LOGINSix months later, Saga and I turned seventeen and we had a huge party down at the Point. The four of us, Gunnar, Saga, Kari and I always went everywhere together. We ate lunch together at school, had the same circle of friends and went to the same parties. Saga kept my secrets and I kept hers.
We arrived at the Point, an hour late to our party. We liked to make an entrance. Gunnar and Kari drove behind me and Saga and parked next to me. Saga had her own car but for some reason she preferred to ride with me most of the time. She would drive herself only when she wanted to be alone, which didn’t happen very often.
We got out of our cars and joined our friends on the beach. Some of them were already half drunk. I shook my head as Kari took my hand and I smiled at her as we headed toward the keg to get our own drinks. I’ve loved her for as long as I could remember. I knew how things worked, we would finish high school, go to college, get married and live happily ever after.
Gunnar was fiercely in love with Saga, but she didn’t seem to be interested. She told him she only wanted to be friends but Gunnar hoped that when it was her turn to shift that they would imprint. He was basically wolf-locked and Saga treated him like she treated me, like a brother. Kari was hoping for the same thing, so that our foursome would remain intact and we’d all stay together.
Gunnar was my voice of reason. He tried to keep me out of trouble, much like our dads had been. He loved to read and he played killer guitar. When the den was empty, we would use it to have jam sessions. He was better than me with the guitar but I didn’t completely suck and even Kiran had complimented us the one day as he sat and watched us.
We were standing around the bonfire when Kyle brushed past me and I froze. I saw us in the thicket of trees and I was beating the living daylights out of him. I snapped back to reality and I felt my skin crawl. Why would I do that? He wasn’t a close friend although he was part of our circle. I tried to ignore that image in my head and smiled at Kari as she walked toward me.
“Having fun?” she asked me with a smile.
“I’d have more fun if we were alone,” I said.
She took my hand and we walked down the beach towards Angels Rest. We crossed the street and darted into the large cluster of trees that stood on the other side of Beach Drive. Within seconds I had Kari up against one of the trees as we kissed, our hands roaming all over each other. I’d already shifted at sixteen and for me it was worse than it was for her. My hormones were in overdrive and the pull of the moon seemed to make it worse, especially around her.
Kari stopped kissing me and looked at me. “If we carry on like this, I’ll be planning your funeral.”
I chuckled and leaned my forehead against hers. I didn’t know who would be the angriest if I did to Kari what I wanted to do, her father or my mother. I heard cars drive away as the party drew to an end and people started leaving. It was close to three a.m. already.
“They won’t really kill me, just halfway and then I’ll heal,” I said and started kissing her again.
She started unbuttoning my jeans and maybe I should’ve stopped there but I couldn’t, not that I wanted to stop. She took her underwear off and I lifted her up as she wrapped her legs around me. It wasn’t how I planned our first time to be, but I got caught up in the moment.
It was the single most awesome moment of my life when Kari finally gave her whole self to me. I pushed into her slowly until she told me to move. The thoughts that went through my mind made even me blush and I felt closer to Kari than ever before.
I leaned against Kari with her back still pressed against the tree, our breaths ragged and our hearts beating wildly. I kissed her again, softly this time. “I love you, Kari.”
I waited while Kari put her underwear back on and we walked back toward Beach Drive when I froze and let go of her hand. I started running in the opposite direction, deeper into the cluster of trees where we’d just been.
“Saga!” I yelled as I heard her muffled cries.
I saw Pete and Kyle holding her arms down as she struggled with Greg on top of her. Her shirt was torn open and her jeans were lying in a heap next to her. Greg was moving on top of her and it took me a second to realize that he was raping my sister.
I came at him from the side and broke my hand as I hit him so hard his jaw broke and he toppled from Saga and lay unconscious next to her. I heard Gunnar growling behind me and he jumped on Pete and started biting him at will.
Kyle stood frozen in place and everything felt like slow motion to me. I was hitting him at will with both hands as he held his arms up trying to protect himself. I heard Kari talking to Gunnar and then he was behind me, trying to pull him off as I screamed out my rage. I stopped hitting him when Gunnar yelled at me that Kyle was dead and I turned toward Saga.
She had curled herself into a little ball and I took my t-shirt off and pulled it over head and pulled her arms through the holes while holding her. I was crying and she was crying but I kept holding her. I picked her up and carried her to the Jeep where Gunnar opened the door and I put her down on the back seat. I drove home like a maniac as the realization hit me that I had just killed someone.
“Saga, I’ve got you,” I said as she kept crying. Gunnar and Kari were in the car behind me. I parked my Jeep as close to the front door as I could and I picked my sister up again. Gunnar parked his car and ran ahead to open the door.
Kiran sat at the counter and his face visibly paled when he saw me carrying Saga. I had blood spatters on my face and my hands were bloody too. Gunnar’s face had blood on it from when he’d bitten Pete in his wolf form and Saga was wearing my blood-soaked t-shirt.
Kiran took Saga from me and went upstairs as he called out to my mother. “Adara!”
“They’re all dead,” Gunnar said as we stood in the kitchen and he called his father.
Uncle James arrived twenty minutes later, just as Kiran came back downstairs, his eyes murderous as he sat us down and demanded to know the whole story. James was holding Kari and I could sense his relief that she was alright and then his guilt that Saga wasn’t.
I made coffee for myself in the kitchen and looked at the painted cupboards. Kari had called it an ugly green, but Adelie said it was sage. She called it beautiful, and I smiled. I liked the color. I sat down at the kitchen table and opened the text messages on my phone.Kai: Where are you?Adelie: I’m at home.I exhaled in relief and stood up from the bed. Our mingled scents were everywhere, and I liked it. She should just move in with me. She was here all the time anyway, and now that we’d finally sealed our imprinting, I didn’t see why we should be separated any longer. I showered and changed for work. For the first time in three years, I wasn’t at the hotel at 5 a.m., working out in the gym. I smiled as I got ready and left my house. It felt like I had a new lease on life, a second chance at happiness, and this time, I wasn’t going to waste a second of it.I smiled as I arrived at the hotel and made my way to the lounge area. I unlocked my office door, then dismay hit me as I loo
In the parking lot, Adelie let go of my hand and walked to her car. I got in the Jeep and looked at her as she drove in front. She turned off toward the house, and I knew she was going to get her overnight bag. I drove on to my own house and parked in the garage.I switched the kettle on and heard her car park in the garage. I walked to the side door just as she climbed out. “We should talk about this afternoon.”“What about it?” she asked me.“How could you ever think I’d do anything with Tessa of all people?” I asked her, as we walked back inside the house.“I didn’t really,” she said, and started to laugh at me.“That’s not funny,” I said.“Your face was,” she said, and laughed again as I looked at her.“That’s it, I’m putting you on laundry for a week,” I said, and she gasped.“That’s just mean!” she said, and I laughed.“Think about what you want for dinner while I go take a shower,” I said, and headed upstairs.I undressed in the bathroom and stepped into the shower. The hot wat
Six months later…“Good morning, everyone,” I said, and looked at the hotel employees standing in front of me. Adelie stood in the back, and she smiled as she looked at me. For a second, I got lost in her eyes, and I forgot what I wanted to say.“Uhm …” The atmosphere at work had steadily changed because I smiled more, and the employees had started to relax around me.“You want to talk to us about the missing alcohol from the bar,” Jake said.“Ah, yes. For the past month, I’ve noticed that every week the bar staff are short two bottles of Scotch on their inventory. You’ve all rotated to the bar in the past month, so I’ll be setting up polygraph tests for everyone. The guilty party has until the end of this shift to come and see me in my office to resolve this issue,” I said.“And if that person doesn’t come and see you?” Doug asked me.“Then we’ll start with polygraphs tomorrow, and criminal charges will be brought against the guilty party. Today is your last chance to come clean, and
We finished dinner and the women ordered dessert. I ordered coffee because I really wasn’t a dessert person. It had nothing to do with watching my figure or sticking to a certain diet for my work-outs, I just didn’t like sweet things. I didn’t even take sugar in my coffee.“So what do you do for fun other than work and study and taking your clothes off in bars?” Melissa asked me with a smile. She was leaning closer to me now and her hand was on my arm again. I wanted to push it off but I knew that I would come across as rude. She had no right to touch me with Adelie sitting a few feet away from me.“Actually, he’s just defrosting now. He was a recluse for like a year after …” Paul’s eyes widened, and he stopped talking as he looked at me. “Sorry, Kai. I didn’t mean–”“It’s okay, Paul. Life goes on,” I said. If he had said that to me even four months ago, it wouldn’t have ended well, and I would’ve ended up arrested again.“After what?” Melissa asked but Paul shook his head at her.“Af
I took care with what I wore and even shaved. I knew I looked good because Tala wolf whistled at me when I came down the stairs, and I laughed. Falcon grinned, and nodded his head. They both knew what my game plan for the evening was, and I felt confident that I would succeed.I was also aware that this thing could backfire, and I’d have to play it carefully. I didn’t want to push Adelie away, and I also didn’t want to lose her. I wanted her to come to me willingly, and I’d give up everything for her.I arrived at the restaurant a little after 7 p.m., and I parked the Jeep. I walked across the street and saw Paul and two women as they walked towards the restaurant. I could see the relief in Paul’s eyes that I’d actually shown up.“This is Melissa, you remember Julia,” Paul said, and looked at Melissa. “That’s Kai.”We greeted each other politely, and I held the door open for the women to walk in first. The woman behind the podium smiled, and I stepped forward. “Sinclair.”The woman wo
I spent the rest of the weekend alone at home, not really sure what to do about Adelie. I didn’t know if she wanted me to call her, or if I should just show up at the house. I could do that without her knowing that it was her I wanted to see, but I felt that something was off, something she had wanted to tell me.I didn’t want to fight the bond anymore. Friday night had made me realize something. She had gone through something terrible in her life, just like I had, and I didn’t want to push her to do something she wasn’t ready to do. That was love. I loved her, and I wanted her to love me back.On Monday morning, I stood in the bathroom as I got ready to head to the hotel for my work-out, and I took my wedding ring off. It didn’t feel as strange as I thought it would, and I put it in the medicine cabinet. I felt different. I’d kissed Adelie, and I’d held her all night as we slept. That was me accepting the bond, and I knew there was no going back now.Kiran was already on the treadmil







