Amira's POV
The surroundings were so quiet, only the tick-tocking of the wall clock can be heard. The surroundings were so dim and only the flare outside gives light. I can hear the voices of the night. I close my eyes again and force myself to sleep, I imagined Sadako coming out from the T. V but I forgot we don't have T. V. I imagine slendrina watching me in the corner. I think about those scary stories and movies to drive me off to sleep but none of them have work. I spun my gaze into Patty and lucky her for taking a peaceful sleep that I couldn't have now.
"You are Amira," words from Patty lately dive into my head again. The thought of centering myself between them makes me feel more unwanted. Thinking about pushing myself in-between is desperate. I don't wanna enter their lives. Crushing and fantasizing Zeke is enough. Well, is it enough? I sighed as I thrust a kick and stood up, trudging my trail through the kitchen, grabbing some crackers and milk from the fridge. Without opening the lights, I ate in the middle of darkness. I was enjoying my food when I felt sudden goosebumps followed by the cracking sound which seems to be near me. I tried to ignore it but it keeps giving noise and by this time, it's getting louder than before which makes my heart skip its beat. I thought I would only feel it on Zeke. I stood up and run into my bed covering myself up with my comforter.
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"WAKE UP! AMIRA!" I groaned and grab my hotdog pillow, covering it on my ears.
"AMIRA!!" The f**k! What's her problem? I'm still sleeping for Pete's sake!
"What's your problem?" I said in my husky, morning voice.
"Get! Up! We're late!" Oh, damn class!
"Tell our subject professors that I'm seriously sick."
"It's Saturday!"
"Then why bother to wake me up since it's Saturday! I sleep late last night!"
" Cause Amira-from-other-world-version, it's Saturday and we're going to the orphanage to visit the children with your oh-so-called-love Zeke, and please rise now and get change, ASAP!" My soul was fully awakened and my feet take their steps through the shower in just a second. After a shower, I put on some striped black and red—pencil skirts paired with plain black off-shoulder down to my black satellite. I styled my hair and put on some light make-up.
Viola! I'm ready!
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"Are you sure you're going to the orphanage?" Patty stated, arching her eyebrows and scan me from head to toe.
"Of course! Is there any problem with my look?""There is Amira, you're going to the orphanage, not in the bar, get change." I pouted as I trump my way back to our room, changing from elegant to a simple one. I pick up the plain oversized shirt and put on the black skinny jeans paired with white high-cutted black shoes.
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"So, He's also fond of kids?" I asked Patty with a wide grin on my face with overwhelming happiness in my heart.
"Yep! and that's what makes you—the old Amira rather loves him more and I know you feel the same way. " I just smiled and imagine my life with him, carrying our child in his arms while playing with our baby's little hands. Calling me, hugging me from the back while I am cooking—
"We're here!" My imagination cut the moment Patty shouted and shifted her gaze out from the taxi's window, it's the orphanage. There's a lot of children playing
around and most especially—Zeke."Are you just going to stick your ass on that seat and watch them till they'll melt?" I opened the door and the fresh air from the big trees outside welcomed me.
"Keep the change," I heard Patty said to the taxi driver and drove off after. I shifted my gaze on Zeke who's happily playing with kids and his smile, it's genuine. As I look at him now, he doesn't look like the arrogant and cold Zeke I knew.
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"Thank you for visiting us again Ms. Amira, Ms. Patty," A Sister greeted us, " How are you Ms. Amira, I heard you've got into an accident, are you okay now? Jillian is so worried about you." Sister Rose added. Jillian? I look at Patty and she seems to know what I'm thinking.
" Yeah, Jillian, sister Rose, where's Jillian now?" Patty asked. Sister Rose lead us the way to the children's room and saw a little girl sitting on her bed alone. Why isn't she playing with those kids outside?
" Sister Amira!" she runs towards me and jumps, wrapping her tiny thin arms on my neck for a hug. " Sister Amira, are you fine now? Is there something that makes you feel hurt? Just tell me, I blow it for you." she stated and smiled at me.
" Not anymore, Jillian. How are you? Why are you here? Why don't you play with them outside?" I asked.
" They said, I'm creepy because I'm quiet. They don't want to play with me so I only stay here and play myself and wait for you to visit me. You know that sister Amira, don't you? "
" Oh-oh yes, of course," I nod and laugh forcefully trying to hide that I forgot everything about her. Jillian is so cute and innocent. We played cards with Patty and eat snacks with her. Jillian is so happy different from Jillian I've seen earlier.
"Pat, I'll just go outside, keep an eye on her for a while, okay?" Patty nodded and I make my way through the outside and saw Zeke still playing with kids. The kids run while Zeke catches them. He looks like a father playing with his children I was stunned when he landed his gaze on me. I shamefully smiled and slowly went towards them.
"Hello! sister Amira!" they greeted and continue playing with Zeke. I sat on a cement-made bench watching them playing. I took my phone out of my pocket and opened the camera.
"Sister Krisha!!!" Krisha's here? I saw Krisha went towards them and the children were running into her, welcoming her with their hugs and kisses. I felt sudden jealousy.
"Brother Zeke, hug Sister Krisha too!" A
caramel-haired little boy yelled. Zeke looks at Krisha with his usual look, deadpan. Krisha smiled at them and hug Zeke. I stood up and went back to Jillian.Jillian is sleeping, making Patty's thigh her pillow. That seems to be comfortable. I slowly went towards them."Where did you go?" Patty whispered, trying not to disturb Jillian's sleep.
"In the comfort room, I suddenly got a stomach ache," I whispered back. I slowly sat beside Jillian and watch her sleeping peacefully.
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"Time to eat!" The children happily gathered around on a long wooden table.
"Amira!" I turned my head and saw Krisha approaching me. "You're here!"
"Yeah, visiting them again." I simply
answered."It's good that your back, the children missed you a lot. " nope, it's seems like they missed you more. "Ye--yeah,"
"Ms. Krisha, Sir Zeke, Ms. Amira, and Ms. Patty, dine in." Sister Rose invited us.
" Of course!"Patty exclaimed, marching her feet through the table. Krisha did the same and both Zeke and I just standing in the
opposite corner."Amira,"
"I'm full,"
"Never say no, Amira, it's already a merit," Patty stated, chewing her food.
"Yeah," Sister Rose added and the rest.
"Come as well, Zeke, never say no," Sister Rose stated handing him a spoon and plate. Patty did the same to me and I can't do
anything but accept it.###
"Goodbye Sister Krisha, Brother Zeke, Sister Amira, and Sister Patty! Visit us next time."
"Sure, we will," Krisha said which makes
the children yelled in excitement."Thank you for visiting us," Sister Rose said.
It was four in the afternoon when we get back to our dorm with Krisha. Krisha already went to her dorm. I quickly sat on the sofa, spreading my arms and resting my head on its headboard, Patty did the same. We rested for minutes and change our clothes after. I suddenly crave something, cake, and coffee."I'll go to the coffee shop, do you want to come?"
"Nah, no thanks, I'm so tired playing with kids. My fats are stressed, just bring me some takeouts. I want cappuccino and chocolate cookies, by the way, thanks." I just shrugged and went off.
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"One arabica and one slice of cheesecake. I'll be taking out one cappuccino and one set of chocolate cookies." I went to my previous spot and waited for my order.
"Amira?" I lift my head and saw Krisha again. "You're here again,"
"Ye--yeah, I suddenly crave coffee and cakes."
"Let me guess, arabica and cheesecake, right?"
"Yep!"
"Great! Me too, I love this place and mostly their foods."
"Are you always here?"
"Nope, sometimes," I just nodded. Silence came between us, both looking outside. Our order was served in a minute and we both dine in.
"You and Zeke lately...you two seem close." My mouth suddenly uttered for a topic. I wanted to slap my mouth.
"Me? and Zeke? Eww!" She groaned and acting like she's throwing up.
"I saw you lately, y--you hug him." This month, I wanted to buy a padlock and lock my mouth up.
"It was just an act so they'll not gonna notice that there's a feud between us, plus, he insulted me for hugging him when they all went inside, he says I'm dirty and never take a bath, that I don't deserve a hug from him. I don't want a hug from a moron like him too!" she huffed and fill her mouth with a cake. I laugh at the thought of him being so stagy. Silence takes over the ambiance again. I played with my cake with a fork. How lucky Krisha is to have a petty fight on him—I mean, he doesn't ignore her while on me, ... he's cold. I just heaved and finish my cake.
"Amira,"
"Yes,"
"Can I ask you?"
"Go ahead,"
"Why do you like Zeke?" My head automatically lifted. "I mean, he's not good, he's arrogant but—"
"Because loving someone doesn't need any reason." I cut her, yes, I love him for being him and not just a fictional character and I know it's not right. After seeing the other side of him, the different smile formed on his lips while he is with children, I know I have met the other half of Zeke and that makes me love him more for being him, not just a fictional character knew.
"Oh-oh, sorry,"
"There's nothing to be sorry for, honestly, his attitude does suck," I said, and we both laugh. We talk for a minute and went back to the dorm after.
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"Thank you so much, dear."
"50 dollars in total."
"What?! Do I have to pay? But why so expensive? Are their coffee and cookies
made of gold?""Nope, actually, coffee cost 5 dollars and 10 dollars for the cookies, the 30 dollars is my requital. So..." I forwarded and played my palms, " my payment," she pouted as she slapped the 50 dollars on my palm.
"Arigato, Patty-san!" I happily went inside our room.
"I will never request to you again!" Patty shouted
"Sure!"
###" Get lost! I don't want to contaminate my eyes with your ugly face. I hope changing face is easy as changing your clothes, tsk!"
" Wow! Do you think you're handsome enough?"
" I surpass famous models visual and many girls fantasize me, isn't it enough?"
" Woah! Cringe, Mr. Zeke Alejandro, very cringe. I'm getting goosebumps now. I wanted to wash my ears with holy water, urghh! Gross. "
" Same to you Ms. Krisha Fajardo, I wanted to wash my eyes with holy water as well."
" You—"
" Handsome, yeah I know." I don't what to react right now. Early in the morning, their petty fights welcomed us. It was just because Krisha sits beside Zeke.
"Tsk, very mature," Patty mumbled
"Shut up, Pat"
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It was already 11:30 which means it's time for lunch, time to eat. After rushing out from the hot horrible place—the room, we straightly make our way through the cafeteria. It wasn't too crowded when we got there. We ordered food—of course and we sat at the very corner of the caf. I was about to bit my hamburger when my eyes drop their gaze to a man in front of our table.
Zeke
With just a blink of an eye, girls are already surrounding him, taking out their phones. The girls flirtatiously giggled eyeing at Zeke full of admirations. They look like a dog staring at the bone. The cafeteria is filled with screams and giggles and it's losing my appetite. Who told them they can linger around him.
"Zeke, can I sit here?" A girl in a ponytail asked in a stagy voice.
" Me too, look, there are no vacant seats anymore." another stagy dog uttered. I look around and saw some unoccupied seats. Where's the " no vacant seats anymore" tsk! Grr!
" Can I sit here? " It was Krisha,
" Sure, " Krisha pulled the stool and sit with us. I shifted my gaze again to Zeke who's still surrounded by girls and keeps pestering him.
"Poor, Zeke," Krisha uttered while shaking her head and munching her sandwich.
"He's in a great disaster," I added, sipping my lemon juice. I look at Patty who seems not to care about the happenings around and just focuses on her beloved, food.
We finished our food and leave the cafeteria after. When we get outside, we parted our ways. Patty's going back to the classroom and Krisha's to the comfort room. I sat on the bench near me, letting the boredom slap me. The school was noisy and the students are doing their business.
I missed reading.
Reading!
An idea comes into my mind. I found myself marching some steps through the library in just a blink of an eye.
Silence welcomed me as I step inside the
library. Only five students were sitting separately. I head into the corner, looking for some interesting story. Especially, the fantasy genre I missed reading. I passed into the history section and there's one book makes my feet step back.Traveling To The Other Dimension
Why is it placed in the history section?
I slowly take the book out from the shelf. I gasp as I saw the amazing book cover which seems to be interesting to read. I was about to open it when someone grabs it from my hands.
"You are not allowed to read this." The librarian said, raising her thick eyebrows. I apologized and get back to searching for another book. They shouldn't replace it there if they don't want someone to read it. Tsk! I just pick a tiger-related book and sat on the vacant seat.
I smiled upon seeing the baby tigers. I was only looking at the picture but not reading the full text. One tiger caught my attention and reminds me of someone.
Zeke
It looks like Zeke when he's angry.
Eyebrows arched and eyes sharpen.The school bell rings and all students in the library including me, take back the books on their assigned shelf.
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Professor Mendiola, the terror teacher was discussing furiously. We all are listening to him and focuses our attention on him, afraid of the flying eraser that will land on our foreheads. I was usually staring outside in times like this but when it's Prof. Mendiola, all of us became good students. Even those fangirls who always screams when Zeke's here, shut their mouth up.
We are all afraid of Professor Mendiola's venom.
Amira's POVAfter a month, I met this wall again. The wall that was not just a wall but a wall of memories. This wall might not be as special as some other places I have been, but it is one of the specials.I drag the stoll I brought form my house to the flat surface. I slowly climb up until im able to see the view inside.When I am finally on the other side, i ran towards the hallway, trying not to make a noise. It was still class hours and thankfully, they didn't notice me.No students was there to linger around. This hallway has been special as well. The most common places of every story including this.I didn't waste more time of reminiscing that happened and just run my way towards the library.I just hope the librarian is not here. I slowly opened the door, half way, and peek towards the librarian's table. She was sleeping there amd there w
Amira's POVAs I get back to home, I felt like energy and my apatite about everything has faded together with the image of Jasper slowly fading in front of me.I know that I will still see him when I decided to go back, if it is really my wants but still. It looks like he's gone forever.I felt bad for Cassandra as well. I know he have feelings for Jasper but what makes me wonder is why she's already engaged in just a month."What happened? " my mom approaches me giving me the look of worries. She touches my shoulder and I felt a little bit enlighten. I just shook my head like I always do and smiled at her. I don't want to talk a about it and I just wanted to be quiet."I'm going back to my room. " I said as I stood up without leaving a lot of words. I quickly jumped off my bed as soon as I got there.I stared at the ceiling and starting to find
Amira's POVMonths has passed but nothing much happen. Aside from the life cycle; eating, walking, sleeping, nothing much special. As I got up to my bed, I already knew that this day would be boring.My eyes was still half open when I stretched my arms to reach my phone. I wanted to lay back on my bed when I saw nothing on my phone but an alarm time.I just made a face before forcing myself to take a bath.Even if our day is way more pressured as it goes by, we need to be fresh."Mom, where's the new shampoo I bought yesterday?" I yepled al throughout the bathroom. I look under the cabinet but there's none.I feel so excited to enter the shower room whenever we have a new shampoo."It is still in the bag. I haven't put it there yet. " I stood up and went from where it was.It was a strawberry and aloe sha
Krisha's POVWhy didn't he tell me? I have the right to know!"Zack, please answer the call. " I tried myself to stop crying but every time I think that he's not here anymore, and that I am not sure if I could see him again, I can't.I have been trying to reach him, call every minute but I received nothing but ignorance. I already messaged him in all of his social media accounts but he doesn't read it.What did I do? As far as I know, everything before this was fine.I quickly dial Zeke's number but even him, at this moment I can't reach as well. It feels like I ought to be alone.Out if frustration and anger, I throw my phone up into the wall that causes cracks on my phone screen.At this night, all I did is to cry and give out my pain.###The ne
Amira's POV"So now that you're graduated, you're planning to live together? Are you gonna ask me for my daughter's hand? " I burst out the water inside my mouth."Dad, it's not what you think. We're still young and never planned to go in that stage. " I irritatedly utter and put down the glass of water. By all the words I said, I only received Dad's meaningful look and Zeke's laugh. I just rolled my eyes as I stood up and went to the kitchen. As I open the fridge, it was full of Mom's ricepe. I even need to scatter just to found that bottle of juice."I am just here for days and after that I'll go back to my house. " I heard Zeke said. So, he's staying with me for awhile?"Sister, are you becoming crazy? Why are you smiling alone? " I quickly hide my face when my brother suddenly butt into my thoughts."Shut up! My brain cells are joking and it's not your business.
Amira's POV"It's been so long since we last go there. We have been missing a lot" I sat on the same table we have sat on the last time we go here. "What's the flavor? " he asked. I just look at him and I know that he already know what I want. "Alright, Poppi! " I just chuckled when he went to order, running like an exited kid.I look around the places and took a picture of it. I will miss this too."Here you are. " I quickly grab the other piece of popsicles and eat it wholely.###After sometime if walking, chatting, and everything, we head back to our respective dorms.As I sat on my bed, I stared at my phone hoping that he will chat me. Ever since we graduated, he has never been with me. He didn't visit me not send me messages but yesterday I saw him with Krisha.I just took a deep breath cause this is all what I can do at the moment. Taking deep breaths might not be a cure but somehow it releases the