Masuk⚠️ Warning: Mature Content Below
His tongue left my breast with a slick, hot trail, and before I could catch my breath, his hand was yanking my shorts down with zero finesse. One swipe, and it was gone. His gaze dropped to my center, and the wicked sound that rumbled from his throat made my thighs quiver. “No panties?” he smirked darkly. “Dirty little Teyan.” I was panting, too far gone to even be embarrassed. “I… I didn’t think—” “Yes. You didn’t think.” He grinned like the devil, dragging a rough thumb between my folds, and I cried out at the contact. “Or didn’t think I’d ruin you completely, Little nerd?” My head fell back. “Jeremy…” “Say my name again,” he growled, pushing two fingers deep inside me without warning. I gasped, gripping the sheets as my body clenched around him. The sight of his tattooed arms weren’t helping. “Fuck, you’re tight. Wet for me like a good girl, huh?” His fingers curled up, hitting a spot inside me that made me see white. My hips bucked, chasing more, but he withdrew, making me whimper in protest. “I haven’t even started and you’re already a mess,” he sneered. The sound of his “turned-on” baritone voice was enough to send me unraveling. “Am I?” I asked, biting down on my lip to contain another moan. He leaned in close, mouth brushing the shell of my ear as his fingers toyed cruelly with my slick and dripping wet entrance. “You will. When I stretch this tight pussy around my cock, you’ll beg me not to stop. And I won’t. I’ll ruin you so good, no one else will ever measure up, cos I’ve waited for this. Hell, I’ve ruined you so many times in my head, little nerd.” So that made the two of us. I whimpered again, thighs falling open without hesitation. He was meant to be here. Jeremiah had always meant to be between my thighs. This was perfect. “You want that, don’t you?” he whispered, licking my earlobe. “You want to be ruined by your fucking stepbrother. You want me to fuck you so deep, your mom hears your moans if she was around.” “God—Jeremy—please,” I gasped and moaned senselessly, nails clawing at his arms. He was losing it, and so was I. We were made for each other. He grinned. “There it is.” His lips joined mine again, kissing me hungrily before pulling back. He unzipped his jeans, eyes never leaving mine. His cock sprang free. It was thick, hard, throbbing—and my lips parted just from the sight of him. He watched me watching him and stroked himself, slow and teasing, spreading his precum down the shaft. “Open for me.” I did without hesitation. My legs were shaking and he wasn’t even inside me yet. He moved between my thighs, gripping them tight, and in one brutal, hungry thrust—he was inside me. I felt impossibly full and shattered. I cried out, head slamming back into the pillow, every muscle locking from the pressure, the sharp pain burn from losing my virginity, and the sheer size of him. He froze for a second, breathing hard, head bowed. “Fuck,” he gritted. “You’re so fucking tight.” “Jeremy—it hurts—” I breathed. He kissed my neck, slowly and possessively, but didn’t pull out. “Shhh… I got you, baby. Let me in. Let me make it feel good.” He drew back, then thrust again—deeper this time. A slow rhythm that stretched and filled me until pain blurred into dizzying heat. Until the sting turned into something… addictive. “Oh my God…” I moaned. “There she is,” he rasped, gripping my waist as he started to move faster. “That’s it. Take it all.” And I did. I took every punishing thrust, every groan, every filthy word as he drilled into me like he wanted to brand me from the inside out. “You’re mine now, you hear me?” His voice was hoarse, twisted, savage. “This body. This little tight cunt. All mine.” I couldn’t speak. Couldn’t think. I could only feel. He fucked me like a man possessed, like he’d waited so long for this. His hips slammed into mine, the bed creaking beneath us, the headboard knocking the wall. My cries filled the room, and he devoured every one of them. When his hand found my clit and rubbed hard circles, I shattered beneath him, screaming his name like a prayer and a curse at once as a strangely intense pleasure coursed through my entire body. “Fuck—fuck—Jeremy—!” He kept thrusting through my orgasm, chasing his own. “Exactly how I imagined you.” He groaned breathlessly. “You’re never leaving this bed, you understand?” he growled into my neck. “No one else gets you. Ever.” Then with one last thrust, deep and punishing, he came with a low, guttural growl, spilling inside me and collapsing over my body. We laid there, tangled, gasping, wrecked. It was over, and I couldn’t move. I had been unraveled completely that I couldn’t imagine myself with anyone else. No one. I realized at that moment that my crush, obsession or whatever I had for Jeremiah Carter had graduated to love. I was in love with my high school crush who was now my stepbrother. His swear-slicked forehead pressed to mine, eyes half-lidded with what looked like guilt as he suddenly realized what pleasure had blinded him from realizing. “Teyana…” His hand stopped moving as he pulled away from me and fell back to the bed. His breathing changed. He sat up slowly and dragged a palm down his face, like he was trying to wipe something off—regret, maybe. I turned my head just enough to watch him. “What is it?” I asked softly. He looked at me, eyes unreadable. “Tey…” he hesitated. “Shit. Did I—was that your first time?” I blinked. The question wasn’t accusatory. He looked guilty. I could have teased him or shrugged it off like it didn’t matter. But there was something raw in his voice, and I didn’t want to ruin the honesty of what we’d just shared. “Yes,” I whispered. Not like I could lie. The blood evidence was on his black sheet, but not so visible. His brows furrowed with concern against his handsome sweaty face. He looked away for a second, dragging a hand through his hair. “Goddamn it.” “Don’t,” I sat up beside him, placing my hand on his. “Don’t you dare ruin this moment with guilt.” He turned to me. “I just—” “I wanted it,” I cut in. “I wanted it so much it scared me. And I’m glad it was with you.” He didn’t speak right away. But he turned his hand, laced his fingers with mine. And that said more than anything else. Then I asked, “when did you draw me?” He didn’t hesitate to reply. “After you were dared to kiss the hottest guy in the room.” God. I didn’t say anything afterwards. I just smiled like we hadn’t just performed a taboo. Then, in a husky voice, he said, “Come bathe with me.” I let him guide me into his bathroom, where warm water steamed the glass and everything smelled like cedar and spearmint—his scent. He washed me with slow hands and whispered nothing into my skin. We kissed lazily under the spray, hands wandering, mouths grazing, but not in a rush like before. It was softer now. Reverent. He wanted to take me again but my pussy was aching. I couldn’t. When we stepped out, I wore one of his dark shirts, so big it swallowed me, and a pair of his drawstring pants. He looked at me, lips twitching. His clothes smelled so good I could live in them forever. “No one wears my clothes. But I like you in my them,” he murmured. “Good,” I smiled, “because I’m never giving them back.” He grabbed his black leather jacket, tossed me a helmet. “Come ride with me.” Oh, he asked me to bathe with him then ride with him? I’m fucked. The totally kind of ‘fucked’ — The engine of the bike roared beneath us like thunder, and I held him tighter, my arms wrapped snugly around his waist as we rode down the Pacific Ridge Highway. His scent filled my nose, the rush of the wind tearing through my hair, and the vibrations of the ride vibrating through my entire being. It felt like freedom. I screamed into the wind, laughing like I hadn’t in a while, burying my face in his back and placing a soft kiss between his shoulder blades. “I feel like I’m flying!” I shouted. “Of course you are,” he called back over the wind. “With me.” He took us through winding country roads, past the ocean glimmering under moonlight, through the outskirts where stars peeked shyly behind dark clouds. I didn’t care about consequences. Didn’t think about our titles. I was his, and he was mine, in that moment. When we got home, I was breathless and euphoric. But the universe didn’t let the bliss last forever. Because…there, waiting outside the Carter huge mansion, was a girl. She was tall, stunning, with legs for days, clad in a very short red gown that didn’t leave much to imagination. Her perfectly manicured nails wrapped tightly around her phone as she paced in front of the door. The moment she saw us pulling in, she lowered her phone and rushed toward Jeremy. “Jer!” she shrieked, and before I could blink, she had jumped into his arms. Then she kissed him. Right in front of me. Right on his mouth. Not just a peck, but a full, possessive, I-know-this-is-mine kind of kiss. I froze. My legs stopped working. My chest caved in on itself, and I just stood there, blinking, still gripping the helmet like an idiot. Jeremy didn’t pull away from her. When she pulled away, giggling and breathless, her eyes finally landed on me. Her brows lifted like she hadn’t noticed me until now. “Babe… who’s that?” she asked, glancing between us. Jeremy’s jaw tensed. His arm was still around her waist. He didn’t even hesitate, “This is Teyana,” he said coolly. “She’s my stepsister.” Then he looked at me, like I was really just his stepsister. “Teyana, this is Bianca, my fiancé” He pulled her tighter into his embrace. And just like that… Nothing made sense anymore.The burial came faster than my heart could keep up with. It was only a day after her death. My stepdad said she had told him she wanted to be buried soon after her death. Learning that my mum had been preparing ahead of her own death had only made me cry deeper.I stood there under a dull sky, dressed in black, sunglasses hiding eyes that were swollen and aching. Carol stood beside me, her arm around my back, steadying me when my legs forgot how to hold my weight.The pastor spoke about heaven, rest and peace.All I could think about was how my mother used to hum when she cooked. How she used to braid my hair even when I pretended I was too old for it. How she used to say my name like it was something precious. When she told me about the lords…how she cared for me in her own faulty way.‘Mum.’The word echoed painfully inside me now, unanswered.John stood a few steps away, grief carved deep into his posture. When he came to me, he wrapped his arms around me carefully, like he was afr
~Teyana’s POV~I went to the hospital that morning believing I still had time.Before now, I had been resting in my apartment with Carol by my side. Jeremy didn’t look back. He hadn’t reached out. My healing was quite fast too.I only experienced body weakness every now and then- including the heaviness in my heart that stayed and refused to go. John had been going to see my mother frequently. He must have felt guilty after I confronted him. He called me regularly, and even sent some huge sums to my account without informing me ahead- so that I wouldn’t lack anything I needed for proper healing.This morning, I was ready to see my mother. I was eager to face her again after we talked on the phone last night. As usual, she was able to spot the hesitation in my voice and had asked if I wanted to tell her anything.She had asked about the baby too and had made me promise again that I wouldn’t remove the pregnancy. If only she knew. I had wanted to tell her on the phone last night, but I
~Teyana’s POV~My Stepdad stood near the window at first, arms folded, staring out at the parking lot below like he was trying to keep himself together for my sake. Vance must have informed him, and now he knew about my pregnancy, and that I had aborted his son’s baby. I wondered how that must have felt to him- considering it was after I confronted him and Mariah earlier today.He finally turned around and approached my bed, “You shouldn’t let Jeremy’s words get to you,” he said gently, pulling the chair beside my bed closer and sitting down. “He was only speaking from a place of anger.”I stared at the ceiling instead of looking at him.My body was still heavy, weak in that quiet way that whispered pain into every movement. My lower abdomen ached faintly, like a reminder I couldn’t switch off. My chest hurt more. That one was louder.John continued, carefully choosing his words like each sentence could either help me breathe or push me further under.“What you did,” he said slowly,
~Jeremy’s POV~I had been sitting here for so long that the plastic chair beneath me had molded to my weight, or maybe I had gone numb enough not to feel it anymore. My hands were clasped together, fingers interlocked so tightly my knuckles had turned pale, yet I hadn’t noticed when it happened.Carrying her in earlier had felt mechanical, like my body was moving ahead of my mind, like instinct had taken over because if I stopped to think, I might have shattered completely.I had been afraid she would die.That fear had been sharp, animalistic, clawing at my chest as I held her weight and felt how fragile she was, how wrong that felt. But now that fear had dulled into something heavier. Anger. A quiet, simmering anger that sat in my lungs and refused to let me breathe properly.I didn’t pray- didn’t pace. I just sat there.When Carol finally came toward me, I shifted and looked up at her. Her steps were hesitant, face pale. I was eager to hear an update from her.“She’s stable now,” s
~Jeremy’s POV~•Hours Earlier•I had rebuilt my life piece by piece. Quietly and intentionally.I went back into racing fully, I continued painting, and I was silently building an empire nobody knew about- outside here of course. I painted slow strokes for long hours, letting my thoughts spill onto canvas. I returned to the underground boxing ring once, only once, and it didn’t hit the same anymore. The rage that once fueled it was gone. Or maybe it had settled into something quieter. I replaced it with gym sessions instead. I was more disciplined and controlled now. A routine that made me feel a lot stronger than I used to be.I moved my studies online. I wasn’t going back to Stanford. There was no point pretending as if there was something left for me here anymore, except my ride. After the international race, I’d be leaving for Vegas.So my life became structured.Race.Paint.Gym.Ride with Zayne and the biker boys.And stay away from the Carter house.That last one wasn’t negoti
~Teyana’s POV~I had noticed it long before I admitted it to myself. John had stopped coming as often to the hospital to visit my mother.At first, I told myself I was being unfair, that men like him- men who carried companies- underground duties on their backs and countries in their contacts, measured love differently. But hospitals have a way of stripping excuses bare. You start noticing patterns when you spend every day staring at the same walls like I had for sometime now in my mother’s ward. My mother noticed too. She never said it outright, but she asked about him in ways that pretended not to ask.“Were you in the house today? Did John eat today?”“Did he mention if he’s traveling again?”“Tell him not to rush. I’ll be fine.”She was never fine.And now, because I would need days of rest after the abortion- days where I wouldn’t be able to move without folding in on myself- someone else had to take my place beside her hospital bed. Aunt Kelly had flown back to London for urge







