Lyra
“Is that guy bothering you?” A very sexy manly man appears in front of me with an incredibly sexy voice and a dreamy smile. Damn! My hormones are going to get me into trouble! I take in his look. His very tight black t-shirt that leaves very little to the imagination and his washed-out jeans.
“No. I can handle him.” I flash him my sexiest smile and instantly regret it. Having to remind myself that I’m married. But am I? Really? I mean, Eli has been schtupping my fake best friend from before we were married!
“May I join you? He isn’t your husband or boyfriend or anything, is he?” The Greek god sits down and doesn’t wait for me to answer. He just oozes sex appeal, and it is almost as if it is something I’ve been needing, and I never even realized.
“So? What is a beautiful girl like you doing in a dump like this?” He smiles before taking a sip of his beer while I study him for a moment.
“Does that line ever work?” I burst out laughing and see a smile I haven’t seen from a guy in many years. He leans forward, and I note how the t-shirt can’t hide the movement of his muscles underneath.
“I don’t know. Do you want to get out of here and find out?” Something in his voice electrifies every nerve in my body. I’m not nearly drunk enough to take on the conversation of doing what he is suggesting. My hand flies into the air and moments later, the waitress appears, and I order a bottle of tequila.
“Don’t tell me you have to be drunk to sleep with me.” He teases and I laugh because, honestly, I don’t know what the hell I’m doing. I don’t know if I am even going to sleep with him. What am I going to do about Eli’s guards?
That is when something inside me snaps. Why am I still worried about Eli’s guards? Why the hell, after what I just witnessed, am I worried about Eli’s feelings at all?! As soon as the tequila arrives, I pay the waitress and get up.
“Are you coming?” I smile at the Greek god. He sits back for a moment and studies me before getting up. I note the shock in the eyes of my guards as I take the stranger’s hand, and we leave the pub. I’m really shocked that I’m actually doing this, but I also don’t care. I want to hurt Eli in the worst possible way, and this will definitely do that.
“Your place or mine?” He pulls me into his arms as the cool night air brushes over my face. It feels wrong, but at the same time it all just feels so damn right.
“We can’t go to mine. Do you see those guards?” I point at the men who clearly want to say something, but they don’t dare. The Greek god nods. “They work for my husband.”
“Okay, the hotel then.” He smiles and grabs my hand before leading me across the street to the only “hotel” in town. It’s actually a bed-and-breakfast. The girl behind the counter giggles as the guy books a room, and minutes later, we are walking up the stairs.
I’m still trying to deal with the war going on between my conscience and my broken heart, when he pulls me into the room and locks the door. He closes the gap between us in record time and pulls my dress over my head in one swift movement.
My breath hitches in the back of my throat when I see the hunger in his eyes. When his lips touch mine, I belt against his warm body. I don’t even know his name, and he is making me feel more wanted than I’ve felt in forever.
I don’t even know his name! I’m married! What am I doing?! His tender touch distracts me from the war going on inside of me. It is just so incredible to be with someone who really wants me. Even if it’s a huge mistake. Even if I should be doing it.
It just feels so incredible to be with someone who actually makes love to me. I wake up just before dawn, and note that he is still sleeping. Grabbing my things, I sneak into the bathroom. I consider taking a shower and then decide against it.
I know that Eli will smell the guy on me, and I want him to. I want him to feel the pain I feel. I want him to feel hurt to his core. I want him to realize that I just basically had to snap my fingers and a man that wasn’t him was in my bed.
I get dressed and don’t even waste time on fixing my hair much before I sneak out of the room. One of the guards is asleep in a chair in the foyer of the bed-and-breakfast. I kick his shoe to the bewilderment of the girl.
As I make my way outside, I note that the other guard is fast asleep in the car. I know that Eli already knows. They would have mind linked him the night before. I feel regret as I get into the back of the car. I regret that my marriage has gotten to this awful point.
I regret that I had a one-night stand. I regret that I ever met Eli. As we drive back to the pack house, I’m just filled with regret and guilt about the past five years. Mostly, I regret not listening to that little voice inside my head that told me what Eli was doing.
He is waiting on the porch as we pull up, and I can see the utter disgust in his eyes as I walk right past him. His reaction honestly doesn’t bug me. It infuriates me. Who the hell does he think he is? He was the one who has been sleeping with another woman the entire time we have been married. He started this awful turn of events.
“I take it that we are even now?” He sighs as he walks into the foyer where I had just kicked off my shoes.
“Oh, honey, we aren’t even nearly there. I’m tired. I want a shower and a nap and then, if I feel like it, we can talk. Go play with your mistress, and leave me alone.”
SamWatching Jemma over the past couple of years has been one of the most enlightening experiences of my life. Watching as she moves with such grace and ease through every phase of her development had me speechless time and again.I slip my arms around her growing belly and pray that this time it is a boy. I love Leila with all my heart, but every guy wants a little boy that he can play sports with. And, of course, that can take over a pack. Not that I wouldn’t give the pack to Leila.I breathe in Jemma’s scent and calm my crazy thoughts. Jemma has changed my life for the better in so many ways that I honestly sometimes forget how much. Most importantly, she reminds me of just how strong women can be.She gives me hope that Leila will be able to rule our pack with a mate by her side. Yeah, Jemma really changed the way I see the world. But I still hope that the little pup that is growing inside of her at this very moment is a boy.JemmaAs we walk down the center of the festival, I cat
JemmaIt took some time for me to get used to everything and to actually realize what was happening around me, honestly. I guess in the very beginning, I was just going with it. I felt so overwhelmed by the amount of information as well as what they were telling me, I wasn’t really thinking straight.Now, a couple of years down the line, I’m standing on our balcony overlooking the pack house, which is really far more than just a house, and all I can do is shake my head in utter disbelief. Sam and I didn’t follow the usual werewolf route.We dated for a year before he finally popped the question. It was a beautiful sunny day and when I woke up, I could not find anyone anywhere. Not even Fiona. I got dressed and went downstairs for breakfast, but the table wasn’t even set.I found a smiling Sam waiting outside in the car, and he refused to tell me what was going on. We drove out to the old original pack cabin and made our way into the forest not far from there where the entire pack wait
JemmaEither my fight or flight stopped working, or I’m just that mentally unstable. I should be running after finding out what they are, shouldn’t I?! But I’m not scared. That is the scariest part of it all. I’m not scared. I nod when I realize Sam is still studying me.“Okay, what are we working on today?” I sigh as I look around his office. Fiona and I have taken care of most of the paperwork and there is some order to it now. If I’m going to stay, I need to keep busy, and I’m grateful that Sam has given me something to do.Fiona appears and Sam gives us some leads to follow up on work contracts, but I can see that he still has more to say. He just doesn’t say it. I decide that I want to work in my office and Fiona and I quickly got to work.“I’m worried. I’m not scared. I know I should be. I’m just worried.” I stop working and look at Fiona. She looks up and smiles.“I would be worried if you weren’t. Look, it’s not often that humans are mated to one of us. Because it’s dangerous
Jemma“Jemma?” Fiona’s voice pushes through my foggy mind and when I try to sit up, a sharp pain shoots through my neck. “Did you sleep here all night?” I blink to focus and Fiona’s worried face appears beside me.“I think I did.” I rub my neck as I get up.“I will prepare a warm bath and then, while you relax, I will let Sam know that you aren’t coming down for breakfast this morning. Would you like your usual brought up?” Fiona disappears into the bathroom and I can hear the water run as she moves around.“That would actually be nice, but I have to face Sam at some point, so no. I will take that bath though, but I will go downstairs for breakfast.” I figured out that even though they are what they are, they are still human.I have a multitude of questions and the only way I’m going to get answers is if I face Sam head on. I spend just enough time in the bath to relax my muscles and then rush to get ready. As I walk into the dining room, I can feel the tension.Mark is talking to Sam
JemmaWe walk upstairs, and I refuse to go into his room while he puts something on. When he comes out, he is dressed in a casual pair of trunks and a t-shirt and still walking barefoot. I give him a once over, but my mind just burned that naked image of him into my memory and now that is all I can see.“Let’s get a drink.” He holds out his hand. I look at his hand and, without a word, turn on my heel and waltz right back downstairs. I don’t even wait for him. I can hear him behind me. Hell, I can literally feel him behind me as we walk into the library, and he walks straight to the drinks tray.This time when he offers me one, I take it. I empty the glass almost instantly, letting the warm liquid burn its way down as I feel it calming my nerves just a little. Sam sits down on the couch, but I can’t sit. I pour myself another drink and suddenly understand why he wanted to give me one earlier. I pace back and forth a couple of times in the awkward silence until finally, I turn and glar
JemmaI have to wait to try and figure out as we are shown to a private booth at the restaurant. I have seen it from the outside, but I’ve never been able to afford to eat there. We take some time to decide on what we want to eat, and I am nervous when I look at the prices.But I order nonetheless and when our drinks arrive, I sit back and study Sam for a moment. He is really handsome. If this was all real, then I could imagine falling in love with him. The thought hits home and I sit forward.“Tell me about the wolves in the forest. There! There it is again! That look!” I point at him and then notice that the table nearby has gone silent and are now looking at me. I sigh when I look at Sam, who is smiling.“It’s not funny, Sam.” I grab my wine and take a huge sip, nearly spitting it right back out when it goes down the wrong way.“I’m sorry, I’m sorry!” He waves his hands through the air in submission. “Okay, the wolves are protected, but they do get us into some difficult positions.