Chapter 17

The sweet medicine they got. Like we know, elders used to say "You will get the taste of your own medicine". If they treat me nicely, maybe then I would have too. Trust has nothing to do with kindness. I could show a stranger kindness but not trust.

Trust has to be earned...... And it is not easy. I learned it perfectly now.

Because it takes years to trust someone but it takes seconds to lose it. So when we get something we want, we have to take care of it.

My part is done. I totally believe in " give respect, take respect". What do they think of me? Do they think that I could be a slave for them? Act as a servant. My self-respect is very important to me.

So I did what a person would do. As soon as I went to the airport, I booked a ticket to Russia. The place where I would kill them...... The only thing to do before dying. I won't suicide. That type of death is something I want to go th