Butterflies. That fluttering sensation in your stomach. Most people associate it with love, excitement, or the thrill of the unknown. For me, itās more complicated. Sure, I feel them when Iām dancing with my best friend at a club or acing a tough project at work. But today, there are no butterflies.
Today, my stomach feels like lead, sinking deeper with every word my mother says. āWe know this is a lot to process, Sophia , but itās for the best,ā she says, her perfectly manicured nails tapping nervously on the arm of the leather couch. My father, usually a silent observer in family drama, looks worse than usual. His gaunt face, framed by graying hair, makes him seem like a ghost of the man I grew up admiring. Heās hunched over in his chair, gripping a whiskey glass like itās the only thing tethering him to reality. āāFor the best?āā I echo, my voice sharper than I intend. āYou want me to marry some stranger to save your failing business? Are we in the 1800s?ā My motherās lips thin into a line. āSophia , weāre not asking you to fall in love with him tomorrow. Just meet him. His family is willing to invest in your fatherās company, but this alliance is⦠conditional.ā There it is. The ugly truth. Conditional. My father finally speaks, his voice raspy and weak. āPrincess, the Lorenzos are powerful. Their son, Dante, is a good man. This could secure not just the business, but your future.ā I stand abruptly, nearly knocking over the coffee table. āSecure my future? By selling me off like some pawn in a chess game? I have a boyfriend, Dad!ā āLiam ,ā my mother says, with an exaggerated roll of her eyes. āThe same Liam whoās been cheating on you? The one you keep taking back like a fool?ā That lands like a slap. My vision blurs with anger, and my cheeks flush hot. āHow do you even know about that?ā āBecause everyone knows, Sophia !ā she snaps, rising to her feet. Her tone is sharper now, her composure cracking. āDo you think Clara hasnāt told me about the countless times sheās seen him with other women? And yet, you cling to him like heās your savior.ā Clara. The name twists like a knife in my gut. My best friend. The one person Iāve confided in about everything, including Liam ās betrayals. āDonāt drag Clara into this,ā I warn, though my voice wavers. āOh, sweetheart,ā my mother says, her voice dripping with mock pity. āYou really are naĆÆve, arenāt you?ā She crosses her arms, her eyes glinting with something I canāt quite place. āDo you want to know who Liam was with last weekend? At the hotel? It wasnāt just any woman.ā I freeze. The room seems to tilt. āWhat are you talking about?ā I demand. She hesitates, then delivers the blow. āIt was Clara.ā The air is sucked out of the room. My knees threaten to give way, but I steady myself by gripping the back of the sofa. Clara? My best friend? āNo,ā I whisper, shaking my head. āYouāre lying.ā āAm I?ā She pulls out her phone and taps the screen a few times before handing it to me. There, staring back at me, is a blurry but unmistakable photo of Liam and Clara, locked in a passionate embrace outside a hotel. It feels like the ground beneath me has shattered. My mother takes the phone back and places a hand on my shoulder. āYouāre worth more than this, Val. Dante is a billionaire. A good man. Heāll treat you like a queen, not some option he can discard when something shinier comes along.ā I canāt hear her anymore. My mind is racing. Liam and Clara? How long has this been going on? Was every kind word, every laugh we shared, a lie? āI need air,ā I mutter, heading for the door. āSophia , this isnāt going away,ā my mother calls after me. āYouāre meeting Dante tomorrow. Like it or not, this is happening!ā I donāt respond. I slam the door behind me and walk down the dimly lit street, the cold November air biting at my skin. Liam . Clara. And now Dante, this mystery billionaire Iām apparently destined to marry. My life feels like itās spiraling out of control, and I have no idea how to stop it. One thing is clear, though. Tomorrow, Iāll be meeting Dante . Not because I want to, but because I need to know what kind of man would agree to something this absurd. But deep down, a tiny voice whispers that meeting him might not be the worst thing in the world. And that terrifies me most of all.Sophia's POVMany thoughts are running through my head while he sits calmly beside me, driving the car. I still haven't been able to comprehend his confessions. I still haven't been able to accept that my Mother is right this time.I haven't come to terms with what he said. Being nervous around men has never been my thing but for weeks, I have been extremely nervous around him and I try as much to avoid him.I know he wants answers but I have nothing to say to him. I just wished he never confessed his feelings to me and I am still as clueless as ever. I doubt if I can ever become comfortable with him again."Are you ok?" He demands with a voice thick in concern.I spare him a glance. He is watching me with a worried expression while driving expertly with his left hand. I don't think I have ever seen him drive himself."Yes", I nod and gulp down loudly before looking away.He must think I am nervous about the information I got this night which involves my father and his but that isn't
Dante POVI ache so desperately for the remaining months so she can go and I can be back to my normal self.This is what she wants. If she wanted to be gone, then maybe she will be out of my mind as well.I hate this pathetic feeling in me. With my hand entwined with hers, we run all the way home. As soon as we are inside the massive gate, I let go of her hand and begin to walk faster so I can get away from her and away from the longing I feel.When I step inside, I hurry towards the staircase. I need to get rid of these clothes and have a hot shower before going to bed.I get to my door, open it and enter before proceeding to remove my clothes. I am halfway done when the door opens again and Sophia comes in.I hear her locking the door from behind and I turn back. "What are you doing here?""I want to sleep", she answers indifferently and begins to take off her wet clothes too with her gaze still fixed on mine.When she is done taking off the jacket and her top, leaving her in just
Sophia's POV Two hours of mindless Netflix binging and a bowl of bland popcorn later, I toss the remote aside with a frustrated sigh. The movie isnāt cutting it. The popcorn? Tasteless. My patience? Hanging by a thread. Nothing seems to hold my attention these days, and the boredom is gnawing at me. Itās not just boredom, itās something deeper. Restlessness. At first, I thought changing my surroundings would help. I left my room for Danteās, hoping being in his space would ease the monotony. It worked, but only for a moment. Now, Iām back to feeling suffocated. I need to get out. Back when I was with Liam, boredom was never an issue. If it crept in, the solution was simple, Liam or parties. I donāt miss Liam, but I do miss the freedom of my old life. No heavy expectations. No endless worries weighing me down. Now? Iām stuck worrying about Dante, about our rocky relationship, about my parents. Dante is colder than I ever imagined he could be. Itās like heās punishing
Dante's POV The anger simmering inside me refuses to fade, even after I apologized to her. It's an unshakable rage mixed with a suffocating tightness in my chest and a hollow ache in my stomach. I canāt get a grip on my emotions as I sit at the bar counter downstairs, staring at the glass of whiskey and wine I just poured. The sharp tang of the alcohol barely registers as I gulp it down, trying to drown the storm inside me. I wish none of this had happened. I wish I hadnāt told her how I felt. Maybe then, things wouldnāt have spiraled like this. Sheās still in love with him. Liam. Heās the one she wants, or at least he was before I came into the picture. If she hadnāt learned about the arranged marriage, would she have taken him back? Accepted his apology? Maybe itās not as easy to erase your first love as I thought. Maybe she misses how he used to kiss her. āDamn it!ā I slam my fist against the counter, wincing at the sharp pain that follows. I didnāt see this coming.
Sophia's POVFinding out such a significant part of my life like this is something I never wanted Mother to know about. I never thought it through seriously. I just assumed she wouldnāt care as long as her ambitions were fulfilled.But seeing her standing there, mouth agape, I feel a deep sense of shame. I wish she hadnāt overheard my conversation with Dante.Itās mortifying.Almost as mortifying as Dante finding out Iām still a virgin despite all the wild parties, reckless behavior, and my headstrong attitude."A contract marriage?" she repeats, as though she still canāt believe what sheās just heard. Finally, she shuts her mouth. I slump onto the bed, my head bowed low in embarrassment.We shouldnāt have talked about this here."Sophia, talk to me. What does he mean by a contract marriage? Did you two actually sign a contract?" She grabs an ottoman and sits in front of me, her expression demanding answers.Iām guessing Dante was too furious to answer her earlier. He just made sure s
Sophia's POV Father is refusing to answer my questions. Iāve given him more than enough time, but his silence makes it clearāhe doesnāt want to talk about it. Iām sure he knows something. Either heās hiding something or trying to protect Danteās father simply because heās my father-in-law. Just like Dante said, how can we help if we donāt know the truth about their past? I try again, reaching out to him, hoping to persuade him to speak. Just then, the door opens without warning. I turn and see Mom walk in, her face lit up with excitement. āGuess whoās here?ā she beams, gesturing toward the open door. Dante steps in, looking...off. His jaw is clenched, and his eyes hold a look I canāt quite decipher. He closes the door behind him and walks in, his presence heavy. I didnāt tell him Father would be discharged todayāMom must have. We havenāt been on great terms since the other night, but even then, heās never looked this furious. Did something happen at work? Did he