Chapter 18

I know that everything happens for a reason. I wish I knew the reason. As the unforgettable experiences in the form of nocturnal nightmare haunt me I gasped as I sat straight upright. Another nightmare to add into my list.

The loss of oxygen as my heart flares into doubling beats seems to remind me it is just a nightmare. But the nightmare is not just a dream it is an experience I don't want to experience. The irony of the situation is life doesn't revolve around my wantons. But it does depend on my choices. Because I believe in karma. The choices I choose will always have consequences and I choose to bear them. And once again it is time for me to make my decision.

The choice I have to take now. There is no use in thinking over something that has already happened. I know it would affect my future. But the consequence of it is something because I now learned that trusting so easily is always going to be like this.