A shrill scream broke the silence of the night, then came after the sound of shattering glasses. In the corner of a grandiose dark room there curled up a girl, shivering in fear and hugging herself with her hands bleeding because of shattered glasses. She grabbed a handful of her hair and screamed again, she picked up a shard of her broken mirror and threw it away from her, not minding her already bleeding hands.
Her mind clouded with voices of ghosts and demons that haunt her very being. The ghosts of her past. No matter how much she covers her ears or tried to drown these voices with her shrill screams it echoes so loud it drives her to the end of her wits.
The reflection of Morrigan’s angelic face now distorted with the shattered glasses all over her pristine marble floor. Her white nightgown smeared with her own blood, the gown that used to be the color of snow now tainted with blotches of blood. She violently swept the frame of her broken mirror away from her, creating a loud thud further disturbing the silence of her grand room. Her labored breathing became even heavier, shutting her eyes and covering her ears.
The voices inside her head keep on growing louder and louder. There's no way to drown it with any noise she tried. Her throat already feels dry.
“Go away!” She screamed at the top of her lungs. Her voice is hoarse. “Go away!”
Kicking violently, swaying around that one corner with her feet stepping over the broken glasses. These shards slowly sank deep into her feet but Morrigan is too numb to feel it. Slowly sinking in one corner all she can do is hug herself as tears and sweat started to flow down her beautiful face.
“You’re all dead, why don’t you leave me alone!” That was not an inquiry but rather an order to something, someone who cannot be seen. Order for these invisible creatures to leave her alone, that them leaving will give peace to all. Order to these voices that mocks her to go away and let her live in peace.
Blood drips down her arm soaking the sleeves of her nightgown with her own blood. Morrigan’s eyes are bloodshot with traces of fear and anguish evident to her chestnut-colored eyes. Her anger slowly stirred inside of her.
They turned her to who she was right now, she thought. She’s the monster they made, and she was also their downfall. In her mind, these voices in her head that continue to haunt her should have known what kind of monster they are slowly turning her to be. They should have expected that in her hands they will meet their demise.
She’s the monster no one expected her to be, but no one knows what happened behind the tall walls and the closed gates of the palace. What they did to her turned her to be this way, she didn’t want to, she was rather forced to become one.
If she didn't it was her demise that will be inevitable.
No amount of screaming shied away from the voices inside her head, they only got louder that Morrigan cannot think of anything anymore. Her whole body numb already, her hand and feet still bleeding but she didn’t seem to mind that her porcelain skin now has a stream of blood that tainted her. Hoisting the skirt of her flowy nightgown, further staining it with her blood, she reached to her bed and pulled out a dagger under her pillow.
“I said go away!” She screamed at the top of her lungs, stabbing the already broken frame of her mirror further shattering the glasses attached to it. Her tears stream down her face non-stop, cold sweats trickling down her forehead. Her eyes fiery with fear and anger as she stares at the broken mirror lying on the floor.
When the voices in her head started to fade away, her knees had gone weak and her body collapsed above the shards of glasses under her feet. Not minding the broken glasses that are now cutting and piercing her legs she picked up the largest shard she can reach.
Staring back at her is the same chestnut eyes that are full of fear. Her pale face is half covered by her raven hair but the streaks of gray hair on her could easily catch the attention of many. “They’re gone…” She whispered silently, a smile drawing on her beautiful face. The smile slowly turned into a giggle, eventually to sophisticated laughter, then to a shrilling maniacal laugh that could make one's hair rise.
“Of course! They’ll be gone, they’re dead! I killed them all.” Her eyes went to the dagger that remained piercing the frame of her mirror. “I killed them all with my own hands. They can’t do anything to me, I’m their queen.”
She reached out to her dagger and pulled it out of the frame. Looking at her reflection from the dagger. “Yes, I’m their queen, no one will dare hurt me again.” She maniacally laughs while stumbling to stand up. She sat on the edge of her bed. Her eyes wandered around her grandiose room, then coming back to the broken shards below her.
“No one will dare mock me, no one will dare to look down on me… I’m their queen.” She says as she hugs her legs and rests her head on her knees. Rocking herself back and forth. Repeating her words in hush whispers.
No one knows this side of her, no one knows about the insanity of Morrigan, and no one will even dare to know this side of her. One can only imagine what insanity can do.
Morrigan continues to rock herself back and forth on the edge of her bed as she stares at the luminous moon outside of her window. A sly smile drawing on her lips.
“I’m their queen…” She repeatedly whispers.
A calloused hand gently caressed Morrigan’s wounded hands. His warm hands emit warmth to Morrigan’s ice-cold hands that had been soaked to her own blood for the whole night. A young man gazed at Morrigan, trying to find her eyes. “My Queen, what happened?” He inquired. Morrigan’s chestnut-colored eyes bore to the young man with ginger hair kneeling in front of her. Their gaze meeting and the dead expression in Morrigan’s eyes slowly lit up with life. “Colfre,” she called out in a small voice. Her voice is still hoarse from all the screams she did last night. She’d been in a daze for the whole night, unable to close her eyes and rest her fragile body. “I’m here, my queen.” Colfre’s hands gently squished her hand, gentle enough to not hurt her further from all the cuts she had, and enough to make Morrigan feel the assurance that someone is beside her.
“Morrigan!”A familiar voice echoed inside of Morrigan’s head but when she opened her eyes all she could see was darkness. Morrigan could feel a suffocating sensation on her throat and dark clouds shrouding her. It envelops her and she finds it harder to breathe even further, she’s drowning as these clouds continuously envelop her and the familiar voice continues to call her name desperately. Morrigan tries to free herself from the dark cloud strangling her but it keeps on tightening around her as she struggles to get out of it, suppressing even her own ability to seek and call out for help.“Morrigan! Run away from here!” It was the s
“Leave me alone!” Morrigan threw a porcelain water jar that was used by her servants to scoop water from the pool to help her take a bath. The servants around her were startled as the young queen started to throw a fit. No one knows what to do, what to say, and how to make the young queen calm down. Ever since the day she took over the throne a lot of things have changed in the palace and with these changes comes eccentricities. Morrigan did not only allow servants to touch her and there are more guards outside the palace walls than inside. There are more rules one has to comply with and the young queen employs more guards. At night, the queen was often heard throwing things around her chambers, breaking expensive vases or unsheathing decorative swords. And by the morning servants and guards will see her in one corner beside her bed, fresh wounds and dried blood on her wrist and
Morrigan can clearly remember the day Colfre first saved her, the first time they met vividly like it just happened yesterday. The memory of that day where she danced with death underwater with the threat of drowning and a perpetrator assassinating her. She can clearly remember how she sank down the deep part of the pool thinking it will be her eternal abyss, where her life will end in that moment not until a young man clad in black jumped in the water and saved her from her almost demise. A young man with ginger hair and bright hazel eyes brought her back to the surface just in time.It was the same young man standing near the door of the bathhouse with his back facing her. It was the same bathhouse and the same pool that almost witnessed her demise. The same lavender aroma embracing the place that once was overpowered by the rancid scent of blood. It was all the same things that remin
The matter in the borders is far more serious than Morrigan could have imagined. The stench of decaying bodies that were not properly buried, ravens flocking on the pile of dead bodies at one side. The land is so dry, once the wind blows it turns into ashes. The carcass and cadavers served as the food of ravens while the people who barely survived the famine were dying in hunger, craving for a single drop of water to quench their thirsts, the children were stricken with malnutrition, their parents barely eating till their bones were sticking on their skins.Draped in a red cloak, Morrigan watches her people in horror. The reek of decaying dead bodies lurking around the borders. “How bad was it?” She asked Colfre, who is also observing the whole place. She walked further but as she went further the piles of bodies around her scared her of what she might see as she went to the
The door creaks ominously and a shadow emerges on the marble floor as the dim-lit hallway casts its light on the man who went inside of Morrigan’s room. His heavy footsteps echoing inside the grand room as he approaches the young princess who cried herself to sleep for another night. Morrigan is tucked in bed with her blankets cocooning her, the young princess hugging herself as the warmth of the duvet gives comfort to her aching heart.His hand adorned with golds and diamond rings reached out to the innocent face of the young princess caressing it lightly. The cold jewelry kisses Morrigan’s skin, making her shiver. Morrigan shifted and tucked herself further under her duvet but the man who approached her trapped her. Both his arms on either side of her head, gawking at the young princess' soft and delicate features.
“Can you tell me your name?” Morrigan inquired as she stared at the eyes of the child. Those eyes are dark and blank, almost lifeless. A gaze that is all familiar to her. The child didn’t respond to her but instead reached out for a handheld mirror ornate with pearls. “Can you understand me?” She asked. The child looked at her and nodded, after that brief nod the child went back to appreciate the details in the mirror. “Can you talk?” This time even though the child didn’t look at her it timidly nodded its head.“Can you tell me your name?” She repeated her inquiry earlier, the child’s eyes went to her. The child whispered something under her breath that Morrigan couldn’t decipher. She heaved a sigh and sat beside the child. She watches as the child continues to stare at the mirror. “Do you like it?” The
“Thank you, Your Majesty…” An elder bowed his head as he received a bag of food and clothes that Morrigan personally handed him. Morrigan’s heart sank as she watches these elders from the borders that braved the unbearable heat just to have food that will fill their stomachs and water that will quench their thirst. They didn't mind how frail their bodies are right now because of the drought that hit them. She couldn't help but bit the insides of her cheeks as she studies the situation at the border. "What we brought is barely enough," she muttered under her breath. Even with the objection of some ministers, Morrigan decided to use the stocked up food from the granary to answer the relief operations to the borders but she didn't expect that despite the fact that they used up some of the goods stocked in the granary it will still be enough on how big the effects of the drought to the borders.