"I’m afraid to lose you and you’re not even mine."
~DrakeFlashback...
Anna picks up another picture from the set of pictures on the table and shows it to me.
"This is Amade, Eli's closest friend," I answered and she nodded and dropped the photo back down on the table.
"Yes, he is Eli's best friend and partner. They have both been brainstorming and working on some new projects in the last eight months. I don't know much about it because Eli believes it would bore me out and he's right. He's visited two times so far because just like Eli, he's preoccupied with the project."
I stared at the picture of the man with brown skin and thick black hair that makes him look boyish and high cheekbone and full lips and sable black eyes that seem to pierce into my soul even with the glasses he had on and I found myself intimidated and forced to look away
"Don't try to be something to everyone. Be everything to someone."~AnonymousThe phone in my purse begins to ring and I bring it out I see the caller ID as Anna and I flip it open and place it to my ears a little confused because I already called her earlier today."Hello, Anna?""Hello, Quynn," she replies with a somewhat amused tone of voice. "Nice gown, Eli knows how much I love neon green. How's the party going?" She asks.I turn around in my seat, wondering if she's the bar. She somehow knows what I'm wearing and that means she's either here or someone is here watching me. She still having people follow me and report back to her.I feel anger begin to boil in my blood, knowing how much I'm already sacrificing just to be her perfect Ms Wilson and yet still being followed, but I try not to dwell on it.I stare around try
"The truest form of love is how you behave toward someone, not how you feel about them."~Steve Hall"I want to say thank you to my partners, thank you to the optical department, research team, the design team, the public administration team, the testing team. You guys are amazing and also I would want to thank someone who wasn't part of the team but rather a part of my team. My fianceé, Anna Wilson."All eyes turn to look at me and the anger in my face as a result of Keffi words vanishes away. I look up with a little smile at him to find him grinning up from the stage and he mouths an "I love you," causing my smile to increase.After his speech, we make our way home, it was Friday so there was no need for me to go back to my place.Over the next thirty minutes drive home, we remain silent. I didn't say anything because I was lost in my thoughts.
"You live your life with a sense of guilt. You have to do something good. You have to earn the right to be here."~ThomasI open my eyes and I'm in a comfortable king-size bed and my eyes scan the room that I'm in Anna's room. I sigh and sit up on the bed. I barely did anything before falling asleep last night. I was too exhausted to even think about everything that took place at the dinner or the little talk I had with Eli. Maybe I shouldn't have said a thing about Keffi because even he was oblivious to how she felt about him until I blurted it out last night. As far as I know, Eli's heart and commitment to the wedding is what Anna told me to keep them constant, even if she might not make him happy at the end of the day.He seems happy with the idea of her though.After putting on my shower cap, I make my way into the bathroom and after a quick debate about whether or no
"Family love is messy, clinging and of an annoying and repetitive pattern, like bad wallpaper."P. J. O’RourkeIt is no longer news that nothing has gone how I planned, but that's the thing with life, it is filled with unforeseen circumstances. Spraining my ankle was one of them, seeing the doctor on Eli's order was the second, being told I had to wear flat shoes for at least three days (which for me was a prayer being answered) was one of them.I did see grandma Elizabeth and ended up spending much time together, which wasn't stated in the rule, in fact, her name appeared in only rule #12 which said: Avoid any conflict with Elizabeth Wilson.The other documents stated how Elizabeth, just like Jumia, was never a fan of Anna and they all only got along because of Eli. Though old, she seems to not be on Anna's favourite list either, but right now, I'm on my way over to her
"Home is where you are loved the most and act the worst."~Marjorie Pay Hinckley"Anna?" Eli's voice calls to me after I become blank for a moment thinking about what my prison cell would look like and how I would feel about my cell mate while in there because I am sure that's where I was going to find myself in the morning. The stories I heard of prison life weren't nice, at least that was why Ade vowed never to go back there again.I snap out of my thought, "I meant to say, Hello, it's Anna, still practicing." I try to come up with the fastest lie and pray it would be believable. My hands are shaking, my teeth quivering and in my heart, I am saying a silent prayer to God that he keeps my cover safe. "Thank God you called, Eli, I was beginning to worry. I thought the flight would take seven hours at most?" I ask, trying to change the subject and my voice is still tensed and nervous and
"Anger, resentment and jealousy doesn't change the heart of others-- it only changes yours."~Shannon AldeThe next few days that followed I stuck I kept my distance as well as communication with Elizabeth, partly because I wanted to avoid all forms of confrontation with Jumia and also because I didn't want any troubles with Anna, a lot was at stake, including Luke and Paula safety. I don't want to cause more harm to anyone than I already have and doing this now, is doing more good than harm even though it doesn't look like it.Luke was good to me and I didn't want any harm coming to him because of me and Elizabeth shouldn't be fighting with her daughter because of me either.Elizabeth called the day that followed to apologize for Jumai's behaviour, but I told her that there wasn't a need to apologise. Jumai was so blunt and cruel with her words and I thought she'd taken
"Nothing can wear you out like caring about people."~S.E. HintonAs the door closes behind Rosalinda, I pull out my phone and I dial Anna's number. I needed to tell her things were out of control and let her know I was the cause of it and also for her to know what I was about to do, I felt like she needed to hear it from me and though she hasn't said anything in the last few days, I know she knows what has been happening and at least now I come out with it.Anna told me that the closer I got to those around Eli, the more my chances of exposure was but this isn't about me getting caught which was a very good thing, this was about me making someone happy and I don't know if that exists in Anna's dictionary but she had to include it. Nothing has gone according to plan since last week and eighty per cent of it wasn't even my doing, and so I need her to listen to what I have to tell her.
“The most painful thing is losing yourself in the process of loving someone too much, and forgetting that you are special too.” ~Ernest HemingwayWe just recorded the biggest sale we've had since the month started and it is a thirty per cent rise against the previous month and how Oluchi and Francis did it, I would never know. This is part of my obligations and though it wasn't the most important, it was nice to be around my two PAs because they were two of the few people who didn't loathe Anna. They saw a side in her that they could work with and that is a good thing."It's all you, Ms Wilson," Francis praises while he claps his hands.I roll my eyes, "I did nothing." I state which in my defence is true. "I only had a thirty seconds talk with Mrs Cecil the rest was all, you guys.""Well, she said you were the most welcoming designers she ever met and