LOGINThe party didn’t end with a moment.
It dissolved. Laughter thinning out, music getting softer, conversations stretching into goodbyes and half-drunken promises to text tomorrow. The fireworks faded into the kind of quiet that always feels heavier than the noise before it. Poppi barely remembered walking back toward the house. She just knew she needed distance. From the yard. From the crowd. From him. And especially from Anchor. Because Anchor hadn’t said much after that moment. She didn’t have to. But the way she watched them—both of them—had changed. Sharpened. Like something she’d been unsure of had finally clicked into place. And now she was just waiting. Poppi felt it all the way up the stairs as she slipped inside. The house was quieter than the outside world, but not peaceful. Not really. People still lingered in the kitchen, voices low, cleaning up, stretching out the night. Madden was somewhere behind her. She didn’t look. She couldn’t. If she did, she might not stop herself from going back. So she kept moving. Down the hallway. Past the rooms. To her door. She shut it softly behind her like that could seal everything outside. But it didn’t. Because her body still remembered the way he looked at her in the yard. The way he didn’t pull away. The way she didn’t either. Poppi pressed her palms against the edge of her dresser, staring at her reflection in the mirror like she didn’t recognize herself. “This is a mistake,” she whispered into the quiet. It didn’t sound convincing. A knock came. Soft. Once. Her breath stopped. She already knew who it was. “No,” she said immediately, “Go away.” Silence. Then— “I can’t,” Madden’s voice came through the door, lower than before. Strained. “Not like this.” Her eyes closed. Her grip tightened on the dresser. “You should,” she called back. “We should both just—forget it happened.” A pause. Then his voice again, closer this time. “I tried. Poppi…please,” he said, with a gut wrenching pain in his voice. That did it. Her eyes opened. The room felt too small suddenly, too full of everything neither of them had said out loud for too long. Another knock. This one didn’t ask. Poppi turned toward the door before she could think better of it. When she opened it, he was already there. Hair slightly messy. Shirt undone at the collar. Like he’d been standing there long enough to lose patience with pretending. Their eyes met. And everything from the terrace came rushing back at once. His touch. His lips. The way he held her. How safe she felt. Neither of them spoke. They didn’t need to. Madden stepped inside. The door clicked shut behind him. The space between them vanished the way it always did, too fast, too inevitable, too familiar. “This is still a mistake,” she said again, weaker this time. “I know,” he replied. But neither of them moved away.Not because it wasn’t true. Because it was. The phone rang. Madden. Poppi answered. “Hi.” His voice came through the speaker, tired and quiet. “Hey.” For a moment, neither of them said anything. Then Madden asked, “You okay?” Poppi smiled sadly. “No.” He laughed softly. “Me neither.” She curled her legs beneath her. “How far are you?” “Still a long way.” “That’s not an answer.” “I know.” She could hear the road beneath his voice. “You driving?” “Yeah.” “Then don’t talk to me.” “I can talk and drive.” “No, you can’t.” “I’ve missed your bossiness.” Poppi smiled. “I’ve missed you.” Silence. Madden’s breathing changed. “Say that again.” “No.” “Poppi.” She laughed softly. “You heard me.” “I just wanted to hear it twice.” Her smile faded. “Madden…” “Yeah?” “I don’t want us to make this harder than it already is.” “I know.” “I mean it.” “I know.” “But I don’t know how to do this.” His voice softened. “Neither do I.” Poppi stared down at her stom
The house felt different without Madden.Poppi didn’t know how else to describe it.It wasn’t quieter.Fred was still moving around downstairs. Valyn was still in the kitchen, opening and closing cabinets as she cleaned. The television was playing in the living room even though nobody seemed to be watching it.Everything was exactly where it had been yesterday.And somehow, everything felt completely different.Poppi stood at the upstairs window, watching the empty driveway.Madden’s truck was gone.She had watched it disappear nearly twenty minutes ago.She had stood there until the very last second, until the truck turned at the end of the street and disappeared behind the row of trees.She hadn’t moved since.Her arms were folded tightly across her chest.Her hand slowly drifted down to her stomach.The baby.She still wasn’t used to thinking that word.Baby.Their baby.Madden was somewhere on the road to Maryland right now.And she was standing in Texas, pregnant with his child.
Madden and Poppi entered the gated oak tree near the wooden swing and sat. Poppi fidgeted with her hair. Putting it in and out of a ponytail. Madden gave her his undivided attention.“What’s going on?”She took a deep breath.“So I haven’t seen you much for the last month. And I have been kind of going through something on my own,” Poppi stated.Madden reached for her hand but resisted, “I’m sorry you have been dealing with something Poppi. I’ve tried to honor what we said and I stayed away. It is very confusing and heartbreaking for me. Anchor is just easier unfortunately. But we agreed to that, right?” Poppi nodded and looked out towards the barn. “I mean, we ended this Poppi. You wanted this. Me leaving, me with Anchor, this is what you wan—“ he began.“I’m pregnant Madden,” she blurted out. The words felt so heavy coming out. As if she pick them up and hold them in her hands.Madden stopped. He turned towards her with his eyes wide open. “What?” He asked.“I’m pregnant. With
The second decision proved even harder.Fred.Just thinking his name made Poppi’s stomach tighten.She loved her stepfather.He had raised her.Protected her.Believed in her when she hadn’t always believed in herself.He had been there for every birthday, every school event, every heartbreak. He had taught her how to drive, sat beside her when she cried, and never once made her feel like she was anything less than his daughter.And now she had to tell him the one thing that might completely destroy the life he thought they were all living.She was pregnant.With Madden’s baby.Her hands trembled as she sat on the edge of her bed, staring at the test sitting on the nightstand.She had looked at it so many times that morning that the two lines almost didn’t feel real anymore.Almost.She placed a hand over her stomach.There was nothing to feel yet.No movement.No bump.Nothing that should have made this feel real.And yet, somehow, everything had changed.Madden was leaving for Maryl
The house had never felt so loud.The laughter downstairs drifted through the vents while Poppi sat on the edge of her bed, staring at the pregnancy test she’d tucked inside the back of her nightstand. Hidden beneath old dance recital programs and birthday cards, it still felt like it was glowing.Two pink lines.She’d checked it a dozen times, as though somehow they might disappear if she looked hard enough.They hadn’t.Her hand instinctively drifted to her stomach.Nothing had changed.Everything had changed.A knock sounded softly against her bedroom door.“You awake?” Valyn asked.Poppi swallowed. “Yeah.”The door cracked open just enough for her mom to peek inside.“You okay? You’ve been awfully quiet today.”“I’m just tired.”Valyn studied her for a second, the way mothers always seemed to know when something wasn’t right. But after a moment she smiled gently.“Don’t stay up too late. We leave early to take Madden to the airport.”Airport.The word hit like a punch.Tomorrow.T
Back home Poppi and Madden stayed away from one another. They didn’t glance at each other the way they used to. Valyn noticed.Poppi was cleaning Thunder’s hooves out one evening and Valyn joined her. She pulled up a stool next to Poppi who was covered in dirt and hay. “Pops, you’ve been so down lately babe. What can I do?” Valyn asked, hand her a tool she was trying to reach. “Mom! Are you serious? You know why I’m sad. There is nothing you can do to change it so please just let it be until August 20th comes and he goes home,” Poppi said, letting Thunder rest her hoof. Valyn almost spoke but withheld. She knew her daughter was right. She hated seeing her hurt this way. “I love him, mom. You don’t care about that though do you?” Poppi asked.Valyn was speechless. She tried to form words…the right words. But she had nothing that would heal her heart. She hugged Poppi and then walked back up to the house. Poppi sat in the barn and cried. She couldn’t believe this was her life. Fa







