LOGINCandice P.O.V.
I rolled around my bed like a restless kitten, moving from one side to the other. This weird habit had followed me since childhood. I always rolled around when I felt angry, bored, or annoyed. Sometimes I even fell off, but I never cared—it helped me feel calmer.
I had already unpacked my things in this oversized room that looked like it came straight from a dollhouse. Pink and purple everywhere, a giant princess bed, and a bathroom bigger than my old bedroom. Any normal girl would have squealed in excitement, but I didn’t feel anything except emptiness. I missed my old small room where everything smelled like home.
The wardrobe was filled with expensive clothes—dresses, skirts, shoes, bags—all shiny and new. I didn’t even bother to look at half of it. I hated dresses. My go-to was jeans, hoodies, and sneakers. All of this felt like my mother’s doing, her way of turning me into some rich man’s showpiece.
Sanna had spent a fortune trying to impress me. I wondered why he bothered. I wasn’t like my mother, who got heart eyes seeing credit cards and designer brands. But I did like one thing—a brand new cello. I loved playing the cello. It had been my peaceful escape before I quit lessons because I knew Dad couldn’t afford them. I lied to him, told him I lost interest. My mother must have told Sanna about it.
I stared at the cello in the corner of my room, feeling a little warmth in my chest. Maybe Sanna wasn’t all bad, but I quickly shook the thought away. I didn’t want to feel grateful towards anyone in this house.
I tried to sleep but every time I shut my eyes, I saw those stupid, intense green eyes of my stepbrother. Ugh, why was I even thinking about him? He didn’t even say a proper hello and left like I didn’t exist. Rude and silent, yet my mind kept replaying how insanely good-looking he was. Why couldn’t he just be ugly like his father? It would have been so much easier to hate him.
I groaned and shoved my face into my pillow. First, I drooled over the bodyguards, now my stepbrother, and to make it worse, I even caught myself thinking Sanna wasn’t too bad-looking. Gross. What was happening to me?
Maybe I should just go flirt with the guards to distract myself. But none of them even looked at me. Every time I walked by, they stared at the floor like I was invisible. I wasn’t ugly—at least, I didn’t think so.
While I rolled across my bed, trapped in these annoying thoughts, a loud knock sounded on my door. I lost focus, rolled too far to the edge, and tumbled to the floor. My butt hit first, then the back of my head. I sat there, wincing and rubbing my sore head.
I heard footsteps and glanced toward the door. And there he was. My annoying, perfect-faced stepbrother leaned against the doorway, hands in his pockets, a smug grin plastered across his face.
“Careful, little sis. Wouldn’t want that pretty head of yours to get damaged,” he said, his voice deep and smooth enough to make my spine tingle.
I scowled from the floor. “Oh, so you do have a voice,” I snapped, too annoyed to bother standing up. My eyes stayed stuck on his annoyingly flawless face.
I knew I sounded like a brat, but I couldn’t help it. How could he act like nothing happened after running away from me this morning like I was some disease?
I didn’t expect him to be a caring big brother—God forbid—but at least he could have been civil, especially in front of my mother. She had burst into tears after he left. As annoying as she had been lately, I hated seeing her like that. She was my mom after all.
Mantovani stepped closer, muttering under his breath, “Yeah, I can speak. Looks like you can too.”
Without waiting for an invite, he sat down at the corner of my bed, while I stayed on the floor by his legs. I should’ve stood up, but for some reason, I didn’t.
“Get up,” he said, his voice low and commanding, like it was the most natural thing to order me around.
I wanted to scoff, but my body betrayed me. Before I could think, I stood and sat on the bed near him. My muscles moved before my brain caught up.
“Good,” Mantovani said, eyes fixed on mine, sending a strange twist through my stomach.
His gaze stayed on me as he spoke, firm and steady. “Listen, don’t talk to me with that attitude again. I shouldn’t have left like that, but I had things to take care of. And… I don’t like that my father married your mom, so no, I didn’t show up at the wedding. But I don’t have anything against you.”
He leaned in slightly, lowering his voice. “I hope we can start fresh. Are we clear… little sister?”
That last part sent a chill down my spine, and I didn’t know why. I nodded quickly, unable to hold his stare. His presence made my head foggy.
“Words, Candice. I need words,” he pressed, his tone leaving no room for argument.
I swallowed, my mouth suddenly dry. “Yes,” I managed, though it came out shaky.
Mantovani moved closer, his voice dipping into a whisper near my ear, “Yes, what?”
My breath hitched. His tone, his closeness… it all messed with my head. My heart thudded painfully in my chest. What was I supposed to say? Yes, brother? Yes, sir? My thoughts spiraled like a bad movie script.
“Y-Yes… brother,” I croaked out, my cheeks burning.
Mantovani’s eyes stayed on me, our green gazes locked. Something unreadable flickered in his expression, and the air between us turned thick. After a few seconds, he blinked, cleared his throat, and stood up quickly, creating distance.
“Good. I’ll see you tomorrow. Get some sleep,” he said before walking out, not even sparing me a glance.
I stared at the door after it closed, feeling my heart still racing. He left… again. What was it with him and walking away?
Strange man.
Candice's P.O.V.The sun came streaming through the hospital blinds in fine golden bars across the bed, and made stripes across the chest of Mantovani as the bandages just showed their heads through the open neck of his gown. I had seen those stripes go on--slow, tireless, measuring them out as they had to be they were evidence that time still had some course, that we were still alive at night. It ached in my back where I had just left the chair, it hurt my eyes because I had not slept, and my fingers were sore because I had not managed to take my hand off his, but it did not make any difference.He was breathing.On his own.No engines pressurizing him. No alarms screaming. Only the hard, obstinate swell and heave of his chest, each breath a little wonder that I knew I was bones.I had not slept over a few minutes at a time since the time they wheeled him out of the surgery. Whenever I shut my eyes I would see once more the red mark on my chest, I
Candice's P.O.V.The very first time that Mantovani opened his eyes after the third crash I believed I was dreaming.The room we were in was dark--blinds half-open to the mid-morning sun, machinery clammering its constant, mechanical lullaby--and I had been staring at his face so long that I had begun to see at the edges. His skin was too pale over the white sheets, the coarse stubble on his jaw coming out in sharp relief, the new scar on his temple still angry and red. I knew every word of him that had been stuttered in the operation since surgery: the tiny freckle in the left eye, the tiny crescent scar on his chin of some previous fight which I knew him when he was still young, how his lashes brushed against his cheeks when he slumbered.I hadn't slept.Not really.Each time my eyes drifted shut I saw the color red dot on my chest once more, saw him leap, saw him hit back at me and spurred my blood through both our shirts and I screamed his name
Mantovani's P.O.V.The initial inhalation that I made in the absence of fire in my lungs caused me to feel like robbing something holy.Slow--deliberate--as though I had to relearn the operation of air. The hospital room smelled of bleach and coffee that was old and stale and the kind of sterile silence that rubs against your ears until you start hearing every little thing: the drip of the IV, the little beep of the monitor that was keeping track of my heart (steady now, stubborn) and the soft rustle of Candice in the chair beside me.She hadn't left.Not once.The head of her dark hair lay on the edge of the mattress against my hip, and the spilt hair was lying on the white sheet like spilt ink. One hand also remained clasped about mine in sleep--fingers woven together to such an extent that I felt her pulse as if it were my own still trembling where the right hand still trembled. There were bruises under her eyes, a nick on her cheekbone that was
As we split up, foreheads against each other, breathing each other's air, she said, The doctors told me you had hardly escaped a surgical operation. The bullet tore--cut your lung, your spleen. On the table they lost you twice. Sanna was screaming at them in Italian. Conti punched a wall. Mom wouldn't stop praying. Dad... Dad just held me while I cried."I shut my eyes, and imagined it--my father losing his temper, my brother smashing up, her parents seeing the shambles of the life we had led. The feeling of guilt in my stomach was more like the surgical scars."They're all here?" I asked quietly.She nodded. "Down the hall. They wouldn't leave. Sanna is arguing with the hospital administrator regarding security. The fact that Conti is guarding the door like Fort Knox. Mom and Dad are going to get coffee and make a show that they are not terrified.I exhaled shakily. "Family.""Yeah," she said, voice thick. Our beautiful messed-up family.A
Mantovani's P.O.V.My consciousness came back in bits--sharp jagged bits that cut deeper than the bullet ever had.Then there was the pain: a living entity, red-hot and angry, wrapped around my chest like barbed wire that was tightening with each inhalation. Then the cattle, the sounds, beeping monitors, low voices, chattering in desperate Italian and English, the drip, drip, drip of an IV line somewhere overhead. Odors ensued: antiseptic, blood (mine, mostly), the slight odor of coffee that some one had spilled somewhere. And finally--her.Candice.She lay huddled against the bed in the little corner beside me, with her head on the edge of the mattress, and one of her hands still clodded in mine even asleep. Her hair had dropped round over her face and strands of it had clung to the lines of tears that were still not quite dry. She breathed quietly and irregularly the type of rhythm that follows hours of weeping yourself to pieces. The view of her, weary
Mantovani’s P.O.V.Pain was the first thing that registered--sharp, white-hot, blooming across my chest like someone had driven a red-hot poker through my ribs and left it there to twist. Every breath felt like swallowing broken glass, shallow and ragged, each inhale dragging fire deeper into my lungs. The world came back in fragments: the low hum of an engine, the metallic taste of blood on my tongue, the faint scent of pine and gun oil clinging to the air. And then—her.Candice.Her hand was wrapped around mine, small but fierce, fingers locked so tight it hurt in the best way, grounding me when everything else wanted to pull me under. I could feel her trembling through the contact, could hear the soft, broken sound of her breathing—like she was trying not to sob and failing. My eyelids weighed a thousand pounds, but I forced them open anyway, blurry green meeting blurry green, and there she was, face streaked with dirt and tears, hair wild,







