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Betsy's Pov
I stood at the window with my arms folded, staring at the town like it was a puzzle I hadn’t figured out yet.
Everything looked so… organized. The streets were clean, the lawns perfectly trimmed, and the buildings lined up as if someone had used a ruler to place them there. I was happy to be here.
It was almost too perfect. Like the kind of town that had secrets hiding behind its white picket fences and flower boxes.
My breath fogged up the glass slightly as I leaned in. Somewhere out there, I will be walking into my first class tomorrow. A new school, a new town… and maybe a new version of me.
And I'd meet my brother, Nick. It had been so long since I've seen him. Actually, I never really knew him much. My mum had taken me away from the town three years after I was born. And now…. I was back.
I sighed, inhaling the fresh air that was almost too perfect for me to not feel.
“Betsy!” my mom’s voice called out from downstairs. “Get your things arranged and come downstairs for dinner. You need to go to bed early. You’re starting college tomorrow.”
My heart skipped. It wasn’t fear, It was excitement—finally. I turned away from the window and grinned at my suitcase like it was a prize I’d been waiting to open.
I zipped it open and started packing all the essentials like clothes, books, a journal I probably wouldn’t write in, and of course, my favorite hoodie that smelled like the woods I missed too much.
I folded each item carefully, feeling this strange mix of nerves and joy. I caught a glimpse of my old notebooks from years back since I was homeschooled, and they were nothing I wanted to go back to.
It was quite messy, considering I never liked the idea mum gave. I was socially invested in everything, it wasn't easy being homeschoolled. But now, I can get over it.
I zipped up my bag and put everything in place, except for the former notes. They went into the trash.
Then I heard a loud bang.
The door flew open and someone barrelled into my room like a hurricane.
“Nick!” I squealed before even turning around.
My brother grabbed me into a bone-crushing hug, lifting me off the ground. His scent was familiar—forest, leather, and something distinctly him.
“You’re really here,” I said, grinning up at him. “I thought I’d have to wait till tomorrow to see you.”
“Had to sneak a few minutes before I’m dragged off again,” he said, tousling my hair. “You've grown so big since the last time I saw you.” He added.
“Yeah, yeah. You forgot all about me since you got a girlfriend, uh?”
“Not really. You'd meet her soon enough. She doesn't like to talk much but I believe you guys will get along.” He smiled. His eyes still fixed on me.
“I just hope no one at college thinks I'm a freak.” I chuckled nervously.
“Since when does the queen of talks and socialism start getting nervous, hm?” He teased, patting my back.
“Let's go for dinner. I'll be fine.”
I pulled his hands and headed downstairs. It was comforting. No matter how new this town was, Nick being here made it feel like home.
He always visited the little house back in the small town, but never stayed a night. According to my mum, he is our Alpha's beta and he has a duty. I didn't know what that meant though. I never got to know the pack members.
Dinner was quiet for a while, filled with clinks of cutlery and the soft hum of the overhead light. Mom had made roast chicken—Nick’s favorite. He was halfway through his second when his phone buzzed on the table.
He glanced at the screen and immediately stiffened.
“Sorry,” he muttered, standing up. “I’ve gotta take this.”
“Now?” I asked, frowning. “We were just starting.”
“It’s pack business,” he said vaguely, already halfway out the door.
I looked at Mom, eyebrows raised. “He just got here. Why does he have to leave so early?”
“He’s the Alpha’s beta, Betsy. Don't think too hard about it.” she said without looking up from her plate.
“But he just got here.” I insisted.
“When duty calls, he goes.”
I tilted my head. “Wait—Nick’s best friend is the Alpha, right? Doesn’t that change things? You said he's been very good friends with the Alpha since they were kids, right?”
“Yes, they are. You ask too many questions Betsy” she answered, frustrated.
“Well maybe I wouldn't be asking if you had just let me stay with those Nick considers family.”
“You should know better. I had reasons.”
“One you refuse to tell me about.”
“You're back here now!” She yelled.
I froze. I pushed too hard, and to ease the tension I had to speak less pissed.
“Is he ever going to have time for me?” I asked, my tone softer now.
“Friendship doesn’t change hierarchy, Betsy. Your brother loves you, but he has a duty to the pack.”
I didn’t ask for more. Honestly, I was still learning how all of this worked. Werewolf politics was like chess with claws. But I understood one thing clearly, my brother was important here. That made me feel proud… and just a tiny bit worried.
After dinner, I helped clear the table, kissed Mom goodnight, and headed to bed.
I lay under the warm sheets, staring at the ceiling in the dim moonlight filtering through the curtains. Tomorrow, I’d step into a college that taught both humans and werewolves how to live together. I’d be in a classroom where no one knew I used to fake being one of them. I wasn’t just learning—I was going to live as who I truly was.
I’d dreamed about this day for years.
To blend in. To be friends with humans and more friends with those who were like me—werewolves.
I felt sleep slowly pull me under, my thoughts floating away like leaves on a stream.
Betsy’s POVI was breathing so fast that I could hear it clearly. It felt like it didn’t belong to me anymore. It was coming short, loud bursts.I stood straight right in the middle of the forest, my chest rising and falling very quickly. I tried to keep my balance and stay from but my hands were shaking really badly. I curled my hands into fists just to give myself some semblance of control.But it wasn’t working. I didn’t have control over myself anymore. I didn’t know what the hell was going on with me at this point.“I don’t know what this is”, I said to myself as I unclenched my fists and stared at my plans. “I was getting better one moment and now it feels like something in me wants to break free from me like I had been holding it captive”.My eyes were blurry and I could feel a wave building up inside me.That same pressure and energy filling me again.Pushing and tugging, struggling to come out as if I held it in.“I can’t control it anymore, it’s too strong”, I repeated, my v
Betsy’s POVIt didn’t feel like it was stopping anytime soon, it didn’t even give me a chance to breathe.The feeling deep inside me kept growing and spreading itself through all parts of my body and I tried to ignore it but no matter how I tried it was still active.This wasn’t the pull or the bond acting up, this was something quite different from it.What was going on inside me was deeper and stronger and what was worse was that it was out of my control.I took in a deep breath and another washed through me and I clenched my fists tightly.“This is too much for me to bear”, I managed to say as my body was shaking. “It’s too… I can’t handle this”, I stuttered.Immediately my eyes widened, it was like it was being forced open.“Betsy”, Drake called softly, his voice filled with concern. “Stay with me okay, I’m right here with you and I’m not leaving your side”, he added.“Don’t let this try to pull you away from me”.I raised my head a bit and I looked into his face, worry was etche
Chapter 188Betsy’s POVMy chest was feeling suffocated as I tried to take in a deep breath, it felt like it was a great deal to breathe. My body was weak in such a way I had never felt before.But still, deep inside me something felt very alive, awake and active.It felt too active and I wasn’t calm and it didn’t feel right.I tried to force my eyes open but it felt like they were glued shut. When I first opened my eyes, things felt blurry and I couldn’t see things clearly. I rolled my eyeballs as I was trying to find something to focus on.Then bit by bit, my eyes were on him. Drake was right next to me.I noticed his hand holding mine firmly, his grip was strong like he was afraid I’ll vanish into thin air if he let me go.“Betsy”, he called softly. “Please stay with me, open your eyes, listen to my voice and come back to me”, he said, his voice filled with worry.I blinked slowly as I was trying to focus my attention on his face. But it still looked a bit blurry but at least I co
Drake’s POVEverything changed in a split second. Betsy was on the ground, lying still.“No… no, no…” I said softly as I rushed to where she lay and knelt beside her. My hands were shaking as I stretched my hands to touch her. “Betsy, please don’t do this,” I begged, my voice cracking a little. “Hey, look at me, please don’t do this to me, open your eyes”.Still, I got no response from her.I was filled with fear and I didn’t even know what to do at that point. I moved her hair gently out of her face, her eyes were tightly shut. “Don’t leave me, please,” I begged. “I know you can fight this, I know you’re stronger than this, and you can overcome it”, I said with a sense of urgency. “You can’t leave me, but like this”.I noticed Matteo coming closer, and for once, he was calm. “She pushed herself too far”, he said softly. “I told her earlier that she can’t keep resisting what has been destined”.I gritted my teeth immediately when he said that.“This is not the time for the rubb
Betsy’s POVIt kept getting worse by the minute.I couldn’t stand it anymore. The fight wasn’t just between the both of them, it was affecting me as well. I was feeling the effects of the fight.Every punch, all the movements felt like it was echoing in me and it was tearing me from inside out.I placed both hands in my head as I tried to keep my balance just as another wave hit me. “Can you guys please stop this already?” I said loudly, my voice already sounding weaker.They didn’t pay any attention to me, it was as if I was pouring water against a stone.Drake attacked Matteo again more furiously, his punches landing one after another without him pausing to catch a breath. He was fighting like he was out of control, like a force was pushing him to keep striking him more.Matteo dodged the ones he could.Again and again, the cycle kept repeating itself. “You’re taking this very far”, Matteo said as he dodged another punch.His voice was still sounding calm despite how he was movin
Betsy’s POVEverything about this gent wrong. The air felt too tense. It was as if something was pressing down forcefully in me chest, making it hard to think or even to breath and my heart was pounding furiously and I thought it could burst.I stood in between Drake and Matteo. They are facing each other, neither of them willing to step back.I felt like things would take a wrong turn if I didn’t intervene.“Can you both stop this before it turns into a crazy bloodbath”, I said to them.Neither of them looked at me and it made me feel like I was nothing, like I wasn’t even there and it was the both of them and that pissed me off more than I was willing to admit.“If you both keep pushing yourselves, it’s not likely things will get fixed”, I tried again. I tried to move a bit but my legs felt very weak.Drake didn’t move but what I said must have gotten to him.He clenched his fists and then he moved very fast before I barely had time to react.“Drake”, I managed to say but it was to
Betsy’s pov“I can’t just cut—”“If you don’t, you’ll drown in it.”And I believed him.So I pictured the bond, a blazing cord of fire wrapped around my chest and I imagined pulling it away, dimming it, pushing it behind an invisible wall.It didn’t sever.But it quieted.A little.I gasped, knees
Betsy’s povSeveral minutes later, I stood near the pack’s entrance as Matteo saw them off. I hadn’t seen Drake since and even though I wanted to know if he was okay, I knew it’d be better if we never set eyes on each other again.Nick didn’t look at me again. Not when the team regrouped. Not even
Betsy’s pov“I am tired of your weakness, Alpha Drake Tanner. And when this meeting is over, I am going to formally reject our bond.”I didn’t wait to see Drake’s face.I didn’t wait to see Nick’s.I didn’t wait for the way the room would collapse around me the second my own words finished echoing.
Drake’s povSix days.Six days since I tore the letter, six days since the bond became that raw, screaming wire, six days of relentless, unforgiving pursuit. My human form had barely seen the light; I had been running in my Alpha wolf form, driven by a blend of raw despair and the frantic need to p







