MasukCandice's P.O.V.
I woke to the sound of gunfire.
Not the far-off pop-pop of a range.
True, near, knocking on the windows of the club-house as hail on a tin roof.The next moment Mantovani pulled himself to his feet naked and deadly, half-closing his eyes and with a gun in his hand. Moonlight parted the curtains and left silver streaks on his mutilated back as he went to the window.
Stay down, he said ice-cold.
I scrambled to the floor yet, heart beat to my ribs. This was followed by a second eruption of automatic fire that cut through the night, there was then an Italian shout, and the bikes were gearing.
He turned back, with flaming eyes, and looked at me. "Sheriff's men. They hit the gate."
My stomach dropped. His undercover job, upon which he had been despatched, the brother of the sheriff at my school, now came raping at the door with bullets.
Mantovani pulled up trousers, thrust a second gun into my hand (somehow heavy, and black, and terrible). "Safety's here." He clicked it off for me. "Point and pull when one passes through that door."
Then he had vanished, with his bare feet and naked chest, fading away through the passage as though he were a vampire.
I was lying on the bed naked with his hoodie, and my gun shaking in my hand. The clubhouse was in an uproar: pounding boots, men giving orders, the metallic banging of magazines thrown into place.
A minute later the door flew open.
I drew the gun, with index finger on the trigger.
Conti stood at the door-way with hands raised and eyes open. "It's me, Candice. Easy."
He entered, closed out the door. It was some other one on which the blood streaked his cheek.
They broke the east fence, they said, he said. There that Mantovani holding the line with the brothers. We must transfer you to the safe room.
And here is another explosion,--so close, that the dust fell down on the roof.
I stood on shaking legs. I am not sneaking in his absence as he goes out there to get shot.
Conti's jaw tightened. "He'll kill me if I let you--"
There was a new voice used these words--but hysterical and feminine.
Mom.
"Let me in! Let me see my daughter!"
My blood ran cold.
Conti cursed. "She followed us here. Probably followed the car on the day before yesterday.
I pushed him aside before he could stop me, and still holding the gun, my bare feet splashing along the cold concrete, I ran through the corridor to the main room.
The clubhouse was a war zone.
In turned-over tables brothers stood behind in retaliation through the broken windows. Glass was mantling the floor as snow of death. The air stank of cordite and blood.
And there, in full blast of middle, was bound up through two perspectives, my mother--matted hair, smeared mascara, screaming my name.
"Candice! Candice, come with me! We're leaving--now!"
Through the open front door, behind her, I caught a glimpse of the muzzle fire in the darkness. His voice, the quiet and furious voice of Hear Mantovani in command.
Mom spotted me. Her gaze fell on the gun I was holding, the oversized hoodie barely covering my thighs, the bruises developing on my neck.
She escaped out of the prospects and fled to me.
You are going home, said her sobbing, and captured my arm. "This is insanity. He's going to get you killed--"
I yanked away. "I am home."
Her face crumpled. "He's brainwashed you. He's--"
A bullet has come through the wall and has inches away reached her head. Plaster exploded. She screamed.
I didn't flinch.
I went to the doors instead, and took both hands and hoisted the gun just as Mantovani had demonstrated to me once in the garden, and went out.
Bikes and floodlights were set ablaze in the courtyard. The bodies were on the gravel, some in the leather cuts, others in tactical gear with insignias of the sheriff department.
Mantovani was in the middle, naked and covered in blood firing a shotgun into the treeline by which the retreating attackers were running.
He looked me, and screamed, "Candice, get the fuck back in!"
I didn't.
I immediately, with uncovered feet, through fractured glass and hot shell casings, came up to him with a loose gun in my side.
As I fell on him he seized me, lifted me roughly to his breast and knocked out the air of my lungs.
"What the fuck are you doing?" with fear, not anger, he snarled.
I hashed my face against his wet blood.
"Standing by my president," I said distinctly.
The other brothers went dead quiet behind us.
Somebody then began applauding--slow, solemn. Another joined. Then the entire courtyard was in cheers and fists beating the chests and wolf howl in the night.
Mantovani looked down wildly at me.
"You little cuckoo, of mine," he said.
Then he kissed me--stifling, bitter, bitter as powder and brass--right out in the presence of all the surviving brothers, in the presence of the smoking ruins, in the presence of the sobbing broken voices of my feebly-dried mother at the door.
As he drew back he folded his forehead against mine.
"Hello to the war, Mrs. President."
I grinned, my blood rushing at my veins.
"Show me how to reload."
He laughed, dark, shocked, proud enough, and gave me a new magazine.
In the doorway, behind us, Mom had fallen on her knees, as her daughter decided blood over her.
The sheriff's men were gone.
But the message was clear.
They'd started the war.
And I had just asserted to what side I stood.
Forever.
Candice's P.O.V.The safe house was an old warehouse out in L.A., the type of place that smelled of rust and unfulfilled dreams, and I felt that the concrete walls were closing in on me as we hauled Ryan Harlow inside; his body was limp due to the tranquilizer, his hair was matted with sweat, and Mantovani was holding him by the collar, but he was not vicious, just like it was a package that could explode any time. I stood and watched Conti zip-tie Ryan to a metal chair in the middle of the room, the clicking of the plastic resonating in the empty room, and my heart was racing with the fear and the determination that I had the key to rid us of the sheriff and his terror, but I could not get out of the feeling of guilt that was churning up in me, that Ryan was a just a kid who had gotten involved in the web of his brother. Mantovani glanced at me, his green eyes burning in the low fluorescent lights and drew me to him and kissed me, his lips rough and desperate, and said, Stay s
Candice's P.O.V.We took commercial to L.A.--first, but still commercial. No airplane caravan, no armored train. The instructions of Sanna: low profile at the last moment.Mantovani hated it. He was sitting next to me throughout the flight time, and his mouth was tight, and his hand was holding mine as though the plane was about to be boarded by storms. Conti sat across the aisle and was pretending to read a magazine as he scanned every passenger. Mom had left me at the villa--somebody must hold the fort, I tell you, Mom, said the hugging.We landed at dusk.It was a big, palm-filled hillside campus of a school- rich kids, trimmed lawns, smelled of money and privilege. The Lacrosse practice by Ryan Harlow concluded at 7.15pm every Wednesday. He had a silver Audi A5 parked in the same distant part of the lot, as it was nearest to the field exit.We had practised it a dozen times.I was the bait.Not because I wanted to be but because i
Candice's P.O.V.Three days later, after my reconciliation with Mom, the villa did not seem as it was: it was still a fortress, but a villa with open windows.Mom had been coming to the procession of the morning coffee in the terrace. She did not talk at first--she was simply sitting there with her cup, watching the sea in the distance--but she was there. Sanna would draw out her chair and not make a fuss. Conti, in his turn, jokingly mocked her due to her espresso method, being so awful. Mantovani stood and carefully gazed at it, but I found he daily relaxed slightly.The war preparation did not stop, of course.The men vanished into the study every evening and after dinner. Now it was my time--no stay in the kitchen stuff. We had pictures of the brother to the sheriff (a clean-cut older guy called Ryan Harlow who played lacrosse and worked at animal shelters). We even had schedules, class lists, satellite pictures of the L.A. campus. The plan was operat
Candice's P.O.V.On the afternoon following my birthday the house was silent in that stilted manner it adopts when they are all faking that the war is not breathing down their necks.Mantovani and Sanna were cogitating in the study, with Conti and two capos, over the scheme against the brother of the sheriff at my new school at L.A. I had been there hours but at length justified myself--too much testosterone and cigarette smoke.Of all places I found Mom in the sunroom.She sat in the window bench looking out of the garden, with her knees drawn up, and gazing upon the white lilies, which had now opened again. On the sill next her a cup of tea had grown cold. She was smaller than I expected--her hair is loose and she has no makeup on and is wearing a plain linen dress like she wants to melt into the cushions.I hesitated in the doorway.She sensed me anyway. "Come in, sweetheart."Her voice was soft, almost shy. Not like the harsh performative tone with which she had spoken during mont
Candice's P.O.VEveryone in the villa was asleep. Even the guards were now posted to the extreme fringe--the silent command of Mantovani after dinner, a present of privacy, my last night as a seventeen-year-old.Midnight had come and gone. My birthday was fainting over my neck, and it came out in freedom, and in war, and all that we had struggled to keep.He discovered me in the music room, with one of his black silk shirts hanging on my bare feet, and cello lying unplayed on its stand. The moonlight shone in the tall windows and made the marble floor silver.Mantovani was standing naked in the door, with low-sweat pants. The shades had moulded into antique thing, into sanctity, all lines of muscle, all scars, all tattoos. His eyes (burned) the present between us.No more waiting, he said, with everything we had not said all day in a rough voice.I moved gradually, deliberately, across the room, till we were sharing the same air.I mumbled tomorrow I am eighteen. Tomorrow the world
Candice’s P.O.V.Two weeks of fragile peace.Two weeks of cautious family dinners, late-night strategy sessions in Sanna’s study, and stolen moments with Mantovani where the world felt almost normal. Mom had started speaking to me without tears. Sanna and Mantovani had even shared a drink without arguing. Conti taught me how to strip and clean a handgun on the kitchen island while Mom pretended not to watch.We knew it couldn’t last.It ended on a Tuesday morning.I was in the garden practicing cello—something I’d picked up again because Sanna had quietly moved my instrument into the sunroom. The bow felt foreign after so long, but the notes were coming back, slow and sweet.Mantovani leaned in the doorway watching me, arms crossed, small smile on his face that he only ever wore when he thought no one was looking.Then his phone buzzed.The smile died.He stepped outside, listened for ten seconds, face going stone-cold.“Get inside,” he said q







