LOGIN“We should probably establish some rules,” I suggest to Charlie as we step into the elevator of the Rochester Hotel, the most elite place to stay in Telarah.
“Do you mean rules like no kissing?” Charlie asks me as he scans a room keycard and presses the P button on the panel. The door closes and the elevator begins to move.. I take a moment to think that over. I've only ever kissed two people before and one was just because we were playing spin the bottle so I don't think it even counts. Kissing to me is pretty intimate but then again, so is sex. Tonight is about trying something different, stepping outside my comfort zone, and I think to do that I have to be completely open to the experience. “We can kiss,” I tell him and he surprises me when he pushes me back against the mirrored wall, pinning me in place. Without a word between us, he cups my cheek with his hand and tentatively brings his lips to mine. I close my eyes and lean into him, holding his body against my own. His movements are slow yet passionate, as he parts my lips with his tongue and swirls it softly with mine. The classical music, playing in the elevator, melts away as I drift further into him, savouring every second I spend locked to his mouth, knowing it will end soon. This feels like a dream, so vivid yet so surreal and I'm scared that I'm going to be jolted awake and the magic will be ripped away. He pulls away from our kiss but still holds me, his beautiful brown eyes gazing into mine. “I couldn't resist,” He admits, smiling to himself like he won a prize. “We are definitely doing more kissing,” I promise him, my lips still tingling. “So, rules,” He asks, stepping back from the wall he snakes an arm around my waist and holds me against him. “I think we should have a strict no details policy,” I tell him and he looks at me confused. “As in, no asking in-depth, personal information about each other's lives. Keep it surface level,” “No surnames, no exchanging numbers, no asking where the other works? That kind of thing?” He sums up my rule. “Exactly,” I say. There's something so thrilling about him being a complete mystery. “Can I ask how old you are? Just so I can be assured that I'm not taking an underage, high school girl back to a hotel room,” he stresses. “I’m 23” I tell him and he relaxes. “And you?” “27,” He replies. “Although some days I feel like I'm 52 because I run my own company and there's always someone who wants to take from me” His age I believe but I suspect he's lying about owning a company yet I'm not going to call him out on his lie. If this guy wants to pretend to be someone he's not, just for a night, then so be it. “I influence people to buy products on social media,” I tell him, keeping my description of my job as vague as I can. “I've only been with the company for a month but I absolutely love my job.” He'd probably be far more impressed if I told him that I'm the head of marketing at More, a local division of a national company that sells fresh meal kits. There's no other company like ours, in the area, which would make it obvious where I work and risk him showing up at my workplace if this thing between us turns sour. “I’m a strong believer in doing something you're passionate about and building your life around that love,” He enthuses with a small smile coming across his face. “When I left school at 15 to take up an apprenticeship in chefing, I never would have dreamed it would lead to running a national corporation.” “You’re a chef?” I question him, picking up on that tiny detail he accidentally let slip. “I am, but not in a restaurant” He answers, cryptically. I want to push for more but I know it's against the rules of engagement. This isn't a date, I don't need to get to know him to see if he's a potential boyfriend. The less I know, the easier it will be to just walk away. “We have to pick up some protection,” I tell Charlie, only now realising that we never stopped to get any. I’m on birth control which will prevent me from getting pregnant but won't do anything to guard against potential STIs that this stranger could be carrying. “We don’t need to,” He replies and I pull a face, horrified that he would think that I'm just going to allow him to be in me without a barrier. “I have a 12-pack of condoms back in my hotel room” I don't know why but his admitting that he had condoms already just added to my nerves. For me, this was a spontaneous decision but it felt like, for him, this was all planned. I decided to keep my mouth shut and just focus more on the positive that he was already prepared. It’s not my business if he had intentionally planned to pick up tonight. The elevator stops and the doors open up to reveal a grand corridor, with gold trim along marble, white walls. Charlie takes hold of my hand and leads the way to the only door on the entire floor. He pushes the keycard into a slot to unlock the door and holds it open for me to enter. The Rochester Hotel is known to be the most expensive accommodation in town, with standard rooms costing four times more than the other hotels in the area but Charlie’s room isn’t standard, it’s the penthouse. Stepping inside I’m gobsmacked at the sheer size of the self-contained apartment. I could fit my house in the living room. I suddenly feel very much out of place just being here. Whoever this man is, he has the taste for luxury and I'm nervous that I won't measure up. “Drink?” He asks, making me wonder if he can somehow read my mind. “Yes please,” I say, following him into the kitchen. He opens the fridge and I see that it’s fully stocked. He pulls out an unopened bottle of champagne. He pops the cork and pours the bubbly liquid into a glass flute which he hands to me before pouring himself a glass. “Your boyfriend is an idiot by the way,” He announced as I was mid sip and I almost choke. “Ex boyfriend,” I correct him. “And what makes you say he's an idiot? You don't even know him.” “He was foolish to allow something so exquisite to slip through his careless fingers,” He says as he runs his fingers lightly over my arm, sending an electric thrill pulsating through me. “I broke up with him,” I tell him. “And just to make this very clear, I'm not some heartbroken, can't move on from her ex girl. I'm not miserable or seeking revenge, I just need to be reminded of what it feels like to be with a man.” I don't want him to get the wrong impression or mistake my intentions for wanting to sleep with him tonight. “I didn't think of you as being anything other than confident,” He replies, holding me in his gaze. “The way you approached me at the bar, being upfront with what you wanted, that was a gutsy move and one I really respected.” “My ex hated how outward I was,” I comment, remembering how Josh would get embarrassed if I stood out so I learned to make myself quiet when we were around friends. “Is that why you broke up with him? Because he wanted to stop you from shining?” Charlie asks as he leans back against the kitchen bench. “I guess that probably attributed to it,” I admit, never really considering it to be a factor until it was pointed out by a stranger. “He was very predictable, nothing he did was ever spontaneous, even sex was a routine. I started realising that this would be my life if we stayed together, that I'd end up married to him but craving more.” I'd never told anyone my reasons for ending the relationship out of fear that I'd be judged for being selfish but I felt though, with Charlie being a stranger, it was easier to admit the truth. “As a chef, feeding cravings is my speciality,” He says in a low, seductive tone that makes my core clench. “I think I’m ready to sample the menu chef,” I tell him as I unzip my dress and let it fall to the ground.Charlie It was as if a punch to the gut had winded me. She wishes she'd never met me? I knew that keeping the secret about sleeping with Francesca was bad but to completely write us off over it? “What the fuck, Nortica? You seriously want to erase our relationship because I slept with someone two years before I even met you?” Surely she can see how irrational she's being. The guilt I had been wrestling with is slowly morphing into anger. I thought we were strong, that we’d get through this but now I know she just wants to not only end us but wipe our entire relationship. “You really expect me to believe you did fuck her again the day she came to the office?” She lets the accusation fly and becomes clearer about why she's so hung up on this. “I hate Francesca, why would I have slept with her during our meeting?” I point out. The thought alone makes me want to vomit. “Don’t lie to me Charlie, I know you fucked her to save your company,” she says, so calmly. I think I preferred
The water in the shower had gone cold, but I was too numb to get up off the floor and shut it off. Instead, I sat on the tiled floor, empty inside. I don't remember hearing Tess barge through the bathroom door, or the water getting turned off. I don't even recall her wrapping a towel around me and helping me walk from the bathroom to my bedroom. I know that she dressed me and lay in my bed, holding me as I sobbed uncontrollably. Time passed by but everything stood still. I kept going over our entire relationship in my head, taking it right back to where it had begun. I’m a smart woman yet I ignored all the red flags he boldly waved in my face. “I'm not boyfriend material,” that's what he had stated early on and I just didn't listen. The only time he had been honest and I ploughed right past it, thinking I could be the one. I believed I was special, the one woman who he wanted to commit to but now I know, it was all a lie. My exhaustion must have won out just before dawn but I wa
Acid, milky liquid burned my throat as it expelled from my mouth into the gutter out the front of Shenanigans. I was aware that Charlie was holding my hair and rubbing his hand over my back. I wanted to scream at him to get the fuck away from me, but every time I tried, my words came out as vomit. “Let it out baby, let it all out,” he consoles me, his voice smooth and comforting but it feels like a razor-sharp knife, slashing at my heart. I had drunk a fair bit tonight but my intoxication didn’t cause my vomit. My lying, cheating, piece of shit boyfriend literally makes me sick. “Get away from me,” I finally managed to scream, once the waterfall stopped flowing. My face is soaked with tears and my hands feel clammy. I turn and look at him, wanting him to see what his deception has done to me. “Let's just go to my office and we can talk about this,” he suggests but I shake my head. He thinks he can charm his way out of the hole he dug himself into but not this time. I look past h
CharlieI spent all day just obsessing over her going out tonight. I trust her, wholeheartedly but I know what men are like. The fact that she has a boyfriend wouldn't stop some drunk guy from hitting on her, and it would make her seem like a challenge to those competitive dicks. I had to be there but I didn't want her to know that I was watching her. I snuck in the back just after midnight, wearing all black to not draw attention to myself. I stood next to a fire exit and watched the drunken patrons fawn all over each other like it was a conquest to get laid. I used to be them, seeking out someone to end the night with. Looking at them now made me realise I had something missing in my life, her. I weave through the crowds and lift the hatch to the bar. It's the best spot to get a direct view of the dance floor and if she catches me in here I can just say I was doing a stock order.Not that I do stock orders, I have a manager who handles the running of the club but it's the only e
CharlieMy employees may have been accepting of my relationship, but I spent the week taking no-so-subtle insults from my father. All aimed at getting inside my head and convincing me that Nortica was just with me for my money. Gwen was right though, Richard was bitter about losing everything and needed to drag me down as well. I just had to rise above it and wait for the right time to fire his arse. The more he tried to turn me against Nortica, the more I wanted to be around her. Every time he threatened my control, my Goddess would restore it. I wanted to thank her for giving me what I needed and show her that I appreciate her. “I’m taking you out for dinner at Piazza tonight,” I announced to her over breakfast. “I’ll book the penthouse at the Rochester too, make it special.” “I can't tonight, I've got plans with Tess and Bailey,” she says, putting a roadblock in my own plan but I don't want to be that boyfriend who stops her from hanging out with her friends. “That’s cool bab
When Charlie kissed me, making sure Francesca saw it, I knew then that all our fighting was behind us. He had learnt from his mistakes and would never lie to me again. I wish I could have seen her face when she saw us lock lips but I was too wrapped up in the moment even to acknowledge her existence. I anticipated that she was going to come marching up to our booth and make a scene but surprisingly she didn't. Instead, she just sat at the bar, chatting to Gwen. I spent the whole time of dinner, cocooned in his arms as we ate our food and shared kisses. “Tell me about the dirty daydream you were having during the meeting this afternoon,” Charlie asked me and he nuzzled against my neck. “What makes you think it was dirty?” I giggle. “I’ve learnt how to read your face baby, it may have been oblivious to everyone else in the boardroom but I know you,” he chuckles. “I can’t make your fantasy a reality unless you tell me,” I look around, afraid of who might be within earshot. “I was
CharlieThere was never any doubt in my mind that my friends wouldn't admire my girl as much as I do. Watching them laugh and share stories with her, as if they'd known her forever, felt like I'd finally found that missing piece from my life. As you get older, there's a lot of pressure to settle d
CharlieThe water crashed around my body but it couldn't wash away my stupidity. I was going to lose the best thing I ever had, all because I fucked up in my past. I hated myself for hurting her, to see those tears that rolled down her cheeks, knowing I was the cause of them. I was also angry at h
“Nortica, wait!” Charlie called out to me as I fled from him, not even sure where I was headed. “You’re ashamed to be with me so I'm just making life easier for you,” I yell back at him, growing angrier by the second. I thought Francesca was just trying to get under my skin yesterday, making me f
I was so happy when Charlie said he’d never slept with Francesca. I knew even he wouldn't sink so low that he’d bed her. I couldn’t have agreed to be his girlfriend, knowing he would be such a poor judge of character. As much as I wanted to keep our relationship private I also couldn’t wait to rub







