LOGINSILAS
“Julius informed me that you collapsed last night.”
I bear it in mind to carefully study my little harvest as I speak, catching every hint of her body language to ensure that I am consistently in control in this delicate conversation that we are about to have.
She forces a fake bout of laugher. I have known for quite some time that she has resented the fact that Julius has acted like a hawk over her life, constantly questioning her and returning to me. I also know that she has chosen to be quiet about the situation because I have carefully trained her to believe that she owes a debt to the park, to me. I don’t even think she has gotten to develop love for the young man for the past two years that they have been together. But I know that she will not leave him until her dying days because she believes it to be her duty.
Well, luckily for her, her dying days are fast approaching.
“He told me that he thinks you have not been consistent with your medication.”
“I have, father. What happened last night…”
“Was as a result of some other reason other than your failure to follow instructions? Your insistence of placing me with the burden of having to deal with episodes of the likes you used to have as a child?”
“No, father. Gosh, no. I hate what used to happen to me as a child and I am most abundantly grateful for the medication. I take it religiously every night.”
“So what happened?”
She hesitates. “I.. I touched my necklace. The one I came here with. And then, I blanked out.”
The necklace? No, it is powerless, I made sure of that before letting her come with it here as a performance of empathy. She touched it and fainted?
“What a ridiculous story.”
“Believe me, father. It’s real.”
It will need to be investigated into, then.
“And where is this necklace?”
“I didn’t pick it up for fear but I am certain that it has been placed on the shelves by the maids, and since there was no call for alarm, without the same episode as I had.”
Hmmm. My mind is racing. Could that, could that possibly be a tool? Something that could help? Or a hindrance, perhaps?
“Well, I will have the necklace examined to find out the truth of your words. But for now, I have a theory of my own. My theory is that you are growing older, growing different.”
“Different?”
I edge closer. “Yes, different. More sensitive. More affected by the park, our powers.”
She frowns. “And that is bad?”
“I believe so. Or well, it can be. If left unmanaged. I believe that to truly cure you of these maladies, permanently, we may need to take more stringent measures.”
I realize at this point that I need to put on the performance of sympathy and care. So, I let my expression constrict to something warm and fatherly and place a hand over hers.
“More stringent measures, father?”
“Yes. Something to give you a permanent cure. No one should be hooked on medication for the rest of her life and certainly not my daughter. So, I have been in consultation with a lot of… doctors, spell makers, the likes, searching for a cure for you. And I am glad to announce to you that I think I may have found one.”
There’s disbelief across her face, a result of the years of dependency on medication.
“You’ve always trusted me, haven’t you?”
The brief moment of hesitation before her nod angers me terribly, but I withhold myself from harming her for her brief display of ingratitude and disloyalty. She is needed, after all.
“Scyla. Come in.”
I have done a wonderful job of dressing the Lamashtu demon as a respectable person with the knowledge of medication and a bit of the mythical scientific arts. She looks almost believable.
“This is Dr. Scyla. She will be in charge of taking you through the process of purification and empowerment.”
“What, father? I thought that I will simply be receiving some more medication, stronger ones.”
I laugh. The silly fool.
“Medication? Of course not. What has availed you is stronger than what simple medication can handle, my dear daughter. Medication can only subdue the symptoms, never cure the cause. For your treatment, you will be empowered with enough magick to enable your body to completely expel the negative effects of your powerlessness in the midst of the supernatural.”
“I will be made a magical creature?” She perks up.
“I mean, you may gain some powers on the path to your cure, I guess. But the ultimate aim is your freedom from the torments and the faintings and the nightmares and all that you have had to suffer due to your deficiency as a human.”
“Okay, father.” The excitement underlying her tone makes me want to burst into further laugher. “What do I have to do?”
“You would need to go through a series of… let’s call them rituals.”
SILAS“Julius informed me that you collapsed last night.”I bear it in mind to carefully study my little harvest as I speak, catching every hint of her body language to ensure that I am consistently in control in this delicate conversation that we are about to have.She forces a fake bout of laugher. I have known for quite some time that she has resented the fact that Julius has acted like a hawk over her life, constantly questioning her and returning to me. I also know that she has chosen to be quiet about the situation because I have carefully trained her to believe that she owes a debt to the park, to me. I don’t even think she has gotten to develop love for the young man for the past two years that they have been together. But I know that she will not leave him until her dying days because she believes it to be her duty.Well, luckily for her, her dying days are fast approaching.“He told me that he thinks you have not been consistent with your medication.”“I have, father. What h
AVARAI wake up with my head pounding, my throat dry and my skin clammy. I lie still on the bed, not bothering to move, trying to gather myself, narrowing my eyes because the sunlight streaming into the room is stabbing at my eyes.It had been one hell of a night.I close my eyes tighter, press onto my memory and fragments of the dream and visions I had the other night claw at my mind.Hide the spark.What the hell is this spark?Nyxarel.That one came to me in a dream. Same frantic female voice. And right after that, I heard shadows of a voice that sounded like my adopted father’s voice.What the hell is a Nyxarel?And then blood, so much blood, tracing lines across persons whose faces I cannot identify. Cold eyes. Golden eyes. Fire and death.The thud in my head becomes worse and I instinctively force myself upright and reach for the bottle in my nightstand. I take a swig and the headache dies down, the voices silence, whatever has been stirring inside of me recedes and I begin to f
KAEDENI hate that I immediately notice how soft her skin is, how good it feels against mine. Especially as she is still lying, eyes dazed, breathing heavily, my hands placed gently on the back of her head and on her waist. I had just managed to catch her before her head hit the ground.I’m not sure exactly why I was following her, watching her, noticing things about her that I should not be noticing. This afternoon, I swore to ensure that all contact with her would be minimal, until I could force my wolf to change its mind and find a more, less abominable mate… even though I was fully aware that it was virtually impossible for a wolf to do so. But the look that she gave me, the way I felt when our hands met, it drove me restless and unstable. Without realizing it enough to get a hold on myself, I found myself hunting for her, and have been essentially stalking her for the past hour. Like an idiot.Damn. I know I already have a hard nut to crack convincing the pack that my decision to
SILASFuck.I stand by the floor-to-ceiling window of my study, watching the moonlight, my wolf, Alaric, howling, desperate to break out, run, kill, hunt, anything to deal with the deep anger brewing inside of us.Kaeden, that idiot son of mine, is back.The boy I had spent years trying to break and mold into my malleable weapon, and who decided to turn his back on me and run away 15 years ago, leaving me with nothing but a miserable note informing me that he was going away, and that he was not coming back anytime soon, has decided to spring back with eyes hungry for a throne he does not deserve.At age 33, the perfect age to ascend to the throne.And the idiot thinks that I will give it to him as I should. As I am expected to.Well, it has been a long time since I did anything that anyone expected me to do. And I am not about to change. Especially given my plans to rule forever.When Kaeden left, I must admit that I felt hurt at first, well, to be honest, very disrespected by his dec
AVARA“Who does he think he is, coming back after 15 years and acting like he owns the place?”Julian is rambling beside me but I can barely hear him, walking so fast that it is difficult to keep up with him. His jaw is hard, and cold anger is radiating off him.“I’m just as surprised as you are that he is back. I thought that he would never come back.”“Of course he does. Spends 15 years wasting away his life, neglecting the pack, the people, then waltzes back in talking about how he is ready for the succession. He shouldn’t have come back. He had become a ghost. Everybody had forgotten about him. Damn it.”I hadn’t. When Silas took me, brought me to him, I was scared, destabilized, terrified, my mind hazy, thoughts blurry. It was two days after that night, that night…I try to think again of that night and give up trying to recollect more than I know. Julian says it’s a trauma response, remembering so little of the night when my actual parents died. Silas, my adopted father, gave me
KAEDEN15 years.It has been 15 years since I left. Since I ran away from my pack in a desperate bid not to turn into my father. And now, I’m back.I was 18 when I left, filled with rage and cold bitterness. And a year prior, I had begun to unravel mysteries about my father’s rule, about why the magick creatures, the witches and the elven folk were slowly disappearing, about my mother.Anyways, when it was time for me to get tertiary education, I decided that I was going to use it as an opportunity to run away, to train, to make myself stronger than my father and then come back to hold him accountable for all the evil that he committed under the guise of being the most just Alpha there ever was.And now, I’m a man of 33, of the sacred age when an Alpha’s heir is to rise up to the ranks of Alpha whilst the previous Alpha settles into the role of regent. Now is the time.I have but 5 months until the blood moon, after all. And the blood moon is when I am to ascend to the throne.I stare







