My Billionaire Boss’ Dirty Secret のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 1 - チャプター 7

Everybody wants to be the person who wins the break up, the one who able to put the relationship behind them and get on with their life. For my ex boyfriend Josh, it seemed that the moving on part came so easy because he started dating someone two months after we’d decided mutually to end things, whereas for me, it had been a year and I hadn’t even been on a date. I didn’t want Josh back but I still felt that I owed it to the relationship to mourn the loss. We’d been together for a year and a half, with him being my first real boyfriend. We started dating in university, after meeting through friends and although we had plenty in common to start a relationship, it just wasn’t enough to fuel the fire to keep the spark ignited. By graduation we both knew it just wasn’t working. I wasn’t bitter about how we ended and I didn’t hold any ill feelings towards him but when his engagment announcement came up on the Gram this morning I felt the strong sting of hurt slice me open. He had won th

Sex with Josh had always felt like a chore, as if it was something mandatory I had to do to sustain the relationship. For me, there was no gratification, no fireworks ending as you see in the movies. There was minimal foreplay before he'd enter me, always in missionary and once Josh had climaxed then we were done. The only positive takeaway was that he didn't take long to finish. I didn't have any previous experience, so I just considered this normal, that was, until Tess and Bailey started sharing stories of their wild hookups. I was too embarrassed to admit to them that I'd never orgasmed during sex or that Josh wouldn't go down on me and I started to believe that I was the problem. This was part of the reason I had been avoiding having sex again. If it wasn't going to be amazing or, even at the bare minimum, good, then why go seeking it out? I didn't have any expectation that sex with Charlie would be any different from what I was used to. I was only doing this to get my friend

When I got out of the shower I just got dressed and left, not bothering to find Charlie and say goodbye. Tess always says to never chase after a man who runs from you and Charlie had bolted. I stepped inside the elevator, pushed the button for the hotel lobby and leaned back against the glass wall. I'm not usually the type of woman who allows others to get under my skin but Charlie had left me feeling humiliated and disgusted in myself. Charlie had used me as his own play toy and then when he was done he discarded me as if I were nothing. If this was what every one-night stand was like then I want to steer clear of ever doing this again. I closed my eyes and allowed my emotions to take over, sobbing loudly in the privacy of the elevator. I'd be mortified if anyone discovered what I did tonight. The only saving grace is that I never have to see that dirtbag ever again. I shouldn't have ever let my friends convince me that this was a good idea. Shit! My friends know and they're goin

CharlieI stared at the paper on my desk, at the name she had written under relationship and then looked up and saw him walking towards my office. This had to be some type of sick prank she was pulling, claiming that she'd slept with my cousin. I watched him stop and greet her, placing his hand on her arm as if they were old friends. Josh and I were close when we were kids but, after my parents divorced and my mother moved me and my sister to Queensland, we drifted apart. It was only recently that we started hanging out again. He never mentioned Nortica, I would have remembered if he had, given her name. He did, however, ramble on about an ex-girlfriend who he’d recently broken up with. It couldn't be Nortica though, they're complete opposites. She’s so confident and witty and he's a blend in with the crowd so no one notices me, kind of guy. As I watched them interact, something stirred within me, a feeling that I'd never experienced before. Seeing them together made me angry at