**Prologue**
"Get the hell out of my room, right now. I don't want to see your face for my entire life," Xavier shouts at Zara as he throws a vase which hits on the mirror next to her and break into pieces, both the mirror and the vase.
"I'm... I'm sorry. I didn't mean to intrude but I thought you need me right now," she speaks low and her body shivers all over while her hands covers her head for the protection.
"Fuck! I don't need your help. Just get the fuck out of my room," he shouts at her and she runs quickly away from there with her hands still shaking with his behaviour.
"I know... This is going to be hard. This is going to be really hard but he is my husband. I am his wife and I should do anything that is going to turn him into human," she clutches her palms into tight fist and returns back to his room.
He is taking off his black leather jacket and trying to take off his shirt but he isn't able to. The blood is gushing out of his hands as the smoky air of cigar fills the whole room.
"Let me help you," she tries with his shirt but he quickly pulls her away making her fall down on the ground.
Her elbow hits the floor quite hard and it pains like hell but she has done through the pains like this so many times.
She rubs her elbow as she looks up at him, at his blue ocean eyes which she was never able to read clearly.
"Fine! Just do what you want to do. I don't care if you die or if you live. Wantedly or unwantedly I am your wife and I tried every way I could turn you back to human but guess what it's impossible to turn you back to human. You are such a monster," she yells as she stands up with her hurt knees.
He scrutinizes below her grey skirt which covers up to her knees and she is wearing a short socks below it.
Her knees seem to swell she is trying hard not to show it in front of him.
He feels for her.
He fucking feels for her.
But he is emotionless in front of everyone. The only emotion he could show is anger and the rudeness and nothing else.
He surely doesn't kill anyone but he loves none too.
"Get back here," he shouts in a husky voice. The voice which is hoarse and can scare most of the people around him.
She stops her feet and steers her head towards him. She surely thinks that he must have thought about her and he must have changed his decision towards her. He could act kind.
She stands at the spot and he trots close to her with his one legs being dragged after another as it is hurt.
"Don't follow me at school. I don't want to see you almost hundred metres of me. Stay away from me or else," his voice sounds more like warning and the pupils in her eyes dilutes with the fear with the tears clouding them.
And at last, her tears couldn't hold itself anymore and it flows down her cheeks but they never get to touch the ground.
"Don't you dare drop these on my floor. I don't want any of the emotions roaming around my room. Not even your measly tears," he says as he holds her hands and drags her out of the room.
She stands in front of his room speechless and looks around the house.
"Why the hell is my fate so bad? Why am I always prone to pains and heart breaks?" she cries in front of his door and he listens her sobs in another side of door.
He wants to hold her, he wants to embrace her and comfort her but he just doesn't want to show it.
He surely loves her but...
"I surely don't deserve you Zara. Don't let me get closer to you and don't get closer to me. I am fire and you will lose yourself when you get close to me. I am that rock who will just give you the pain but will never melt in front of you," his heart pains the way it had never did.
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Epilogue~Zara Todd's POV~I walk down the graveyard. The day, I have been fearing all this time has finally come up. I never wanted Melanie to leave my side.But what was supposed to happen will always happen. Sometimes we can't just take control of our lives. It just goes on the way we never want it to be.We all stand in front of her grave, all of the friends of our class. She has been such an amazing friend to everyone.The whole class mourns in front of her coffin and you won't believe who is mourning the most right now.Yes, it's Nathan. I can see how much hard it is for him. He has been in love with her in last one month. I never thought that the last wish of Melanie could ever be fulfilled. I thought it was im
~Zara Todd's POV~"What?" Xavier freezes at that same point."You liar! You must be lying," he shouts."Why would I lie at the edge of my death? I'm not a fool to joke with my own life," uncle mumbles and Xavier leaves his hands away from him.He becomes hopeless all of a sudden. He surely hated his mother. She never loved him. She never even cared for him.But how much we hate our parents, how much they don't care about us, it's certain that we won't love to hear any bad things to our parents.I don't know what is it called but it's a special bond that connects us with our parents. Even we don't love them we can't hate them hundred percent and that's because they are our parents.Uncle runs away as he leaves his hands from his body and aunt follows.One more time, it's just two of us standing in the midst of the room, speechless and lost.Before, I thought it was me and at that time, it hurt him.
~Zara Todd’s POV~ She walks away from the room and we are left in the room together. Both of us being unanswered of the secrets that she wasn’t even willing to tell both of us.“Xavier! She said I killed my parents,” I want to stand up and walk to him but I don’t get to stand up from there. My knees feel so much weak right now. I don’t have any energy to cope up with anything right now.I feel like the whole world around me has become dull and even the air isn’t moving around me. I feel both the hot sensation of burning on my skin while the inner part of my body shivers with the pain.“That’s not truth. I am sure she is telling a lie. She is such a liar. She has been lying to me all her life and she is lying to you as well,” he says as he walks to me and kneels in front of me.He pulls me into his arms and caresses my shoulders a little faster than he u
~Zara Todd’s POV~‘You don’t deserve to hold that picture.’That sentence triggers Xavier all of a sudden. He looks at her with a mad eyes and then looks back at me and I know what he is going to do the next.“No! No! Don’t do that,” I run to him and quickly grab the picture from his hands and take it away from him.“Zara!” he calls my name with a soft voice as he sees me holding that picture against my chest and tearing out loud.“What the hell are you doing Zara? What’s going on? Who is this man?” he asks.I know he has the same curiosity that I had some moments ago. We young people are so much out of patience. We want everything to be quick and just to be at the time in which we feel okay with.We don’t like when people try to keep us in dark. We have lots of secrets with us. We can hold a lot of secrets tha
~Zara Todd’s POV~“How do you know them?” I shout at Jennifer. This thing is just knocking the air off me. I don’t understand what the hell is my dad and mom’s picture doing with her. And they are together as well.I only had a single picture of my parents and for the that single picture of them is the world. I don’t remember lots of things that I did together with my parents. I just have some vague memories of them creeping on my mind. I wish I have more of their memories.But still after that, just with a single picture of them, their image is deeply engraved in my heart. Just with that picture I have imagined my mom and dad in so many of my dreams and have cried for them. So, I know the image of my dad and mom clearly.How can a daughter do a mistake in knowing her own parents? I know these person along with her in those eighties picture is non-other than my own parents.“Yo
~Zara Todd’s POV~ “You lied to me. Why did you lie to me?” I ask this question in front of Jennifer without even being afraid. Why would I be afraid?She tried to trick me with her such an unbelievable game which is so much nasty and unfair. Why the hell did she do that for god’s sake.“I didn’t lie. That’s the truth,” she says.“Oh! Please! Would you please stop being fake? I have asked Xavier about all of this and he knows nothing about Jack and the relationship was never fake for him,” I say.“And you believed?” she raise her brows.“Yes. Why wouldn’t I? He is my husband and he wouldn’t lie to me. I have heard every bits of truth from his own lips. Why would I believe in you instead of believing in my husband who loves me so much,” I say.“You’ve gained the courage.
~Zara Todd’s POV~“What the hell are you speaking right now? What kind of hospital? Who is in the hospital?” he asks me with the shock plastered on his face.“Xavier, please don’t lie to me now. I know everything and I ... I saw him in the hospital. Hurt, with so many injuries and so much bandages in all his body. How can you do that? How can you just do that Xavier?” I grab his clothes on his chest as I lean my head on his chest and cry so much on his chest.“I don’t get that. I just don’t get the things that you are telling right now. Just fucking tell me what the hell are you talking about?” he shouts as he grabs me away from his body and fixes his eyes on my face but I just cannot face his eyes. I look down on the floor as the tear rolls down my eyes.“What is it Zara? Just fucking tell me,” he shouts.“I met Jack! I met Jack in the hospi
~Zara Todd's POV~As soon as we enter the venue, the colorful lights welcome us. This all seem to be extravagant to be just a normal high school ending party. This party feels more than just a high school farewell.I can see all the students who has been so much studious and quiet in last few months are all different today.Beautiful dress, amazing bodies, that huge smile on their face for coming out of that locked prison like study compartments, is making them so much happy.They look different. And when I look around I don't see any teacher over there. Seems like this party is just for us. Just for students."Let's get inside," Xavier says as he holds my hands but I just don't feel that warmth from his hands. Is it because now, I know about all his truths which he has been hiding from me? Or is it because I see him differently now?I just nod my head and we walked in. Asher follows us from behind.
~Zara Todd’s POV~I rush to the hospital where Jack has been right now as soon as possible. Everything inside me is breaking into pieces. Everything within me is making me weaker from deep within. I don’t want to believe the single thing that she has told me. Who would want to believe all those things?No girl in the world would love to hear and believe the things that she told me some time ago. I hurriedly walk towards Jack’s room and open the door. And …He indeed is lying on the bed. He has the bandage on his head and there are bruises in his face. His right leg is bandaged and hung on the air as well.“Jack,” I close my mouth with my palms. I can’t believe I am seeing Jack like this right now. And the foremost thing is I can’t believe Xavier did it.It can’t be. It just can’t be. How can Xavier do all of this? He was changed. He is changed. At least I thought t