The last note lingered in the air, trembling through the chandeliers before fading into silence. For a heartbeat, no one moved. No one dared to.
Draven’s hand still rested on my hip. Darius’s fingers brushed the back of my neck in a possessive, grounding touch. My skin burned where they’d held me—where their warmth still clung to me like invisible chains. Then someone clapped. Another followed. The hall erupted into polite applause. The moment shattered. I stepped back quickly, breath caught somewhere between my ribs. “I—I need air,” I whispered, though I wasn’t sure anyone heard me. Maybe I said it only to myself. Before either of them could speak, I turned and slipped away. The crowd blurred as I moved through it—the bright gowns, jeweled laughter, the scent of wine and perfume mixing in dizzying waves. My chest was tight, my legs weak, the cool marble floor the only thing keeping me from floating away entirely. By the time I pushed through the side doors and into the open night, I was trembling. Cool air hit my skin like a blessing. I pressed a hand to my chest, forcing my lungs to obey. The stars stretched above, sharp and cold against the ink sky. The moonlight poured silver over the courtyard stones, softening the edges of everything—except the confusion twisting violently inside me. What had just happened in there? What was that dance? I pressed my palms to my face, the memory of their touch replaying in flashes—the heat of Darius’s gaze, the low whisper of Draven’s voice, the way my body had betrayed me with every shiver and breath. I wanted to hate them for it. I wanted to hate myself more for responding. The way Darius looked at me… like I belonged to him. The way Draven spoke to me… like he already knew every secret I tried to hide. And gods, the way my heart had raced when the two of them moved around me, trapping me in that dangerous, intoxicating space. I took another shaky breath, gripping the edge of the fountain. The stone was cold beneath my fingers, grounding me. Get it together, Rain. This wasn’t me. I didn’t lose control. I didn’t get swept up by anyone, especially not by Lycans who ruled and ruined everything they touched. I am still going to leave, no matter what this feelings that are trying to develop are. But the trembling in my hands said otherwise. I leaned over the fountain, staring down at my reflection in the rippling water, the pale hair spilling down my shoulders, the diamonds catching the moonlight like scattered frost, the wild, unfamiliar heat still burning in my eyes. Who was I turning into here? The air shifted behind me, and I froze, expecting one of them, Draven, Darius, or maybe Daemon, with that storm of jealousy still burning in his stare. But there was no one. Only the faint sound of music drifting through the open doors, laughter echoing faintly against the night. I sank down on the edge of the fountain, burying my face in my hands. For a fleeting moment, I imagined running, slipping away into the forest under the cover of night, far from the packhouse, far from their eyes, far from the madness that came with being theirs. No more dances. No more claiming gazes. No more heat curling low in my stomach every time one of them spoke my name. Just silence. Freedom. Maybe even peace. But as the wind moved through the courtyard, carrying faint traces of their scents, leather, heat, want, I realized peace might never really be mine again. Because even now, away from them, my heart still beat to their rhythm. “Wow!” I nearly jumped at the sudden voice behind me. My heart leapt into my throat before I turned, exhaling when I saw Maris stepping out from the open doors, her cheeks flushed, her gown slightly crooked like she’d hurried after me. “Rain, that was……” she let out a low whistle, eyes wide with amusement. “Beautiful. Everyone’s talking.” I groaned softly, dragging my hands over my face. “Perfect. Exactly what I needed, more eyes on me.” Maris laughed, the sound light and easy. “You’re kidding, right? You were stunning out there. The way the three of you moved… it was like something out of an old tale. The whole room was holding their breath.” I turned sharply, glaring. “The three of us?” She smirked, walking over to sit beside me on the fountain edge. “Please, don’t act like you didn’t notice. The brothers might command attention on their own, but together?” She gave a teasing hum. “That dance will be talked about all night. Maybe even through the whole summit.” I sighed, staring up at the moon. “That’s not comforting.” “Oh, come on. Most of the she-wolves in there would kill to be in your shoes right now.” “Then they can have them,” I muttered, staring down at the glittering hem of my dress. “Maybe they’ll fit better.” Maris tilted her head, studying me. “You really don’t see it, do you?” “See what?” “The way they look at you. I know there’s something between you guys and it’s okay if you’re not yet willing to share.” I swallowed hard, unsure what to say to that. The last thing I needed was to encourage any kind of gossip. “You’re imagining things.” “Am I?” she said softly, leaning in a little. “You should’ve seen their faces when the music started. Darius looked like he’d rather die than let anyone else touch you, and Draven—well, he’s harder to read, but that man doesn’t share. Not easily.” My pulse stuttered. “You’re talking nonsense.” Maris smiled, shrugging like it wasn’t her problem. “Maybe. Or maybe I just notice things others pretend not to see.” Silence stretched between us, broken only by the faint music from the hall and the splashes of water from the fountain. After a while, she nudged my arm gently. “You should come back in. They’ll notice you’re gone.” “I needed a moment,” I said quietly. She nodded. “Understandable. The way Darius looked ready to break Daemon’s neck earlier when he went to Selene, I’d need a drink too.” That pulled a small, surprised laugh from me. “You noticed that?” “Who didn’t?” she said, eyes gleaming with mischief. “I swear, if looks could kill, Daemon would’ve been ashes before the second verse.” The laughter faded from my lips as I looked away, fingers brushing my skirt nervously. “It’s complicated.” “I figured.” For a few moments, we just sat there, the cool air carrying a quiet calm that almost felt safe. Then Maris stood, brushing invisible dust from her dress. “Come on. Let’s get you a drink before someone sends half the guards to drag you back inside.” I looked toward the glowing windows of the hall, the silhouettes of people moving in the warm light. The thought of stepping back into that room, back under all those watching eyes, especially theirs, made my stomach twist. But I also knew hiding out here too long would only make things worse. “Alright,” I breathed finally, standing. “But if one more person stares at me like I just caused a scandal, I’m blaming you.” Maris grinned, looping her arm through mine as we started walking. “Deal. But for the record, Rain if this is a scandal, it’s the most exciting one this summit’s had in years. And who doesn’t love a little drama.” I didn’t respond. My heart was still too loud, my thoughts too tangled. Because deep down, I knew she was wrong. This wasn’t exciting. It was dangerous. And yet, as the night breeze brushed my skin and the faint scent of then still lingered on my neck, I couldn’t help but wonder if some part of me craved that danger.“So,” Colin began after a few minutes of silence, his voice low and easy, almost teasing, “where are you from? And how exactly did you land yourself in between the Lycan brothers?”I blinked at him, caught off guard. “Between them?”He chuckled, kicking a loose pebble along the path. “Oh, don’t look so surprised. You’d have to be blind not to notice it. Every time you walk into a room, one of them is already watching. Draven goes all stiff like he’s holding back a war, Daemon smirks like he’s already won, and Darius—” Colin paused, smiling faintly. “He just looks at you like you’re something he’s still trying to figure out.”My chest tightened at his words, though I managed to keep my voice light. “You’ve been watching me.”He shrugged. “Well Technically I have eyes.”We walked on, the crunch of leaves beneath our feet filling the silence. The night air had turned colder, brushing against my bare arms. To distract myself, I reached into the pocket of my cloak and pulled out an apple I
It was well past midnight when I finally moved. The mansion had gone still no footsteps, no voices, not even the sound of doors creaking. Just the low hum of the wind pushing against the windows. I’d been lying awake for hours, staring at the ceiling, replaying every sound, every look, every touch from earlier. Daemon’s hands. Darius’s fist. My own voice, breaking with need and shame. I wanted to crawl out of my own skin. The moonlight cut through the window, thin and cold, spilling over the room. I sat up, my throat dry, heart pounding. This place had become a trap one I had willingly walked into without realizing. I couldn’t stay here, not another day. I moved quietly, pulling on my cloak and boots. Every sound felt too loud the soft scrape of fabric, the wooden floor groaning beneath my feet. I reached for the small satchel near the chair and stuffed in whatever I could find: a half loaf of bread, a small knife, a water flask. My fingers trembled as I tied the strap. The ha
The sound of splintering wood filled the air before I even turned.Darius’s snarl ripped through the room, low and feral.“What the hell do you think you’re doing?”Daemon straightened, his chest heaving, eyes still wild with heat.The crash came before I could even process what was happening books shattering against the wall, the table jerking under me.“What the hell do you think you’re doing?”Darius’s voice thundered across the room, rough and dangerous. My entire body froze.Daemon stiffened, his hand still gripping the edge of the table. For a heartbeat, no one moved. Then, slow as a storm gathering force, he straightened and turned toward his brother.“Get. Out.” His words were gravel, low and animalistic.Darius took a step forward, his eyes glowing that lethal golden hue. “You’ve lost your damned mind, Daemon.”Rain. My name hovered on both their tongues but neither dared to say it. I tugged my gown up, my fingers trembling, the air so thick it burned my lungs.“She’s mine to
I didn’t see Draven for the rest of the morning. Not that I was looking for him, at least, that’s what I kept telling myself as I paced around my room, still hearing his words echo in my head. Before I forget why I’m supposed to stay away from you. The nerve of him. Acting like I was the problem, like I was some temptation he had to fight off instead of a person with thoughts and choices of her own. My pulse still stung with the memory of it, his nearness, his restraint, the crack in his voice that didn’t sound like the Draven everyone feared. By the time I stepped out into the hall, the house had gone quiet. Most of the warriors were probably out training; the women were busy with their endless routines. I just needed air, space to think without walls pressing in. I turned down a corridor I hadn’t explored before, passing a row of tall windows draped in sheer linen. The sunlight bled softly through, turning the dust in the air into tiny motes of gold. It was almost peaceful, unti
Breakfast the next morning was quieter than usual, though the air still hummed with whispers from last night’s festivities. My body still ached faintly from the sparring, and I could barely tell if it was exhaustion or the constant weight of being watched that made my shoulders tense.Maris sat beside me, pouring tea into our cups, while the other she-wolves exchanged murmured gossip down the table. I was halfway through my bread when Selene’s voice broke through the chatter, sharp and sweet as venom.“Some of us seem to think they can win a Luna’s favor overnight,” she said, smiling faintly as her gaze flicked toward me. “A little dance, a little attention, and suddenly they think they belong at the top of the table.”A few of her friends laughed softly.I kept my eyes on my plate, pretending not to hear her. I’d learned by now that reacting only made things worse.Maris shot her a warning look. “You should be careful, Selene. The walls here have ears.”Selene’s smirk didn’t falter.
The words cracked across the field like a whip.Colin froze, his hand instantly falling away. My head snapped toward the sound, Darius. His tone was calm, but the look in his eyes made the air around us turn colder.Colin stepped back at once, his voice low. “Alpha….I was just—”“If you want to keep your fucking fingers Colin, let her fucking go,” Darius repeated, sharper this time.Silence stretched. No one dared to move. Even Draven’s expression had gone still, unreadable.I frowned, brushing dust from my hands. “What the hell is your problem?”Darius turned that glare on me, dark and blistering. “My problem,” he said slowly, “is that I told you to see the healer, not prance around here playing soldier while men put their hands on you.”The words stung, sharper than they should’ve. My pulse spiked, a mix of embarrassment and anger flooding through me.“I wasn’t prancing,” I shot back. “And no one was putting their hands on me. It’s called training, in case you’ve forgotten.”“Traini