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I hate that I immediately notice how soft her skin is, how good it feels against mine. Especially as she is still lying, eyes dazed, breathing heavily, my hands placed gently on the back of her head and on her waist. I had just managed to catch her before her head hit the ground.
I’m not sure exactly why I was following her, watching her, noticing things about her that I should not be noticing. This afternoon, I swore to ensure that all contact with her would be minimal, until I could force my wolf to change its mind and find a more, less abominable mate… even though I was fully aware that it was virtually impossible for a wolf to do so. But the look that she gave me, the way I felt when our hands met, it drove me restless and unstable. Without realizing it enough to get a hold on myself, I found myself hunting for her, and have been essentially stalking her for the past hour. Like an idiot.
Damn. I know I already have a hard nut to crack convincing the pack that my decision to leave for 15 years was out of loyalty to them and for their best interests, not because I am a selfish, prodigal son, as I have heard through inside sources that my father has painted me to be. What on earth could I use to possibly justify bonding with my own sister, regardless that she is adopted?
Speaking of which… what happened to her? She was fine, basically stomped the way to her room, before jumping to her bed. Then she was up, headed to her cabinet and next thing I knew, I was flying towards her body as it crumpled to the ground. Did she touch something? Eat something?
I look around for a clue but all I can see is a little silver necklace beside her. Could that be? No. What could a little necklace do?
She had glanced up at me for a fraction of a second before her eyes closed but I can see that her eyes are beginning to flutter open again.
“Avara.”
She immediately disengages from my body once she opens her eyes and clutches her head.
“Are you alright?”
She gives me a look and rolls her eyes.
I chuckle. “Yes, that was a stupidly obvious question. What happened to you?”
She shrugs. “I don’t know. What were you doing in my room?”
And she is a bit brazen. I don’t know why a smile is hinting at the corners of my lips at the thought of that.
“I wasn’t inside your room. I was just around.” I look her straight in the eyes, hoping that my attempt to establish dominance will prevent any further questions.
It doesn’t.
“These are my quarters.”
“And I have the right to go wherever the fuck I want to go.”
A hard and last hit tactic. I know that will not rub in well on her. But I am stalking you because you are my mate and I cannot seem to keep away from you would have rubbed worse on her.
She stands. “Of course. The only the almighty Alpha-heir has the audacity to disappear from home for 15 years to return at just the right time to lay claim to the throne and immediately start acting like he owns the place and the right to invade in everyone’s privacy. Well, brother, I don’t give a shit who you are. I don’t ever want to see you in my quarters again.”
She hates me. Now that look makes sense. It was a look of pure resentment. And for what exactly? She barely even knows me.
Silas.
Of course he poisoned her mind against me. Of course.
“Listen, I do not know what my father has told you about me.”
“He didn’t need to tell me anything.”
“Well then, I find it insulting that you have gone ahead to make assumptions about someone who you don’t even know.”
“Assumptions?” She hisses. “Is the fact that you ran away from home for 15 years an assumption?”
“No, what the assumption is, is whatever you have painted in your mind as the reason for my departure.”
“There’s no possible justifiable reason for disappearing for 15 years only to arrive just when you are at the right age to take the throne.”
I find my irritation building. “Then you have a small mind. And I am not going to give my little ignorant sister the honour of explaining myself.”
She glares at me for a second, and then opens a cabinet and takes out a bottle. Once she opens it, a smell that immediately ticks me off fills the room.
“What is that?”
I see her shoulders tighten. But just as I am certain she has chosen to ignore me, she speaks up.
“My medication. It’s comprised of several vitamins. They keep me stable.”
Those don’t smell like vitamins.
“Who gave you the medication?”
“What are you still doing here, Kaeden? Thank you for breaking my fall, but please leave me alone.”
“I’m just concerned for you.”
She laughs as she fills the cap of the bottle and takes a swig. “No, you fucking aren’t. Don’t even try to convince me again that you are. I’m not the naïve little girl I used to be.”
“I don’t understand.”
“Good night, Kaeden. Shut the door behind you.”
KAEDEN“So... the moment of truth. After so many attempts at trying to get you to listen.” I laugh, trying to make the atmosphere less intense, really more for me than her.Because the truth about her origins and Silas plans are not the only things I intend to reveal to her tonight. I also very much intend to reveal that well, that she’s my mate.And I don’t even know how to begin.She laughs too. “Yeah, well, I really was a stubborn little shit, wasn’t I? And I would have saved myself a truck load of trouble if I had just listened from the start.”“Don’t blame yourself. You barely knew anything about me other than what my father must have told you. You had your rights to be suspicious.”“Oh, but I do. The signs were all there, glaring, really. But I let myself be deceived and gaslighted and lied to and now I don’t even know truth from deception anymore.”She sighs and I feel my heart ache for her, for all that she has been put through. And underneath the aching remains that relentle
JULIANI lean beside the oak tree at the training courtyard, watching the disaster subtly brewing. I don’t want to be here. I don’t want to have to co-lead a war that will surely end in my death, given the display that Kaeden showed, how so easily swooped in and took Avara, the magic he had at his disposal, one rivalling and easily defeat Silas’... magic?I wonder how no one has talked about it yet. About how the Alpha could shoot fire and dark tendrils of smoke off his fingers, dark tendrils that looked suspiciously like dark magic.But I guess that everyone else has something more dastardly on their mind. Just like me. And what is on my mind at the moment is the fact that I do not want to be on the losing side. The wrong side.My father hisses as he comes to my side. "Look at them," he hums, though his voice is like a razor. " because a single Gamma was found wanting."I look. The warriors are lined up in uneven rows, their shoulders hunched, murmuring, subtly resisting.Well, no sh
AVARAThis place is... beautiful.I look around at the trees, the birds, the wild flowers. I have not been in such a beautiful place for as long as I can remember, and I almost feel tears welling up in my eyes.I take a deep breath. Yep. Smells like freedom.“This place is beautiful, isn’t it?”I turn around. Kaeden is behind me, his hand finding it’s place at the base of my back. He looks down at me and smiles brightly.“It is.”“Well, great to know that you’re finally steady. I’ll need to show you around.”“Is... is this where you’ve been hiding? All those years?”He laughs. “Oh, well, this is part of it. But I couldn’t possibly stay in one place, not if I needed to extend the allies I was gathering, especially not with my father’s assassins after me.”“Silas sent assassins after you?”“Surely by now you know what sort of man he is. What he can do.”“I do.” I go silent, the memory of the horrors that I went through before Kaeden whisked me away flashing before me. I shiver. “I’m so
SILASI’ve been mostly locked in my office, thinking, recalibrating, restrategising.And also, very much so, beating myself up.I do not take losing easily and this is my biggest loss yet.Perhaps I have wasted some time over the days of brooding instead of making advancements. However, I do know that Avara is was in too bad of a shape when Kaeden took her to be in perfect health at the moment, no matter how many witches Kaeden has in his disposal and uses in an attempt to get her to recover.Dark magic doesn’t fade easily. And perhaps it has gotten me some time.Anyways, right now, my head is clear. And it is time to start making movements. I’ve thought up several extreme measures that I will take to recover my harvest, and now it is time to start from the basics.I ring my call bell."Cassius."The door opens. Cassius enters first. Julian follows, and I read him immediately, pale beneath his composure, still looking gobsmacked and shaken by the events of that night.“It’s been three
KAEDENMy jaw tightens.“Do not think we have not already deciphered this, Kaeden,” Maereth says, “But we would much rather like to hear it from your own mouth.”"She's..."The word catches.I exhale."She's nothing," I say.The lie lands in the air and sits there and immediately, comprehensively fails to convince anyone in the vicinity, including me.Dolores raises an eyebrow. “Nothing?”"She's..." I stop. Try again. "It's complicated."I look at them with imploring eyes, desperate to run as fast as I can from this conversation, but none of them budge. It takes a long time of just staring and hoping against hope that they bore of the conversation before I sigh and finally give in."She's my mate." I finally grit out. “The Moon saw fit to tie me to her. Are you satisfied?"Fenris growls in satisfaction. I nearly snap at him.Maereth's expression softens. "There it is," she says. “For a moment, I feared that those words would not come out of your mouth.”Dolores raises an eyebrow. "The
KAEDENIt has been three days.Three days since I tore her from that altar, since I felt the weight of her in my arms and understood how much of her had already been spent.Three days of watching her breathe, watching the colour slowly return to Avara’s lips and the hollows of her cheeks fill out. Three days of Fenris pacing behind my ribs, a restless, silver tide that only settles when I am within arm’s reach of her.And I remain restless, desperate to be by her side, watch her recover, be there for her.I’ve tried to convince myself that it is because of the discussion that we need to have, because of the plans we need to map out, because I need her to get healed as quickly as possible so that we can begin working on undoing all that Silas has done to dispel her memories and block her abilities.But I know that it is much more than that. I just find it difficult to accept it because anytime I think in that light, let myself bask in my thoughts and feelings, the knowledge of the sacr
KAEDENI stand in the center of the witches' sanctum, the low light of flickering candles casting long, dancing shadows against the stone walls. Three of my most important allies that I am expecting, werewolves of other packs, most of which have been subjected to a system of enslavement by Silas, a
KAEDENAvara stares at me silently for a long time, her face pale, her hands slightly shaking, a very unpleasant expression lining her face. Then, she slowly turns and leaves without saying another word. But I know that I have successfully planted several seeds of doubt in her mind. I have come as
KAEDENAfter seeing Silas at the Seculum, knowing the implications of the damned vesting that he had with the Mother of Shadows, there were so many things that I wanted to do… surge more for my allies, reach out to the elves and the pixies and the lonriars, the centaurs I met in the north, the giant
AVARA“Have you noticed that the warriors have become more intense in their training ever since Kaeden came back? My father told me that it was on the Alpha’s commands.”Julian is so close to me that his hot breath is all over my face and I can smell the bacon he had as breakfast. It’s not a partic







