Chapter 274 : One last time

Thea

The outhouse is dark and small. I'm sitting in the corner and wondering how it feels like to be in a prison or somewhere away from my own house. Where will I go now? I clutch my hair tightly, groaning in anxiety that's taking a toll on me for the last two days. My life has been completely destroyed and it is all because of— Me.

John was right when he said that I didn't value what I had. I didn't value him, my kids, my family and everything I got after marrying him. I took everything so lightly. I took everyone for granted.

I repeated the mistake again and again.

I loved him when it was too late.

And I couldn't even control my fantasies after falling in love with him.

My lust, and my sinful fantasies, were the reasons for my downfall. I scream, crying out louder and louder.

I know no one is hearing me and it causes more pain. I can't go to anyone. John won't come running to me, hearing me screaming. I don't have anyone to support me when I'm truly crying when I'm truly helpless