LOGINBy late morning, my house had lost all rights to call itself a private residence.I heard the first car pull into the driveway while I was taking empanadas out of the oven, and Max’s voice immediately jumped two octaves from the living room.“THEY’RE HERE!”I didn’t even have time to put the tray down.Max appeared in the hallway wearing a clean white T-shirt, navy shorts, and black hair that Gabriella had somehow managed to dry earlier and was already messy again because apparently gravity had a personal vendetta against my son’s bangs.“Don’t run outside,” I said.“I’m not running.”He ran outside.“MAXIME.”The front door opened.I set the tray on the island harder than necessary, pulled off the oven mitt, and went after him while already feeling Latina mode knocking from the inside.“Max, if you go down that driveway without shoes again, I swear to God...”I stopped in the foyer.Mama had barely made it through the door and Max was already in her arms.“¡Mi bebé!”“Abuela!”Mama l
At 8:12 in the morning, Superman tore through my kitchen at a speed no pediatrician, insurance company, or God would have approved of.“WOOOOO!”“MAXIME!”I didn’t even turn around.Four years of being his mother had taught me that certain sounds required immediate investigation, like breaking glass, sudden crying, or more than two minutes of silence. Gabriella yelling my son’s full name from upstairs did not qualify as an emergency. That was just the morning soundtrack.I was standing at the stove with my hair clipped up however I’d managed to get it there, a thin white T-shirt tucked into black lounge pants, an apron tied around my waist, and a spatula in my hand. Scrambled eggs were going on one burner. On another, arepas were starting to turn golden on the griddle. The oven was busy with something nobody even needed because about twenty minutes ago, I’d made the deeply unhealthy decision that my family’s arrival required enough food to accommodate a minor diplomatic crisis.I wasn
I looked at my son for a few seconds. “Maxime.”“What?”“Put that down before it falls on your head.”He did, but very slowly, with the expression of an artist being censored by the state.“Is he still causing trouble?” Gamma had heard him.“He’s rebranding a zoning violation.”“Good.”I frowned. “Good?”“Means he’s okay.”The simple sentence almost landed somewhere too deep, so I picked up my wine and finally took a small sip.“And one more thing,” Gamma said.“What?”“We’re coming tomorrow.”I stopped swallowing. “Who is ‘we’?”“Me.”“That’s singular.”“Noah.”I closed my eyes. “Gamma.”“Reagan.”My eyes opened again. “Absolutely not.”“Already decided.”“By who?”“Me.” A pause. “And maybe Papá will going too.”I stood up from the stool. “What?”Max immediately looked over from the living room because my voice had gone up half a level. His black bangs shifted off his forehead when he lifted his head.“Why is he.. maybe coming?” I lowered my voice again.“Because I have to tell him t
“Rafael saw Max today.”The wind on Gamma’s end suddenly sounded louder because my brother had stopped talking.I looked toward the living room while the sentence sat between us, ugly and heavy and way too big for a kitchen that still had one of Max’s socks stuck under the coffee table. Max himself had already gone back to rebuilding his tower, this time with a foundation twice as wide because apparently someone had learned from structural failure without having to pay a consultant.I told Gamma the rest as quickly as I could, because if I stopped too long on any one part of it, I might start feeling all of it again. About the preschool closing because of the plumbing issue and Max ending up at Aster House with me.“He knows,” I said, lowering my voice even though Max was too busy giving a gray Lego a “legal department” to listen. “Not because I told him. He saw Max and... yeah. After Maya took Max away, Rafael wouldn’t leave. He followed me into my office, and I finally told him I al
Night came, and my house was as loud as usual.The TV was on in the living room. I’d already turned the volume down three times, and somehow it still sounded like robots were destroying public infrastructure for reasons that were probably emotional.On the rug in front of the couch, Max sat cross-legged in race-car pajamas, black bangs falling over his forehead, his round cheeks still a little shiny from his bath, while Legos were scattered around him like casualties from a tiny primary-colored war.“I said this tower needs a garage,” he muttered to himself, stacking a red brick on top of a blue one with the concentration of an architect who had just discovered an offensive zoning law. “If there’s no garage, where does the car sleep? Outside? That’s rude.”Gabriella was sitting on the couch with one leg tucked under her, wearing an oversized sweatshirt, her hair tied up carelessly, and the expression of someone who had already survived dinner, bath time, pajama negotiations, and one i
I found them in the café downstairs eleven minutes later.Apparently, eleven minutes was more than enough time for my son to turn a family emotional crisis into a full lunch break.Max was sitting in a booth by the window with both little legs tucked up on the cushion, one sneaker properly tied now while the other had left a faint mark on the leather seat that I was going to pretend I hadn’t seen for everyone’s mental health.A burger almost as big as his face was clutched in both hands, his cheeks puffed out because he’d put too much food in his mouth at once, and Maya’s iPad was propped up in front of the ketchup bottle with help from a salt shaker like some deeply illegal ergonomic version of a private movie theater.On the screen, a giant robot was destroying something. Next to his burger plate sat two empty cookie wrappers.I stopped at the end of the booth. Maya was across from him drinking an iced coffee, her sunglasses pushed up onto her head, one elbow on the table. The secon
Max pressed his lips together, then slowly pulled out the chair. He tried to climb up by himself, his chubby knee pushing into the seat cushion, one hand gripping the edge of the table. His face was so serious, as if he were scaling the Pottery Barn version of Everest. Once he managed to sit, he im
My house sat inside a gated community far too expensive for people who still had real-life problems, but Los Angeles had always possessed a slightly cruel sense of humor.At the front gate, the security guard gave a small nod when he saw my car. I lowered the window and offered the minimum required
Five years later.Los Angeles felt like a city built out of glass, sunlight, and people far too confident to ever admit they were confused.I stood in the twenty-third-floor boardroom at Jamesson Holdings, facing a presentation screen the size of a mortal sin, while Noelle Jamesson stared at the ho
Today, Maxime Rivera decided that uniform shorts were a form of oppression.I knew this before he said it, because he was already lying flat on his back on the bedroom rug with one leg in the air, his black hair sticking out in every direction, his bangs covering almost half his forehead, and his wh







