AUSTIN
Maddened, saddened by the death of Avalon. She was sweet, tolerant and easy going. I had much doubts that I would ever fall for another. I had no patience to start over, no patience to create a new profound loving bond. I marched to the stables in search for a new lover. Perhaps not a new lover, Avalon was irreplaceable my beautiful horse... I needed a temporary companion just as good as Avalon had been over the years. Frustrated, I could not find the stable boy. Grover had said he had to be somewhere in here, going by the name of Thomas. The unholy stench of manure and filthy straw almost knocked my boots off. I came to a halt when I heard giggling from the back where a negro girl was sat on hay exchanging saliva from the negro stable boy. It gave my skin goosebumps. Absolutely nauseating.
"I'd leave you two to breed on hay like the animals you're but I have no time to entertain wild things..." I said cooly making them jump off each other in an instant. A chuckle escaped my lips, imbecile negroes. The girl immediately turned to look away and buttoned her blouse... but my eyes had managed to observe a small glimpse, of her round bosoms that sat on her chest. It did not do anything to me, perhaps I had seen better. Perhaps I should have been looking but it did not matter. I had seen it all, nothing excited me about the body of a woman. It did not ignite fire that made my manhood stand up and refuse to sit backdown like an awakened stray dog.
"I must apologize Master Austin, I had not expected you to be here earlier..." He said nervously. A tall strong built young man with dark skin let out his hand expectting me to shake it but I did not.
"You'd better be dazed if you think for a second I'd shake your hand. Who know's where it has been?" I stared at the girl, who flushed with embarrassment behind him.
"My apologies." She finally spoke. Her eyes on the ground not looking at me, I paid no attention to her. "I will be leaving..." She added."As you should..." I muttered. "I can not fathom just how low your standards must be to allow a stable boy to take you on hay. It's revolting, I pity you." I immediately chuckled. "No no actually women like you disgust me." I saw how she died a little hearing me say that. My confidence grow much more, as if a fed on her insecurities and embarrassment. Her lover could not defend her as I gave him a death glare.
Try me, just try me. He wouldn't dare, sure he was my height and strong built but there was not much he could do. I fed off their helplessness. She turnt to walk away...
"You dare walk away did I dismiss you?" She looked at me with fury in her eyes, this was exciting. Letting out another laugh, I looked down at her. Showing her just how much of filth she was. "What if I also wanted a little taste of that piece of pie on hay..."
Strong willed, she marched towards me to give me a hot scorching slap. I had not been expecting it.Disappointing if she thought it would upset me, not at all infact it only awakened my little friend down there.
"MERRI!!!" The young man yelled at her. I bit on my lip. My skin still dazed with heat from her assault. So this was the Merri that mother so often spoke of interesting. They had treated her too way that she assumed we were on the same stature.
"He has done nothing but insult me Thomas!" She whispered yelled at her lover.
"You ignore it, I always tell you to ignore it. Jesus Christ, do you want to get us killed by your recklessness?"
Unfortunately I interrupted their squabble by walking over tasting the bits on metallic on the corner of my lips. I had to give it to her, she aimed really good. I'd aim better."Come here..." I told her asking to step forward. She did, her lover stepped back.
"Master Austin, she has quite the temper but we're working on it."
"You're forgiven Thomas." I told him, seeing how relieved he suddenly seemed.As soon as she was close enough to reach, I returned the favor. Giving her a backhanded wallop that she landed on her arse. Thomas was quick to kneel down and check if she was doing alright. "See Merri, I'm a strong patriot of gender equality. It was only right, I return your assault." With that I gave them a smile, walking away.
She stared at me with turbulence, I found it cute. It was really cute that she thought she could assault me and get away with it. My parents had clearly spoiled this orphan rat to the point of her losing her identity.
She was still a negro and would always be a negro. If I kept a wild dog in the house for years, it did not change that it was still a wild dog. Walking away like nothing happened.
"Thomas, do you have any Percheron breed?" I questioned.
Forcing himself to move away from her, he followed behind me and showed me the multiple horses that they had in the stable. I caught a glimpse of her walking out with the back door. Tears running down her cheeks, she was quick to wipe them. It was really sad some would suggest but not me.That night before I slept, I stroked my manhood to the thought of her. Would she hit me while I gave her a thorough loving? Would she put on a fight? I absolutely adored a good fight. Would she bite her bottom lip out of anger and stare at me like a venomous snake. Would she allow me to place my manhood inbetween her bosoms. I doubt it not that she had a choice anyways but the thought of it brought me to a satisfying climax. The grip on my manhood loosened as I let out my train of kids that have to die in such a shameful manner. Going straight to the linen sheets instead of the warmth of a woman. It did not bother me, soon enough I'd be placing them somewhere warmer. Merrigold was really fascinating, no negro had ever laid a hand on me. It was exciting, now I could have a fair fight of bliss. Soon after I had showed them a good time, they always pretended to not enjoy my thorough shagging... I wanted something different, a good challenge, a hard nut to crack. I was tired of crybabies who could not handle my barbarity. Just how much would it take for her to crack like the rest of them? To fall inlove with the thought of me. As soon as they did, I always left them begging. I'd lose interest. Women, I found them inept besides birthing.
Hiding behind Merrigold. Hiding behind 'I love Merri.' Continuously chasing Merri to redeem him from his guilt, sins and the feelings he was developing that made him very uncomfortable. His anger was once rooted on Merri, why had she left? This was all her fault. She had led him into falling victim of this horrid unjust demonic behavior. He did not know whom he was anymore. Merrigold had been the only person in his whole entire life who shielded him from judgement. No one would ever think differently of him with Merrigold by his side as his lover. No one would ever assume he took a liking to other men. It was an unpleasant feeling that he was thoroughly ashamed of. Thomas noted, he had not always felt this way; he had not always been this way. He had never been one to look at another man twice. Never! It made him wonder were his feelings for Merrigold ever real? They were, he thought. He loved Merri not as a friend or a sister but as a lover. He enjoyed all their intimates moments tog
"Mrs Brown?" Austin called her. She was quick to squeeze his cheeks and give him kisses on both cheeks. She'd always see him as a child even though he now towered over her."I've been meaning to have a word with you.""Out with it then?" She continued to wipe the kitchen countertops."I'm sorry you had to constantly deal with me. I've come to realize, I was such a huge burden on you and my parents. It's never easy setting upright a rebellious child." Austin muttered ashamed. He could not count the many times, his parents were not aware of his location. For months or even years at a time. The trail of debts he sent their way. Austin loved the west. He loved the ignorance within America.The transatlantic slave trade was abolished first with an act of Congress on March 2, 1807, followed with a British act of Parliament on March 25. This abolishment outlawed the international slave trade, but not slavery itself. In England, the abolishment of the transatlantic slave trade only pushed for
Bad conscience over responsibility.Regardless of who was right or wrong, she felt shameful for her actions. Black people were already named barbaric uncultured swines. Her anger had pushed forth a uncaring attitude for consequences or self dignity. For someone who knew how to always hold it in when being insulted and abashed; she had clearly derailed off the road. Her whole life Merri had been called names, made to feel inferior, lesser than anything and anyone else. She was well aware, having mastered the art of ignorance to the hurtful slurs. Ignorance to the hypocritical attitudes of those who claimed to be above her. This was not new to her, it honestly wasn't but when Stella did—Merri could not hold herself.She was angry. This was the woman who had caused so much harm and refused to acknowledge any of her devious actions. This was the woman who had turnt Austin into a horrid cynical unlikable bastard. Stella has triggered Austin into hurting Merri. For many reasons, she blamed
"Please stay away from me!" Thomas the young black man who had approached him."I've done nothing wrong." Hasani added still a little flummoxed by Thomas's cold shoulder."If you're not here to work away from me, you're literally the most disgusting person I've ever came across in my whole entire life. Merri was disgusting for being with the white man but you definitely took the trophy away from her." Thomas was quick to click his tongue and he sorted the hay.Hasani felt embarrassed but nonetheless shrugged his shoulders. "Your insults do not phase me.""Will a beating do the trick?""Why are you so violent and bitter?" Hasani questioned, a little addled by the situation.Thomas rolled his eyes at him. "Out of my sight. The sight of you revolts my whole body. I will never forgive you for what you did.""What I did?"Looking around Hasani noted it was just them and the horses. Walking towards Thomas he backed him against the wooden barn wall; one hand gripping his neck the other strok
Whenever everything was going well there always had to be a dilemma waiting. Austin and Merri had so much trials and tribulations in the time they had shared and known each other. For many reasons just when it felt as though everything was going their way, something had to occur and dismiss their union.Merri slept early that night. Not really asleep but staring at her side of the lamp. She hugged herself trying to keep warm. An awful feeling of betrayal and treachery inhibited within her chest. She blinked a couple of times, standing up to check on her kids. They were sound asleep. It must have been because they had not sleep in the afternoon. Merrigold adored looking at them, they were so precious. She had no idea she would be able to love any other person on this earth and forsaken world the way she did her kids. Sometimes she had to snap herself to reality. 'I'm a mother, I'm a wife? I'm a mother? I'm really a mother?' Her life has changed so drastically. Her babies were every rea
"Oh goodness..!" He teared up. "How do I hold them? They're so delicate, small, tiny and adorable... wow Merri, they're going to grow to be such handsome lads."Blushing Merri, gave Thomas a subtle smile. "The white wool is Lennox and the blue wool is Lionel. Lennox has a birthmark on his neck, it's really helpful with telling them apart."In awe, Thomas decided against holding them. Afraid they'd fall or something. Afraid Austin and Walter would be out to get his head. He did not want any problems for himself. Instead, he stood a bit far and only bent down their cradle to play with their small fingers."How's motherhood treating you?" He questioned turning back to look at her. She looked exhausted, nonetheless happy. The smile on her face overshadowed the bags under her eyes. She had certainly put on a bit of weight. Her breasts much fuller with milk patches seeping through her clothing. Her stomach, would take a while to return to being as flat as it used to be before Austin had mad