MasukHe didn’t need much persuasion. Once my request had passed my lips, he was kissing me again, muttering dirty nothings against my mouth and praising my body like a faithful disciple. No man had ever spoken to me like this one did, and I feared I could get used to it.
He told his friend, who had a hand up some girl’s top, we were leaving and that they’d catch up on Monday. Then I was dragged from the club with the grace and elegance of a toddler on ice skates. The second we reached higher ground, his phone started ringing. At first he ignored it in favour of kissing me while we waited for a driver, but had to take the call when it came in a second time. “I’m sorry,” he lamented. “Just…just one minute.” “It’s fine,” I assured him. “Really.” I’d been interrupted from much worse in my life. A phone call in the middle of a kiss was nothing. “As soon as we’re at mine it’s going in a drawer for the night.” I giggled, accepting one more kiss from him before he paced a few steps away, phone already pressed to his ear. I decided to check my phone as well. I had a number of messages from family, some wishing me happy birthday and bidding me good luck with the future now I was out of Dad’s grasp. Others weren’t so nice but I didn’t pay them any mind. I refused to be trapped in a society that belittled women and treated them like chattel. I had a sweet one from my brother Kelvin, which read: ‘Happy Bday lil sis. I know you’ll be good out in the big wide world but don’t be a stranger. I’ll always bail you out if you need me to n I promise I won’t tell da ;) love you Rae-Rae x’ I texted back that I loved him too and expected him for a visit at my new house next week. He just sent back a thumbs up. The email I was really waiting for, though, was the one from Sara at WolfeTech. They were offering me the job. THEY WERE OFFERING ME THE JOB! I switched back to my messages and texted Emmy: ‘Guess who’s got her first big girl job!! Lunch on me tomorrow! Stay safe, text me in the morning xxxxx’ I didn’t bother waiting for her reply knowing she was still in the club underground. “What’s that smile for?” I whirled around to find my suitor for the night holding open the back door of a black saloon car. He looked so relaxed, so at ease standing there, other hand in his pocket. Fuck, I wanted to mount him and ride him all fucking night. Skipping over to him, I said, “Just got some good news, that’s all.” “Yeah? Worth celebrating?” “With champagne,” I teased, and slipped into the car under his arm. He laughed, following me inside. He settled into his seat, slouching a little with his legs spread apart. He cast a lazy look my way, the hint of an animal in his eyes. I wanted him unleashed. “Why are you all the way over there?” he asked when the car started moving. I shrugged playfully. “This is my chosen seat.” His pupils dilated. “Wrong. From now onwards, your only seat is here.” He pointed at his lap. “Come.” It was like a preview of what he had in store for me. Well, two could play that game. I crawled on all fours to him, my uncaged tits swaying with each turn of the car. He groaned, running a hand over his mouth. Delighted by his anguish, I used his shoulders for support and swung my leg over his lap, straddling him. He found my waist immediately, steadying me. And then he started touching me. Everywhere. My thighs, my stomach, my arms, my tits. He scooped the neck of my dress low to expose my breasts, nipples standing to attention for him, and buried his face in my cleavage. He kissed, licked and sucked every inch of them, turning me into a whimpering mess. I grinded my hips over his hard-on, relishing the friction, the heady sensation it caused me. My hands were in his hair and his were squeezing my ass again. Nothing about this was sophisticated. It was sloppy and carnal and I wanted more and more of it. The car rolled to a stop before I’d had my release. “No,” I whined, staring out the window at the looming apartment building. He lifted his head up and kissed me, my face between his hands. “Don’t worry, gorgeous. You’ll get what you want when we’re inside. And trust me, I don’t think once is gonna be enough.”The weather this morning was fucking awful. Day 2 of my first week with a real job and it was storming. I couldn’t walk to the DLR station in this rain. I’d be drowning by the time I got to the office.Because the weather was so bad I’d had to skip my morning run and take Emmy up on her offer to use a guest pass from her gym membership. Using gym equipment was fine—I was a treadmill or nothing kind of girl. What wasn’t fine was the amount of men trying to teach me how to use it. I was one patronising comment away from breaking someone’s nose.Ordering a taxi proved to be useless. The wait time was ridiculous and the fares even more so. I wasn’t paying £80 for a 30 minute (if that) drive. Even getting a taxi to the station was extortionate.I shoved my work shoes in my handbag and found my sensible boots, hauled my raincoat on, and braved the downpour to Deptford Bridge station. It was chaos on the train, but thankfully I didn’t have to change to get off at Canary Wharf.I sped walked
Caleb found his brother rummaging through his fridge when he emerged from the bathroom in only a towel.“What are you doing?”Benji’s gaze found him around the fridge door. He swallowed whatever he was munching on. “Ran out of food at home. Thought I’d come steal some of yours instead.”“Great,” Caleb grumbled. He stalked into his bedroom and found some sweats to change into. “What, exactly,” he began as he yanked a T-shirt over his head, “am I paying you for if you’re just going to sponge off me anyway?”“I do not sponge off you,” Benji retorted, still eating. “And you pay me for my exceptional sales skills.”“Which roughly translates to ‘talking out of your arse.’” Benji gasped. “How dare you. I bring in exceptional business.”“Probably because people want you to leave them alone. Like me, right now. I want you to leave me alone.” Caleb shoved his brother away from the fridge and started collecting things to make his dinner with.“Woah, woah, woah. Who pissed in your cornflakes?”“
Watching my brother’s overgrown form poking around our modest flat was comical. He studied my bedroom like it was an organism under a microscope.“Any issues with the place?” he asked, and I knew if I said yes he’d be knocking on the landlord’s door and making threats.But there wasn’t. “No, it’s great.”“Glad to hear it. But you’ll let me know if there is, yeah?”I rolled my eyes. “No, I won’t. We’ll fix it ourselves.”Kelvin narrowed his gaze, but knew it would be fruitless fighting me on it. I was stubborn. He knew it, I knew it. “Well I’m always here for you whether you want me or not.”“I know.”He sighed, but then pasted on that goofy smile. “Anyway, I bought you something,” he said, and thrust the little box at me.I took it with a bemused smile, and tugged the lid off. Inside was a candle in a jar. When I pulled it from the box, I saw the label. Peppermint.“To keep the spiders away,” Kelvin advised with a wink.Back home, I’d douse my room in peppermint oil to ward off the ei
Emmy came home just before I pulled the bread out of the oven. “Whatever you’re cooking, I’m here for it!”I smiled to myself. While cooking was something I’d learned to do growing up with my mother to become the perfect housewife for some old man one day, I actually rather enjoyed it. There was a catharsis to chopping, kneading, and stirring that set my mind at ease for an hour a day. It was also just a valuable life skill.“So…” Emmy slid up beside me, eyes on the food. “How’d your first day go?”“Fine. Something really weird happened, though.” I needed to tell someone, and I couldn’t think of anyone better than my best friend.“What? Was someone mean to you?”I laughed. “No, Em. But you know I slept with a guy on Friday night?”“Yeah… Wait! Does he work there?”“Yeah. He’s the fucking CEO. My boss.”“WHAT?!” Emmy screamed, taking a step back with a wide eyed expression. “How? Did you know?”“Of course I didn’t fucking know,” I snapped.“Shit, sorry.” She put a hand to her mouth. “T
Caleb didn’t call me back to work until after 2:30pm, when he’d seen Ed Dingle out of the building.I’d sat in the bookshop cafe and read the first few chapters of a muder mystery set in 1947 Japan with a coffee while I waited.I found my way back to my desk without help and started sorting through the mountains of emails that had piled up in the short time I’d been gone. It looked like long lunches were going to be a rare occurrence if this is what I’d always have the pleasure of coming back to.I didn’t see or hear from Caleb again until his last appointment of the day arrived and I called him out to greet them. He referred to me as Miss Buxton and asked me to order more hot drinks. They remained there for the rest of the afternoon.When it got to 5pm, I wrote a list of things to do in the morning when I first got in and tidied my desk up. My homework for the week, I decided, was to ‘feather my nest’. The desk was boring and I wanted to liven it up.I gave Caleb’s office door a wary
I scarpered for my long lunch just before 1pm. As suggested, I found Becky in the reception area and she showed me to the big canteen two floors down. It reminded me of an IKEA restaurant, with big open fridges holding drinks, cakes and cold items, then a hot section at the back.I picked a sandwich, a lemon San Pelligrino, and a chocolate bar. Becky had a salad and a water, which seemed so eyewateringly boring I had to bite my tongue.“I’ve been on a diet all year and I’m really starting to get bored of lettuce,” she explained when she caught me staring at her choices.I snorted. “Do you ever have cheat days?”“Weekends are my cheat days. And I don’t hold back.”We sat on an empty table in the middle of the room and started eating.“So, Rae,” Becky said after a forkful of green leaves, “what brings you here?”“I needed a job. I’ve just turned 21, moved out of my Dad’s house and in with a friend and needed a way to float myself.”“Do you know anything about IT?”“Literally nothing exc







