase.” Abigail informed me with a straight face and a monotone sound.
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