Mag-log inKAEDEN
I lean against the stone railing of one of the dark balconies of the mansion, seething, my father’s words ringing in my ears.
To my long-lost son, finally back to his senses, at just the… perfect time.
I anticipated this, knew that he was going to slowly ensure that the hearts of the entire pack would be against me. I just didn’t anticipate the build up of anger that I would feel whilst watching it happen in real time.
I straighten myself. I really shouldn’t bother myself so much, reeling over his words. Not when there is urgent action to be done. Not when I need to move more quickly in showing my pack why I truly left.
Elias Kore, the lorekeeper, was one of the few people that I had informed of my plans to leave the pack and why and ever since I left, he has acted as my inside man, feeding me with information about the pack, my father’s usurpation of power and forceful expansion of the pack, of the depletion of the magical creatures in my father’s reign, of my father’s plans for immortality.
Tonight, he informed me of something terrifying. Father has brought in a Lamashtu demon, a terrifying creature of the darkest pits of magic, to the mansion. He said that my father intends to begin the rituals to unnatural immortality. And he informed me that he believes that my father may have in his possession, tucked away in some dungeon or something, a Nyxarel, the only one of this generation, and that with the Nyxarel in his possession, he finally has the major ingredient to initiate the process of immortality.
But I have a different theory as to exactly who this Nyxarel is. In fact, I believe that father has had the Nyxarel in his possession for quite some time and has just spent time gathering other extraneous requirements for the ritual. I believe that father has taken this Nyxarel, essentially his blood sacrifice, raised it on quiet obedience, and now believes that the time is ripe to commence, or perhaps, is rushing the process because I pose a threat to him.
I believe the Nyxarel is Avara. I mean, Elias informed me that there is a chance that whatever rituals that needed to commence would commence today, and I did witness father drawing her to a corner to give her an order, probably to meet him at some place where the ritual is supposed to take place.
Anyways, I need to certify if this theory of mine is true.
To protect her, Fenris moans, protect our Mate.
I groan, instantly feeling sick and lightheaded. It’s been just two years, but the feelings that I have had to fight feel like ones that I have had for years. The weight of the attraction I feel towards her, everything about her, her voice, her smile, the way she glams herself in flowy silk gowns and bright diamond jewellery. Her scent.
I feel an unwelcome feeling flow down and pinch myself in a useless attempt to get my head out of the pit it has fallen to.
It doesn’t matter that she is adopted. It doesn’t matter that we are both essentially strangers with the same surname and given father.
I refuse to be sexually attracted to my sister.
I’m helping her just as I would help any other person that Silas intends to murder for his selfish purposes, I chide my wolf.
Fenris scoffs.
My mind hovers to how Avara sat at the table at tonight’s banquet, quiet, in her beautiful green silk gown, acting as she has been conditioned to act, a the obedient little daughter, a ghost in her own home. I’m certain that he has manipulated her with the tale of obligation, filled her ears with stories of how she owes him for choosing to save her. And now, whatever her feelings may be, she must feel morally mandated to choose whatever path he picks for her, even if that path leads to her death.
My mind suddenly flashes to Julian, who sat beside her, his hand lingering on her waist possessively and a primal urge to rip the Beta’s son apart limb from limb overwhelms me.
No, I cannot let myself be distracted like this, pining away while her life is on the line. I need to act quickly.
The ‘medication’
Yes, of course. There must be a reason that my father has been making her down that foul liquid that smells faintly like poison. Maybe discovering exactly what it is will be the start gate to uncovering her history and father’s plans.
I look up at the darkened windows of the west wing of the mansion, her wing. She was definitely not thrilled the last time she saw me there, and I know that she will be even less pleased if she were to find me today. But between her feelings and her life, I am inclined to pick her life, with the added advantage of ridding the pack of the parasitic dictator that has ruled over them for far too long.
Because I just have the feeling that if Avara is the key to his immortality, then she is also the key to his destruction.
She has been summoned to wherever it is that my father intends to carry out his shenanigans, which means that she will not be in her quarters, and which means that this is the perfect time to move.
I immediately set out to the west wing, moving with the silence of a predator. None of the floor guards dare to question me as I bypass them, reaching Avara’s quarters very quickly.
Her door is locked, so I press my palm against the wood, feeling the mechanism and with a sharp, controlled burst of strength, I force the latch open.
The room smells faintly like her, of vanilla and wild berries and storm clouds. My wolf growls, his claws raking against the interior of my ribs. My mind swarms, and it takes me a long moment to get myself grounded again.
I move for her wardrobe and begin quickly and yet painstakingly hunting for the bottle. Before I can move further, I catch the medication seated on her bedside cabinet.
I move towards it, and pick it. It’s a small brown bottle with no label. I unscrew the cap and take a cautious whiff.
Belladonna. That’s what it smells like, well primarily, which is already bad enough. But I catch a whiff of something that smells even worse.
In my bag, I hunt for a tiny vial and carefully extract a bit of the medication. I know some friends that can help me detect exactly what it is and why she is being fed with poison.
I turn to leave, and freeze.
“Looking for something, Kaeden?”
KAEDEN“So... the moment of truth. After so many attempts at trying to get you to listen.” I laugh, trying to make the atmosphere less intense, really more for me than her.Because the truth about her origins and Silas plans are not the only things I intend to reveal to her tonight. I also very much intend to reveal that well, that she’s my mate.And I don’t even know how to begin.She laughs too. “Yeah, well, I really was a stubborn little shit, wasn’t I? And I would have saved myself a truck load of trouble if I had just listened from the start.”“Don’t blame yourself. You barely knew anything about me other than what my father must have told you. You had your rights to be suspicious.”“Oh, but I do. The signs were all there, glaring, really. But I let myself be deceived and gaslighted and lied to and now I don’t even know truth from deception anymore.”She sighs and I feel my heart ache for her, for all that she has been put through. And underneath the aching remains that relentle
JULIANI lean beside the oak tree at the training courtyard, watching the disaster subtly brewing. I don’t want to be here. I don’t want to have to co-lead a war that will surely end in my death, given the display that Kaeden showed, how so easily swooped in and took Avara, the magic he had at his disposal, one rivalling and easily defeat Silas’... magic?I wonder how no one has talked about it yet. About how the Alpha could shoot fire and dark tendrils of smoke off his fingers, dark tendrils that looked suspiciously like dark magic.But I guess that everyone else has something more dastardly on their mind. Just like me. And what is on my mind at the moment is the fact that I do not want to be on the losing side. The wrong side.My father hisses as he comes to my side. "Look at them," he hums, though his voice is like a razor. " because a single Gamma was found wanting."I look. The warriors are lined up in uneven rows, their shoulders hunched, murmuring, subtly resisting.Well, no sh
AVARAThis place is... beautiful.I look around at the trees, the birds, the wild flowers. I have not been in such a beautiful place for as long as I can remember, and I almost feel tears welling up in my eyes.I take a deep breath. Yep. Smells like freedom.“This place is beautiful, isn’t it?”I turn around. Kaeden is behind me, his hand finding it’s place at the base of my back. He looks down at me and smiles brightly.“It is.”“Well, great to know that you’re finally steady. I’ll need to show you around.”“Is... is this where you’ve been hiding? All those years?”He laughs. “Oh, well, this is part of it. But I couldn’t possibly stay in one place, not if I needed to extend the allies I was gathering, especially not with my father’s assassins after me.”“Silas sent assassins after you?”“Surely by now you know what sort of man he is. What he can do.”“I do.” I go silent, the memory of the horrors that I went through before Kaeden whisked me away flashing before me. I shiver. “I’m so
SILASI’ve been mostly locked in my office, thinking, recalibrating, restrategising.And also, very much so, beating myself up.I do not take losing easily and this is my biggest loss yet.Perhaps I have wasted some time over the days of brooding instead of making advancements. However, I do know that Avara is was in too bad of a shape when Kaeden took her to be in perfect health at the moment, no matter how many witches Kaeden has in his disposal and uses in an attempt to get her to recover.Dark magic doesn’t fade easily. And perhaps it has gotten me some time.Anyways, right now, my head is clear. And it is time to start making movements. I’ve thought up several extreme measures that I will take to recover my harvest, and now it is time to start from the basics.I ring my call bell."Cassius."The door opens. Cassius enters first. Julian follows, and I read him immediately, pale beneath his composure, still looking gobsmacked and shaken by the events of that night.“It’s been three
KAEDENMy jaw tightens.“Do not think we have not already deciphered this, Kaeden,” Maereth says, “But we would much rather like to hear it from your own mouth.”"She's..."The word catches.I exhale."She's nothing," I say.The lie lands in the air and sits there and immediately, comprehensively fails to convince anyone in the vicinity, including me.Dolores raises an eyebrow. “Nothing?”"She's..." I stop. Try again. "It's complicated."I look at them with imploring eyes, desperate to run as fast as I can from this conversation, but none of them budge. It takes a long time of just staring and hoping against hope that they bore of the conversation before I sigh and finally give in."She's my mate." I finally grit out. “The Moon saw fit to tie me to her. Are you satisfied?"Fenris growls in satisfaction. I nearly snap at him.Maereth's expression softens. "There it is," she says. “For a moment, I feared that those words would not come out of your mouth.”Dolores raises an eyebrow. "The
KAEDENIt has been three days.Three days since I tore her from that altar, since I felt the weight of her in my arms and understood how much of her had already been spent.Three days of watching her breathe, watching the colour slowly return to Avara’s lips and the hollows of her cheeks fill out. Three days of Fenris pacing behind my ribs, a restless, silver tide that only settles when I am within arm’s reach of her.And I remain restless, desperate to be by her side, watch her recover, be there for her.I’ve tried to convince myself that it is because of the discussion that we need to have, because of the plans we need to map out, because I need her to get healed as quickly as possible so that we can begin working on undoing all that Silas has done to dispel her memories and block her abilities.But I know that it is much more than that. I just find it difficult to accept it because anytime I think in that light, let myself bask in my thoughts and feelings, the knowledge of the sacr
KAEDENI linger in the doorway, letting the silence stretch, staring at the little surprise I met in the room.Julian.He looks like a cornered animal, shoulders hunched, eyes darting toward the exits, his breathing coming in shallow, frantic bursts. Who would have guessed that I wasn’t the only on
AVARAFriends.I let out a sharp, jagged breath that is halfway to a scoff. The audacity of that man. Kaeden Vane returns from the dead after fifteen years of silence, stalks me, steals something from me, and then has the nerve to suggest we play at being "long-lost siblings."“Seems the both of yo
KAEDENThe air in the Silvermoon pack in tense and brittle as walk down the gravel path. I see them before they see me, groups of pack members lingering near the fountain, mothers watching their children, young warriors sparring in the distance. I deliberately keep my posture relaxed, my hands visi
AVARA"The guards found him in the north corridor last night, behaving like an absolute madman," Julian scoffs. "Talking to the walls, chanting nonsense, screaming at shadows. They say he nearly collapsed before reaching his room. It seems that wherever he spent the past fifteen years have broken h







