LOGINSILAS
“Julius informed me that you collapsed last night.”
I bear it in mind to carefully study my little harvest as I speak, catching every hint of her body language to ensure that I am consistently in control in this delicate conversation that we are about to have.
She forces a fake bout of laugher. I have known for quite some time that she has resented the fact that Julius has acted like a hawk over her life, constantly questioning her and returning to me. I also know that she has chosen to be quiet about the situation because I have carefully trained her to believe that she owes a debt to the park, to me. I don’t even think she has gotten to develop love for the young man for the past two years that they have been together. But I know that she will not leave him until her dying days because she believes it to be her duty.
Well, luckily for her, her dying days are fast approaching.
“He told me that he thinks you have not been consistent with your medication.”
“I have, father. What happened last night…”
“Was as a result of some other reason other than your failure to follow instructions? Your insistence of placing me with the burden of having to deal with episodes of the likes you used to have as a child?”
“No, father. Gosh, no. I hate what used to happen to me as a child and I am most abundantly grateful for the medication. I take it religiously every night.”
“So what happened?”
She hesitates. “I.. I touched my necklace. The one I came here with. And then, I blanked out.”
The necklace? No, it is powerless, I made sure of that before letting her come with it here as a performance of empathy. She touched it and fainted?
“What a ridiculous story.”
“Believe me, father. It’s real.”
It will need to be investigated into, then.
“And where is this necklace?”
“I didn’t pick it up for fear but I am certain that it has been placed on the shelves by the maids, and since there was no call for alarm, without the same episode as I had.”
Hmmm. My mind is racing. Could that, could that possibly be a tool? Something that could help? Or a hindrance, perhaps?
“Well, I will have the necklace examined to find out the truth of your words. But for now, I have a theory of my own. My theory is that you are growing older, growing different.”
“Different?”
I edge closer. “Yes, different. More sensitive. More affected by the park, our powers.”
She frowns. “And that is bad?”
“I believe so. Or well, it can be. If left unmanaged. I believe that to truly cure you of these maladies, permanently, we may need to take more stringent measures.”
I realize at this point that I need to put on the performance of sympathy and care. So, I let my expression constrict to something warm and fatherly and place a hand over hers.
“More stringent measures, father?”
“Yes. Something to give you a permanent cure. No one should be hooked on medication for the rest of her life and certainly not my daughter. So, I have been in consultation with a lot of… doctors, spell makers, the likes, searching for a cure for you. And I am glad to announce to you that I think I may have found one.”
There’s disbelief across her face, a result of the years of dependency on medication.
“You’ve always trusted me, haven’t you?”
The brief moment of hesitation before her nod angers me terribly, but I withhold myself from harming her for her brief display of ingratitude and disloyalty. She is needed, after all.
“Scyla. Come in.”
I have done a wonderful job of dressing the Lamashtu demon as a respectable person with the knowledge of medication and a bit of the mythical scientific arts. She looks almost believable.
“This is Dr. Scyla. She will be in charge of taking you through the process of purification and empowerment.”
“What, father? I thought that I will simply be receiving some more medication, stronger ones.”
I laugh. The silly fool.
“Medication? Of course not. What has availed you is stronger than what simple medication can handle, my dear daughter. Medication can only subdue the symptoms, never cure the cause. For your treatment, you will be empowered with enough magick to enable your body to completely expel the negative effects of your powerlessness in the midst of the supernatural.”
“I will be made a magical creature?” She perks up.
“I mean, you may gain some powers on the path to your cure, I guess. But the ultimate aim is your freedom from the torments and the faintings and the nightmares and all that you have had to suffer due to your deficiency as a human.”
“Okay, father.” The excitement underlying her tone makes me want to burst into further laugher. “What do I have to do?”
“You would need to go through a series of… let’s call them rituals.”
KAEDEN“So... the moment of truth. After so many attempts at trying to get you to listen.” I laugh, trying to make the atmosphere less intense, really more for me than her.Because the truth about her origins and Silas plans are not the only things I intend to reveal to her tonight. I also very much intend to reveal that well, that she’s my mate.And I don’t even know how to begin.She laughs too. “Yeah, well, I really was a stubborn little shit, wasn’t I? And I would have saved myself a truck load of trouble if I had just listened from the start.”“Don’t blame yourself. You barely knew anything about me other than what my father must have told you. You had your rights to be suspicious.”“Oh, but I do. The signs were all there, glaring, really. But I let myself be deceived and gaslighted and lied to and now I don’t even know truth from deception anymore.”She sighs and I feel my heart ache for her, for all that she has been put through. And underneath the aching remains that relentle
JULIANI lean beside the oak tree at the training courtyard, watching the disaster subtly brewing. I don’t want to be here. I don’t want to have to co-lead a war that will surely end in my death, given the display that Kaeden showed, how so easily swooped in and took Avara, the magic he had at his disposal, one rivalling and easily defeat Silas’... magic?I wonder how no one has talked about it yet. About how the Alpha could shoot fire and dark tendrils of smoke off his fingers, dark tendrils that looked suspiciously like dark magic.But I guess that everyone else has something more dastardly on their mind. Just like me. And what is on my mind at the moment is the fact that I do not want to be on the losing side. The wrong side.My father hisses as he comes to my side. "Look at them," he hums, though his voice is like a razor. " because a single Gamma was found wanting."I look. The warriors are lined up in uneven rows, their shoulders hunched, murmuring, subtly resisting.Well, no sh
AVARAThis place is... beautiful.I look around at the trees, the birds, the wild flowers. I have not been in such a beautiful place for as long as I can remember, and I almost feel tears welling up in my eyes.I take a deep breath. Yep. Smells like freedom.“This place is beautiful, isn’t it?”I turn around. Kaeden is behind me, his hand finding it’s place at the base of my back. He looks down at me and smiles brightly.“It is.”“Well, great to know that you’re finally steady. I’ll need to show you around.”“Is... is this where you’ve been hiding? All those years?”He laughs. “Oh, well, this is part of it. But I couldn’t possibly stay in one place, not if I needed to extend the allies I was gathering, especially not with my father’s assassins after me.”“Silas sent assassins after you?”“Surely by now you know what sort of man he is. What he can do.”“I do.” I go silent, the memory of the horrors that I went through before Kaeden whisked me away flashing before me. I shiver. “I’m so
SILASI’ve been mostly locked in my office, thinking, recalibrating, restrategising.And also, very much so, beating myself up.I do not take losing easily and this is my biggest loss yet.Perhaps I have wasted some time over the days of brooding instead of making advancements. However, I do know that Avara is was in too bad of a shape when Kaeden took her to be in perfect health at the moment, no matter how many witches Kaeden has in his disposal and uses in an attempt to get her to recover.Dark magic doesn’t fade easily. And perhaps it has gotten me some time.Anyways, right now, my head is clear. And it is time to start making movements. I’ve thought up several extreme measures that I will take to recover my harvest, and now it is time to start from the basics.I ring my call bell."Cassius."The door opens. Cassius enters first. Julian follows, and I read him immediately, pale beneath his composure, still looking gobsmacked and shaken by the events of that night.“It’s been three
KAEDENMy jaw tightens.“Do not think we have not already deciphered this, Kaeden,” Maereth says, “But we would much rather like to hear it from your own mouth.”"She's..."The word catches.I exhale."She's nothing," I say.The lie lands in the air and sits there and immediately, comprehensively fails to convince anyone in the vicinity, including me.Dolores raises an eyebrow. “Nothing?”"She's..." I stop. Try again. "It's complicated."I look at them with imploring eyes, desperate to run as fast as I can from this conversation, but none of them budge. It takes a long time of just staring and hoping against hope that they bore of the conversation before I sigh and finally give in."She's my mate." I finally grit out. “The Moon saw fit to tie me to her. Are you satisfied?"Fenris growls in satisfaction. I nearly snap at him.Maereth's expression softens. "There it is," she says. “For a moment, I feared that those words would not come out of your mouth.”Dolores raises an eyebrow. "The
KAEDENIt has been three days.Three days since I tore her from that altar, since I felt the weight of her in my arms and understood how much of her had already been spent.Three days of watching her breathe, watching the colour slowly return to Avara’s lips and the hollows of her cheeks fill out. Three days of Fenris pacing behind my ribs, a restless, silver tide that only settles when I am within arm’s reach of her.And I remain restless, desperate to be by her side, watch her recover, be there for her.I’ve tried to convince myself that it is because of the discussion that we need to have, because of the plans we need to map out, because I need her to get healed as quickly as possible so that we can begin working on undoing all that Silas has done to dispel her memories and block her abilities.But I know that it is much more than that. I just find it difficult to accept it because anytime I think in that light, let myself bask in my thoughts and feelings, the knowledge of the sacr
SILASThe heavy oak doors of my study are nearly taken off their hinges. I don’t even have time to set down my glass before Scyla is across the room, fuming.Her human skin is flickering like a dying candle, patches of iridescent black scales erupting along her jaw and throat. Her eyes are wide, th
AVARAThe darkness clings to my skin like tar and dread is creeping up my skin. I am running, but the ground beneath my feet feels like teeth, jagged, ivory soil that bites with every step. I look back and the West Wing of the mansion is melting, the stone turning into weeping sores. From the shado
AVARAI hate you. I hate this relationship.Those are the words I want to spew as I stare at Julian, who is standing by my bedside, his hand lingering over my medication, his eyes bright with a triumphant glow that makes my stomach churn.Just a few hours ago, the guards informed me of my father’s
KAEDENThe corridor stretches, becoming longer than I remember it to be. The stone walls are beginning to warp, pulling away like heated wax. The air has turned into a viscous, freezing sludge that burns my lungs with every gasp.My room. I need to get to my room. I can’t help myself until I get to







