Noa didn’t sleep.
Again.
The words burned.
You’ll be in my bed tomorrow. Or I’ll take you from yours. Choose wisely.
“Motherfucker.”
He threw the phone across the room. It bounced off the wall and landed screen-down with a pathetic thud.
Didn’t matter.
The message wasn’t on the phone anymore. It was in his veins. His skull. His skin.
His mouth was dry. He kept licking it, but it only made it worse. His body felt tight, like it wasn’t his anymore.
No matter how many times he told himself:
I’m not going.
The craving only grew.
He wanted the touch again.
The heat.
The damn voice in his ear.
“Fuck you, Alessio.”
He hugged his knees, rocking slightly. He hated how wired he felt. How… electric.
Morning came.
Noa didn’t leave the apartment.
Didn’t shower. Didn’t eat. Didn’t check his phone.
Just sat.
Eyes locked on the door. Heart racing every time footsteps passed in the hall.
“I won’t go,” he whispered.
“You can’t make me.”
But even he didn’t believe it.
Because by sundown, he was standing in front of the mirror.
Black shirt in one hand. Hoodie in the other.
His reflection looked strung-out. Wild eyes.
“God, you’re pathetic.”
He yanked the hoodie on, hands trembling.
Then sat on the couch.
Waiting.
Don’t open the door. Don’t open the fucking door.
It was almost midnight when the knock came.
Low. Slow. Precise.
Knock. Knock. Knock.
No warning this time. No pretense. Just inevitability.
“Noa.”
His breath caught.
“Open the door.”
No. No. No. No.
“Or I’ll open it myself.”
“Go to hell,” Noa choked out, voice raw.
Click.
The lock turned.
Noa stared, frozen, as the door swung open.
Alessio stepped inside.
Black shirt. No tie. Sleeves rolled up. Veins visible on his forearms.
Eyes molten silver.
“You should’ve chosen.”
“You can’t just”
“I can. And I will.”
Alessio shut the door behind him, fingers brushing the wood as if savoring it.
Noa backed away until his calf hit the coffee table.
“Don’t touch me.”
“Then why are you dressed for me?”
“I wasn’t”
Alessio stalked closer.
“You’re trembling again.”
“Get out!”
“No.”
He caught Noa’s wrist.
The shock of skin to skin made Noa gasp. Electricity.
“Fuck let me go.”
“You should’ve come willingly.” Alessio’s voice dropped to a dark purr. Rough velvet. Dangerous.
“Now I’m going to take what I want.”
Noa shoved him.
Alessio let him. Smiled.
“Keep fighting. You know I love it.”
Noa’s back hit the wall.
“You’re sick,” he whispered.
“For you? Yes.”
Alessio pinned him, breath hot against his ear.
“Say stop,” he breathed.
Noa opened his mouth. Nothing came out.
“Exactly.”
Alessio’s mouth crashed onto his.
No warning. No mercy. Just heat and hunger and need.
Noa gasped, the burn of it slicing straight through him.
“Hate me all you want,” Alessio rasped, grinding against Noa’s thigh, “but your body says otherwise.”
Noa cried out as friction lit him up.
“Fuck no”
“Say stop.”
No sound.
Alessio grinned against his lips.
“Good boy.”
His hands slid under the hoodie. Bare chest. Hot fingers on sensitive skin. Noa arched involuntarily, a traitor to himself.
“So sensitive,” Alessio whispered.
“Alessio”
“Shh.”
Teeth grazed his collarbone. Noa whimpered.
“You want this,” Alessio breathed.
“I hate you,” Noa choked.
“Keep lying to me.”
One hand cupped him through his jeans.
Noa’s knees buckled.
“Fuck”
“Dripping hard already,” Alessio growled. “You were made for me.”
Noa bit his lip so hard it almost bled. Still, a moan escaped.
“Say stop.”
“I”
“Say it.”
“I can’t.”
Alessio’s eyes darkened.
“Good.”
He spun Noa toward the couch. Pushed him down.
“You’re mine tonight.”
Noa’s breath came ragged.
“You won’t survive this,” Alessio warned.
“I don’t care.”
“Fuck.”
Alessio was on him againmouth brutal, hands everywhere, body caging him in.
Noa clawed at his shirt, desperate.
“Touch me,” he gasped.
“Say please.”
“Please fuck”
Alessio shoved the hoodie up, dragging his mouth down Noa’s chest.
“So perfect,” he rasped.
Noa’s hips lifted, desperate for friction.
Alessio pinned them down with one brutal hand.
“Beg louder.”
“Please Alessio please”
Alessio’s fingers popped the button on his jeans.
Noa sobbed in relief.
“That’s it,” Alessio whispered.
His mouth followed, hot and wet and merciless.
“You’ll scream for me soon.”
Noa didn’t care anymore.
He was gone.
“Please”
Alessio’s tongue dragged a slow stripe.
Noa’s head slammed back against the couch.
“FuckAlessio”
The sound that ripped from him when Alessio took him in deep was pure filth.
“So sweet,” Alessio growled.
Noa was crying now. Choking on his own moans.
“More please”
Alessio sucked harder. Fingers bruising his hips.
“Come for me,” he ordered.
“I”
Noa shattered.
Hard. Violent.
Alessio swallowed every drop.
Noa collapsed, boneless.
“Holy fuck,” he gasped.
Alessio kissed him again hot, slow, claiming.
“Next time, I’ll ruin you completely.”
Noa could barely breathe.
“You already have.”
Alessio smirked.
“Good.”
He scooped Noa into his arms.
“Wha what are you”
“Taking you home.”
“I”
“No more running, Noa. You’re mine now.”
Noa struggled weakly.
“Stop fighting. You don’t want to.”
He didn’t. That terrified him most of all.
The car ride was a blur.
Alessio held him the entire way, firm and warm, possessive.
Noa’s body betrayed him, curling closer without permission.
“You’ll sleep in my bed tonight,” Alessio murmured.
“I I”can’t
“You will.”
The mansion was dark. Silent. Cold stone underfoot.
Alessio carried him inside like he weighed nothing.
“You’re shaking again.”
“I hate you,” Noa whispered.
“Keep saying it. I’ll make you love me soon.”
Noa’s heart pounded so hard it hurt.
“You can’t force love.”
“I can force obsession.”
Alessio laid him on silk sheets dark, cool, rich.
“You’ll wake up in my arms.”
“No ”
“Sleep.”
Alessio slid in behind him. Arm locked around his waist like a steel band.
“Don’t move. I’ll know.”
Noa bit his lip.
His body relaxed against the heat before his brain could stop it.
“Fuck.”
“Good boy.”
Alessio’s voice was the last thing he heard.
“Soon, you’ll beg to stay.”
He woke up cold.
Empty sheets.
“Alessio?”
No answer.
Panic surged.
He sat up, dizzy.
Door unlocked.
“Fuck this I’m leaving.”
Barefoot. Shirt wrinkled.
He ran.
Down endless halls. Echoing. Shadowed.
“Where the fuck is the exit ”
A voice stopped him cold.
“Going somewhere?”
He turned.
Alessio stood at the end of the hall.
Shirtless. Blood on his hands.
Eyes wild. Silver and unhinged.
“You weren’t supposed to see this yet,” he said softly.
Noa froze.
“Alessio what ”
Alessio smiled, slow and sharp.
“Now you really can’t leave.”
“Why why is there blood ”
“You’ll stay. Or you’ll end up like them.”
Noa’s breath caught.
Alessio stalked toward him, bare feet silent on stone.
“You should’ve stayed in bed, Noa.”
The scream ripped out of Noa’s chest like his ribs couldn’t hold it anymore, like his entire body cracked under the pressure of it, the weight of the photo burning in his palm. His mother. Alive. Tied to a chair. Beside Luca. And the timestamp mocked him; this wasn’t old, this was now. This was unfolding while he was still standing here, while Alessio bled onto the dusty floors of this half-dead safehouse, while Noa’s lungs barely dragged in enough air to stay upright.He slammed his fist into the table, the wood splintering under his knuckles, pain biting up his arm like a necessary punishment. Alessio tried to push himself up from the chair, but Noa was already there, shoving him back down, pressing his palm hard to his shoulder wound.“You are not moving,” Noa hissed, his voice shaking, his whole body thrumming like a live wire. “Not this time. Not until I figure out what the fuck this is.”Alessio’s jaw clenched, blood drying along his temple, his breath ragged. “You saw her? You’
The word detonated in Noa’s skull, collapsing the air out of his lungs, punching the ground out from under him. Pregnant. Pregnant. His hand flew to his abdomen like he could feel it, like something there had already changed, like his body knew before his brain could catch up.The gun slipped from his fingers and clattered to the ground like an afterthought, like the threat of death wasn’t even registering anymore because the war that had just been dropped into his ribs wasn’t a bullet, it was a life.Alessio’s mouth opened, panic bleeding across his face, his breathing a wreck, but no sound came out.Noa’s eyes ripped to him. “You knew.”Alessio flinched.“You knew!”Alessio’s throat worked, his voice breaking. “I didn’t I only found out”“When?!” Noa roared, his body trembling, his chest cracking.“Just before just before the docks. I didn't know how to tell you. I was going to I was going to wait until”“Until what? Until Dominik shoved it in my face? Until your brother tried to ki
The second the name left Alessio’s mouth, the world tilted sideways.Noa’s pulse hammered in his throat, his skin going cold, his breathing jagged like he’d been drop-kicked into the deep end of a nightmare.Lorenzo. Alessio’s brother. The ghost Alessio swore was dead. The ghost who wasn’t supposed to matter anymore.But here they were. And ghosts always came back when you didn’t bury them deep enough.Alessio’s body jerked off Noa like he’d been struck, his hands shaking as he scrambled to zip his pants, blood and sweat still slick on his skin. “Fuck. Fuck. Noa, I”“No,” Noa snapped, dragging himself upright, dragging his own pants into place, ignoring the burn in his thighs, the ache in his chest, the wreckage Alessio had just left him in. “You’re going to explain this right now.”Alessio’s face twisted, panic spiking like he’d forgotten how to hold himself together. “I thought he was dead. I swear to God, I thought Lorenzo was dead.”Noa’s hands shook as he jammed his cum back on.
Noa couldn’t feel his hands. Couldn’t feel his legs. Could barely feel Alessio’s weight pressing him down like a brand, like a punishment, like a claim. The air was carved out of the cathedral now, like Dominik had walked away with all the oxygen, all the light, all the goddamn choices.Noa’s eyes stayed fixed on the doors Dominik had just walked through, on the shadow that swallowed him, on the silence that slammed down behind him like the closing of a coffin.Alessio’s breath ghosted against his neck, too hot, too close, too dangerous.“Noa,” Alessio rasped, his grip tightening on his wrists. “Look at me.”Noa didn’t move. Couldn’t.“Noa.”He dragged his gaze back, locking on Alessio’s ruined, bleeding, beautiful face. There was pain there. Regret. Something that looked like it wanted to beg for forgiveness but didn’t know how to start.“Why?” Noa’s voice cracked. It wasn’t sharp anymore. Just frayed. Just small. “Why did you do it?”Alessio’s throat worked like swallowing glass. “I
For a second, Noa couldn’t move. Couldn’t breathe. I couldn't think. His pulse flatlined as Alessio’s gun locked on him, the barrel steady, the fire in his eyes cold enough to burn.It didn’t make sense. Alessio, his Alessio, the man who’d carved open his ribs just to hold his heart, was standing there like he’d been waiting to pull this trigger his whole life.The silence wasn’t quiet. It screamed.Noa’s voice broke on the way out. “You’re lying.”Alessio’s smirk twisted, dangerous. “Am I?”“You wouldn’t do this.”“I already did.” Alessio’s gun didn’t waver. His chest heaved, his stitches straining, his body a war zone. But his hand? Steady. Unshaking. Deadly. “Dominik offered me the city. It offered me freedom. Offer me you.”Noa’s breath cracked. “You have me.”“I have scraps. Pieces.” Alessio’s voice dropped into a cruel whisper. “You’ve always held back. You let me fuck you. You let me love you. But you never let me own you.”Noa’s heart jackknifed, a brutal punch to the chest. “
Noa’s breath cracked out of him, the sea wind slicing his skin as he stared at the photo burning on his phone screen. Luca. Dominik had sent him a picture of Luca. Tied to a chair, same setup, same game, same fucking trap. Only this time, the message hit harder.Your next target’s already in play. Let’s see if you’ll shoot him. -D.Noa’s grip tightened on the phone until his knuckles went white, his whole body trembling as the boat’s engine roared beneath him, carrying him away from the flaming skeleton of the dock. His brother sagged unconscious beside him, breathing shallow, but alive.Noa slammed the throttle, the motor screaming, the waves chopping viciously under the hull. His teeth ground so hard his jaw ached. Dominik wasn’t just trying to kill his family. He was playing chess with Noa’s entire soul.Luca. He’d bled for Noa. Killed for him. Stood between him and death more times than Noa could count. Noa’s chest fractured around the idea of losing him.“Fuck,” Noa hissed, punch