LOGINChapter Six
Nova Pov : Face your Fears
The past week has been like an intense virtual reality game between me and Grant.
I leave early for my internship, trying to avoid him, but no matter how big this mansion is, we somehow run into each other early in the morning. When I come back in the afternoon, it’s the same thing. Especially since we share breakfast and dinner, and he frequents the kitchen, gym, and library just as much as I do.
I’m tired of playing this game. Today, I’m putting an end to it, also to prove to Mr. Calloway, a.k.a. Grant, that I’m more than the “little girl” label he slapped on me.
The cook brought the dishes to the table, and soon after, Grant walked in, impeccable as always in a sharp suit and freshly styled hair. His black hair, streaked with silver, was the only evidence that he wasn’t getting any younger.
“Hope you had a nice day at work.”
I had to force my bravado to pull that off, and I almost regretted it when he just kept eating, acting like I hadn’t just swallowed every ounce of pride to speak to him.
“Fine.”
His voice was mechanical. Fine? Just fine? Ugh—this man is infuriating.
“How was it fine?”
The words sounded awkward the moment they left my mouth. I cringed internally. Ana Huang and Nora Roberts would disown me if they saw my flirting skills right now. But I was on a mission, and I wasn’t backing out midway.
“Just fine.”
Clipped. Straight to the point. I’d seen his cold side before, but I knew there was more to him than an ice cube.
I swallowed my food, sipped my drink, and switched tactics.
“The food is really nice. Are you enjoying yours?”
“Yes.”
“Should I get you more servings?”
“No.”
“More drink?”
“No.”
“What about salad?”
“No.”
I’ve tried. I’m done playing nice. Screw Mr. Calloway, it’s time to take this head-on.
“Grant, why are you being dramatic? You’re not still holding a grudge over what happened last time, are you?”
“No.”
Another one-word answer. I rolled my eyes and dropped my fork onto my plate with a clatter.
“Am I disturbing you? You can tell me. After all, it’s your house.”
“Yes.”
Did he just—
“Yes? Should I pack my—”
Before I could finish, he slammed his fork down and walked out toward his wing of the house.
Seriously? I wasn’t even hard on him. Okay… maybe I was being extra, but how am I supposed to survive months with a man who answers my greetings with a “Hmm,” like speaking more than one word will kill him?
Fine. Maybe I stressed him out. But no, I don’t feel sorry… okay, maybe a little. Still, if I apologize, he better say more than “okay” or I might actually lose my cool.
I got up and made my way toward his study, following the sound of his voice. I raised my hand to knock then froze when his next words reached me.
“If any motherfucker wants to settle a grudge, let him come to me head-on.”
His voice was colder than it had been at dinner. A burning candle would freeze in the chill of his tone.
“Don’t be a bitch sneaking up on my family. The next person I catch won’t leave disabled”
A brief pause
“I’ll kill the fucker myself and send his severed head in a bag to his family.”
Silence. Someone was replying on the other end.
When Grant spoke again, his voice was so low I had to press my ear to the door.
“Let this be the last time you reach out to me on behalf of anyone stupid enough to come near my territory.”
I wrapped my arms around myself against the chill creeping into my bones.
“I don’t do threats, Nick. I do action. And not just any action, it’s the bloody, long-torture kind.”
Goosebumps rippled across my skin. Before I could step away, the door flew open and I stumbled right into the arms of the man who had just promised to kill someone.
He held me steady until I found my balance, then let me go.
I couldn’t even look at him.
Fuck me. ‘Cause why couldn’t I just eavesdrop smartly like a normal person? Why do I have to be clumsy around him every single time?
My cheeks burned. “I’m… I’m sorry,” I mumbled, barely above a whisper.
I could feel his eyes on me, heavy and unreadable. After what felt like an eternity of silence, his deep voice cut through.
“Let’s have a meeting.”
He didn’t wait for me to follow as he walked back toward the dining room, which the staff had already cleared.
“My employees abide by my rules,” he said, his voice sharp with authority.
“Anyone under my roof is no exception. I’ve given you enough time to get used to the way things are.”
I nodded quickly, not wanting to provoke that cold scowl any further.
“Rule Number One—don’t you dare intrude on my privacy.”
He held up a thick pinkie finger.
“Rule Number Two—never speak to me unless I speak to you first. Except it’s an emergency.”
Oh wow. Authoritarian much? Is this supposed to scare me? Because honestly, his alpha energy is giving me ideas and I’m not ashamed to admit that none of them are wholesome. Involving leather straps, lingerie, handcuffs, and a sultry chorus of Yes, sir. And if I’m lucky, maybe one or two orgasms.
I’d tuned him out completely in favor of my little fantasy, so I didn’t notice he’d stopped talking until his gaze locked on me, his cold mask slipping into confusion.
“What’s that?”
He adjusted his wristwatch, eyes narrowing.
“What’s what?”
Had I said something? I didn’t say anything. Did I? Oh no.
“You said—no, you moaned ‘Yes, sir.’”
He made air quotes when he repeated the words, which could only mean one thing… Fuck me
I’d been thinking out loud.Again!!!
And not just thinking out loud, I moaned out loud.
Right next to a very pissed-off Mr. Calloway.
CHAPTER SIXTY THREENALA POVAfter Nova excused herself to go attend to the kids I realize I couldn’t possibly leave Isla here, her condition might deteriorate if care is not taken so I decided to take a big step without overthinking shit. I mentioned to Ivin to come closer then I borrowed his phone and dialed Sue.She picked on the second ring and I gave her a crash summary enough for her to know Isla but not enough to make her sound like a charity pity case. If I would be travelling to God knows where with Ivin and Isla ragged along it might not end well cause Isla seem to be afraid of Ivin even if she won’t say it out loud. “So she’ll have a job,” I said into the phone. “Not just a place to sleep. An actual reason to be there. That matters to her and really keeps her busy enough not to overthink or remember all those bad memories .”“Course it matters.” Sue’s voice came through warm and immediate, no hesitation in it at all. “Girl needs purpose, not pity. I got a spot behind the
CHAPTER SIXTY TWONALA POVThe estate looked exactly the way I remembered it, which felt strange considering how much of me had changed in the weeks since I’d last walked through those gates. Same warm colored corridors. Same smell of something baking somewhere. Same sense of a house that had learned how to hold a lot of people’s worst days without ever looking like it minded.I walked in slowly, careful not to let my ribs pain obvious or announce themselves. Small steps. Even breathing. The trick was in not thinking about it too hard, because thinking about it made my body remember it had permission to hurt.“Nala.” Nova came around the corner with Aurora on her hip and that bright, easy smile that always made a room feel warmer just by existing in it. “You’re here. You’re actually here.”“In the flesh.” I smiled back, kept my voice light, let it skate right over the top of everything underneath it. “Couldn’t stay away.”Her eyes did a quick pass over me, the kind mothers and older
CHAPTER SIXTY ONENALA POVThe line clicked on the third ring.“Sue’s, we’re closed, call back at a decent hour—”“Sue.” My voice cracked right down the middle of her name. “Sue, it’s me.”Silence on the other end. “Nala.” She said it like she was checking the word still worked in her mouth. “Nalayna Brooks.”“Yeah.” I pressed the phone harder against my ear like that could close the distance. The wind off the water kept trying to steal the sound of her voice and I hated it for that. “It’s me. I’m okay.”“You’re okay.” Something sharp came into her tone, the kind of sharp that only showed up in people who’d been scared for a long time and just found somewhere to put it down. “You call me okay after weeks and months of nothing. Weeks, days and months, Nala. I called that number your Ethan left me a dozen times. A dozen times and nobody answered and nobody told me a damn thing and I sat behind that counter every night wondering if I was gonna hear you were—”She stopped herself befor
CHAPTER SIXTYNALA POV“Pack light,” Ivin said, already halfway out the bedroom door. I noticed the way he talked and behaved around me like he was walking on eggshells and I won’t be having any of that. “Pack light for what, exactly.” I was still sitting on the edge of the bed pressing careful fingers against my ribs, testing how much protest they’d give me this morning. Less than yesterday. Progress, I guessed.“We’re leaving.”“Leaving for where.” He didn’t answer. Of course he didn’t. Ivin communicated in riddles and silences and the occasional devastating one liner, and apparently marrying the man hadn’t upgraded his customer service at all.I pulled a duffel out from under the bed and started folding things into it without much thought, mostly because moving my hands gave me something to do besides sit there turning his non answer over in my head. I've gotten good at packing light lately, seeing as my whole fucking life these days seemed to fit into whatever bag someone handed
CHAPTER FIFTY NINE : NALA POVI woke up not knowing where I was.That was the new normal apparently. Eyes open, body frozen, brain running a full threat assessment before it allowed itself to register that the ceiling was different from the room's ceiling, that the smell was different, that the bed beneath me was soft in a way that concrete floors and cots were not soft.Safe house. Ivin's.Right.I breathed.The breathing thing had become a whole process now cause it had to be deliberate and counted, the only breathing you did when your body had forgotten it was allowed to just breathe without checking first.Ivin was in the chair.Of course he was.Same chair energy as the hospital except this time he was awake, forearms on his knees, eyes on my face, and when he saw me register him he didn't move or speak or make it a thing. Just stayed exactly where he was and let me take my time coming back to the room.I appreciated that more than I had words for."Isla?" I said. First word out
CHAPTER FIFTY EIGHT NALA POVThe priest was a small man with kind eyes and he definitely looked like someone who had married people in stranger circumstances than this and had made peace with that being his life.He looked at me over his glasses when Ivin introduced us and said nothing about the bruising or the jacket or the fact that I was wearing clothes that weren't mine and had clearly not slept in something that felt like years."Are you here of your own free will?" he asked.I looked at Ivin standing beside me.Ivin looked back at me with that face."Yes," I said.The door opened behind us and Scar came in with Isla close to his side. She had Scar's jacket around her shoulders now, swimming in it, her dark hair loose and her eyes moving around the room with the careful attention of someone who had learned that new rooms required immediate assessment.She assessed the priest.The desk.The candles.Ivin.Me."What is happening?" she said in her careful broken English."We're get







