Krisha's POV
"Krish, can you do me a favor?" Anne, our class president approaches me.
"Sure"
"Can you please bring it to Professor Eduardo? It was our full attendance and report for this month," she said, handing me the thick papers. I just nodded and walk my way through Prof. Eduardo's office. I was about to step out when I bump into something hard.
" Tsk! Watch your way! " I lifted my head and saw the most awful demon I've ever seen, I've ever met, Zeke.
" Sorry? "I uttered sarcastically. He just looks at me and walks away without even helping me pick those papers already scattered on the ground. I huffed as I pick the papers and arranged them.
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After giving the papers to Prof. Eduardo, I didn't take any long moments to stay. I was about to go back to the classroom when my feet suddenly turn themselves the other way and take me to the cafeteria. My stomach huffed and there I know, I was hungry. I directly went to the counter and ordered a hamburger and ate it while I'm walking my way.
As I go back to the classroom, a presumptuous Zeke welcomed me, sitting inappropriately on his seat, resting his right leg above the table while sucking the earpads on his ears. I just rolled my eyes and went to Patty and Amira.
Talking about Amira, I noticed something different about her these days. She became quiet—I mean, she's very different from before. The Amira I knew was mad at me but now, she seems so nice to me and she smiles more on me but never before. She's also important towards Zeke before but now she's different. I wanted to become friends with her.
"Hey, Amira! Hey, Pat!" They both look and smiled at me, greeted me back. "Can I sit?"
"Sure!" I pulled the vacant seat.
" What are you guys talking about?"
" It's about the bo—"Patty answered but Amira quickly cover her mouth with her palm. " It's about the boy she loves." Patty continued
" Ohh, Zeke?" I asked and Amira blushed. Spot-on! She still likes Zeke, that moron. Amira is too good for him. Zeke always ignores Amira, he's a moron, a piece of sh*t!
"Shut up, Pat," Amira shyly uttered with a bloom of slightly red on her cheeks, forming an easy smile on her lips. Patty and I both chuckled.
" By the way, tomorrow's Saturday, are you both free?" I asked, I hope they are.
" Yeah, we are!" Patty exclaimed, " Right, Amira?"
" Ye--yeah,"
" Great! Can we guys hang out tomorrow? To the amusement park!" I excitedly said and hoping they to join.
" That would be great!"
"Yeah, sure,"
Amira's POV
" Why did you agree?!"
"Because she invited us and it'll make her feel bad when we'll say no."
"I know but—"
"No buts, Amira, besides, you can't get that book anyway when that librarian is around and there's no way for her to leave the library." I heaved and lay back in bed. My guts pushed me to read that book and know every single detail about it. I decided to forget about the book and just think that it was just one of those interesting story written by the author's wide imaginations.
Tomorrow might be an exciting day. We'll go to an amusement park with Krisha, I was surprised when Krisha invited us like—I am going to spend my holiday with the fictional character I admire.
"I hope there's a lot of delicious food there," Patty uttered. I just shook my head and lock my gaze up to the ceiling. Good thing no lizards is flirting with her unlike in my room, there's always be, gross.
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So this is what the amusement park in the book looks like? It's the same as reality's, nothing seems to be different. I took a glance at the high rides and the tents around. As I look into the carousel it makes me want to step back and run home. It was so big and the pattern looks so scary. I look at Krisha who seems to be excited riding those and Patty who also seems to feel what I've felt.
"So what should we ride first?" She asked gluing her gaze on the monster, the carousel. My adrenaline slowly bursting out.
"It's your choice," I answered.
"To the carousel!" Krisha exclaimed with mirth as she pulled us towards it. I feel like my feet are getting heavier but still managed to be dragged by her. She bought an entrance slip for us and she drags us again to the ride's entrance. She gave the slip to the man guarding in and drag us again to our seats. We all sat in a row. I and Patty are on the corner and Krisha in the center.
"I'm so excited," she uttered excitedly."Me too," Patty and I responded in chorus both with sarcasm.
The ride started and slowly rising and my soul almost separated from my body when it suddenly goes down. A scream escaped from our mouth holding the metal before us so tight. It was so fast and I feel like falling when the ride takes its way in a circle. The path and the speed make me think of my lousy but terrible death.
I quickly run into the none crowdy area the moment I got off the ride. I feel like I'm going to throw up. I feel dizzy and I wanted to lay on my bed.
"Are you okay?" Krisha asked, rubbing my back. I snorted as I place my hand over my stomach.
"I'm okay," I responded without looking at her.
"I'm sorry, I—"
"Don't be sorry, it's okay,"
"But—"
"Hush! I'm okay," I spun around and met her worried look. I smiled at her, showing her I'm okay. I'm okay. I look around and notice Patty not around.
"Where's Patty?" Her eyes widened and mouthed sh*t. She runs back to the carousel, I followed her and saw Patty sitting on a bench and seemed to be crying. We quickly run towards her.
"Pat, are you okay?" Krisha and I asked in a chorus. She looks at us and wiped her tears.
"Where have you been?" she asked
"Sorry to leave you, I fell dizzy so I run out from here."
"And I followed her," Krisha said. She folded her arms under her chest and twisting her lips, showing that she's sulky.
"You both left me, you two deserve a punishment."
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Krisha and I both glancing at Patty who's busy sipping the ramen soup we bought from the nearby ramen stand. So this is our punishment, to buy her food. She stretched her arms and reach for the hamburger near the cookies which were near the lemon juice.
"So where are we going to go next?" Krisha asked between the silence.
"I'll pass, I'm eating," Patty answered with a full bread on her mouth. "Amira can go with you." She added. I slip my hand off to my back and twisted it and smell the other scent of trouble.
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We were standing in front of the tent where the surroundings were designed in great horror. My eyes drop on the banner written in bold letters with blood-like designs.
ONCE ENTERED THERE'S NO TURNING BACK
I can feel the sweat on the back of my neck and a great adrenaline pumping. I look at Krisha who's staring at it with a wide grin on her face. She looks so creepy. I know what she's thinking. I was about to step back when she tugs me towards the entrance and I already was dead. Before we step in, the golden-haired lady outside explained to us the mechanics of the game. My whole body seems to be saturated with sweat and my hands are coldly shaking. As soon as we step in screams and growls can be heard which makes my nervousness grow. I look at Krisha who seems to be scared as well. I wrap my arms around Krisha's and make her walk first. A white lady suddenly jumps in our way which makes us jump in surprise ft. fear. We continued walking slowly and met another creature. A headless man walking towards us and we both scream and run. My heart was pounding so fast. The path we take was so quiet. I feel a bit relieved not until a black giant man with a cigarette in his mouth frightened us out and makes us run and enter another room. Krisha and I noticed that was taking the wrong path and when we're about to get back when the door suddenly closed in a bang. There was another bold bloody written letter on the wall.
YOU'RE LOCKED, SOLVE THE PUZZLE
I muttered sh*t on my mouth. It was already told by the lady guarding outside that we'd walk a wrong path this will be happening. The place was so confusing cause aside from that it's dark the room also seems to be a path and it was a great trip. Now, we're heading into the small dusty table with a dusty folder above. Maybe it's the mystery we're going to solve. Krisha and I both looking at each other. She breathes deeply as she slowly stretches her arms and reaches the folder, opening it in quickly. There was only a blank bond paper and when she flipped it away we both gasped in fright. There was a zoom image of a white lady smiling at us. I felt chills shivering down and I know Krisha felt the same. I shove the paper away and there was a box next to it. With open the box and saw a puzzle piece and a puzzle board inside. Krisha and I helped each other to finish the puzzle. This puzzle seems to be a letter and I don't know how the picture is involved with this.
As we almost complete the puzzle, Krisha and I look at each other as we read the unfinished sentence on it.
She's now on your...
I drop my gaze on the last piece in my hands, seeing the word BACK.
She's now on your... Back
I held Krisha's arms as did the same. I gulped as we slowly spun our heads at our back. A shrieking scream both escaped from our lips when we saw the white lady we'd seen in the picture. We quickly run around the room, still holding each other so tight. We were running around and the white lady chasing us. I know that she's just a fake one but a real human but damn! She's scary and never I wanted to be touched, caught, or be nigh to her. The room filled with our screams. There was a door suddenly opened and we both take the chance to escape. We were running so fast until we reached the end.
We were both gasping for air. My sweat is dripping rapidly and my hands were still cold. I drop my glance at the vampire stuffed toy in my hands. It was our reward for finishing and succeeding in the game. Krisha had it too.
"Hope you'll visit next time." The girl with a round eyeglass said. Visit? Again? Your face!
"Of course!" I answered, smiling from ear to ear with the opposite feeling of my heart. "It was really fun" and I almost die, damn this place!
We exited and rushed towards the ice cream stand. I ordered my favorite strawberry ice cream ordered the vanilla one. We sat on the wooden bench near the fountain. My hands were still shaking while holding the ice cream. I composed myself as I licked the top.
" That was fun!"Krisha uttered
" And I almost see my grandma welcoming me to the next life," I added and she let out a laugh. We finish our ice cream and make our way back to Patty. Krisha suddenly stopped so I am.
"Let's go there!" she exclaimed and pointed the ride with horses moving in a circle. She tugs me again towards there. Why does she always tug me today?
We are now both riding like a child in the horses. I smiled upon remembering my childhood memories on this ride. I suddenly missed my parents and my best friend, Sheena. How are they now?
"Amira, are you okay?" Krisha break my thoughts and pulled me back to the present. I just smiled and nodded as my response. We were quiet for the whole ride. We were now making our way back into Patty and I wasn't surprised at all when I saw her eating again. Both Krisha and I look at each other then chuckled.
"Are you guys done?" She said between her chews. I pulled a seat and set myself on it and Krisha did the same. My stomach suddenly huffed and ordered me to eat. We bought a pancake nearby and a bottle of mineral water for our drinks.
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It was already 4:45 in the afternoon when we get back to our dorm.
"Thank you for spending this Saturday with me, it was such a great day," Krisha exclaimed.
"I also enjoyed it too," I responded, smiling at her.
" Amira, ca--can we be friends? "
" Aren't we? " She smiled widely and throw a hug at me.
" I wanted to be friends with you for a long time but you're angry at me," she stated between our hugs.
" Just forget it! Let bygones be bygones." she hugged me tighter. We both get back to our rooms. Patty was laying on the sofa, snoring. She must be so tired—of eating. I went to my bed and without changing my clothes, I drifted off to sleep.
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It was Sunday and I groaned thinking that tomorrow will be another day for school but change into ease when I think of seeing Zeke again."Let's eat!" Patty shouted from the sala. My stomach growled and without a second thought, march towards the table. We were eating silence and I was also busy chewing food. It is so delicious. Never would have thought that Patty's good in this. I forked the jumbo hotdogs and eat them voraciously.
"You're not hungry right?"
"Yes, I am," I scooped into scrambled eggs. I burped as I was glutted. I take a rest for a while then grab my towel for a shower. It took me a long minute to finish my bath and take some clothes on. At first, I feel disgusted and uncomfortable wearing Amira's clothes—my clothes but when I think that it was just the same body and knew that Amira is clean it shove my feels out of my way.
What to do?
I au revoir to Patty before going out and walk my way through the coffee shop. I walk slowly and roam my eyes around the colorful houses, restaurants, buildings as I passed. I followed my gaze into the passing car until they fade. There was a jeepney pass over and ejected out some thick black smoke which happens to be near me. I coughed and snorted. I feel like my lungs are filled with those.
"Here, it's clean, I haven't used it yet." A familiar voice said handing me a brown handkerchief. My heart was drumming so loudly as I slowly lifted my sight and saw the man I admired the most, I love, Zeke. He was wearing a black leather jacket and white shirts in black loose pants. His hair was quite messed and some of it is covering his eyes.
"Wha--what am I su--supposed to do with the--this?" I stuttered.
"Eat it if you can, tsk" he rolled his eyes and I felt wonder-stricken when he reached my hands and put the handkerchief over. "Use your common sense, cover it on your nose." He stated as he walks away.
"Zeke!" I called and gladly he stopped.
"Thank you!" I yelled as he walks away. I've felt a great ecstasy about just now. Did he just talk with me? My heart was frisson with great happiness. I touched my hand. I can still felt his soft hands on mine.
Cover it on your nose
Cover it on your nose
His words were repeating into my mind and I couldn't stop myself but giggle at the very pit of my stomach. The people passing by are looking at me with their furrowed eyebrows and their judging looks. They might have thought I'm crazy. Well, maybe I am.
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I was now enjoying my favorite cafe, favorite dessert on my favorite spot still wearing my smile. I stared at Zeke's handkerchief while waiting for my usual order to be served. I smelled it and my lungs were now filled with a strong great scent of him. My order arrived and I quickly put the handkerchief back in my pocket.
I smelled the delicious aroma of the coffee before having it. I slowly chewed and felt the sweetness of the cheesecake melting in my mouth. After finishing and pay for my food, I exited.
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"Really?!" Patty exclaimed after telling her my victory a while ago. "So, you're happy?"
"Of course! Who wouldn't be? He's been so cold to me and never talk to me. He ignores me like he doesn't know I exist so what happened now, was an unexpected blithesome." I uttered with hopes.
" I'm happy for you, Amira. But please don't keep your hopes too high. You're not for him and especially he's not for you. You already know it, Amira. " Patty stated which locked me into silence.
"I know, Pat," I responded in a slow tuned voice. Patty smiled at me. I went to our bed and look at the handkerchief in my hands. I smiled at the thought that it was from him. I know he's not for me but was it wrong to feel what I've felt? Was it wrong to continue loving him despite the things I knew? Was it wrong for me to feel this way?
Yes, Amira, it's wrong very wrong.
Amira's POVAfter a month, I met this wall again. The wall that was not just a wall but a wall of memories. This wall might not be as special as some other places I have been, but it is one of the specials.I drag the stoll I brought form my house to the flat surface. I slowly climb up until im able to see the view inside.When I am finally on the other side, i ran towards the hallway, trying not to make a noise. It was still class hours and thankfully, they didn't notice me.No students was there to linger around. This hallway has been special as well. The most common places of every story including this.I didn't waste more time of reminiscing that happened and just run my way towards the library.I just hope the librarian is not here. I slowly opened the door, half way, and peek towards the librarian's table. She was sleeping there amd there w
Amira's POVAs I get back to home, I felt like energy and my apatite about everything has faded together with the image of Jasper slowly fading in front of me.I know that I will still see him when I decided to go back, if it is really my wants but still. It looks like he's gone forever.I felt bad for Cassandra as well. I know he have feelings for Jasper but what makes me wonder is why she's already engaged in just a month."What happened? " my mom approaches me giving me the look of worries. She touches my shoulder and I felt a little bit enlighten. I just shook my head like I always do and smiled at her. I don't want to talk a about it and I just wanted to be quiet."I'm going back to my room. " I said as I stood up without leaving a lot of words. I quickly jumped off my bed as soon as I got there.I stared at the ceiling and starting to find
Amira's POVMonths has passed but nothing much happen. Aside from the life cycle; eating, walking, sleeping, nothing much special. As I got up to my bed, I already knew that this day would be boring.My eyes was still half open when I stretched my arms to reach my phone. I wanted to lay back on my bed when I saw nothing on my phone but an alarm time.I just made a face before forcing myself to take a bath.Even if our day is way more pressured as it goes by, we need to be fresh."Mom, where's the new shampoo I bought yesterday?" I yepled al throughout the bathroom. I look under the cabinet but there's none.I feel so excited to enter the shower room whenever we have a new shampoo."It is still in the bag. I haven't put it there yet. " I stood up and went from where it was.It was a strawberry and aloe sha
Krisha's POVWhy didn't he tell me? I have the right to know!"Zack, please answer the call. " I tried myself to stop crying but every time I think that he's not here anymore, and that I am not sure if I could see him again, I can't.I have been trying to reach him, call every minute but I received nothing but ignorance. I already messaged him in all of his social media accounts but he doesn't read it.What did I do? As far as I know, everything before this was fine.I quickly dial Zeke's number but even him, at this moment I can't reach as well. It feels like I ought to be alone.Out if frustration and anger, I throw my phone up into the wall that causes cracks on my phone screen.At this night, all I did is to cry and give out my pain.###The ne
Amira's POV"So now that you're graduated, you're planning to live together? Are you gonna ask me for my daughter's hand? " I burst out the water inside my mouth."Dad, it's not what you think. We're still young and never planned to go in that stage. " I irritatedly utter and put down the glass of water. By all the words I said, I only received Dad's meaningful look and Zeke's laugh. I just rolled my eyes as I stood up and went to the kitchen. As I open the fridge, it was full of Mom's ricepe. I even need to scatter just to found that bottle of juice."I am just here for days and after that I'll go back to my house. " I heard Zeke said. So, he's staying with me for awhile?"Sister, are you becoming crazy? Why are you smiling alone? " I quickly hide my face when my brother suddenly butt into my thoughts."Shut up! My brain cells are joking and it's not your business.
Amira's POV"It's been so long since we last go there. We have been missing a lot" I sat on the same table we have sat on the last time we go here. "What's the flavor? " he asked. I just look at him and I know that he already know what I want. "Alright, Poppi! " I just chuckled when he went to order, running like an exited kid.I look around the places and took a picture of it. I will miss this too."Here you are. " I quickly grab the other piece of popsicles and eat it wholely.###After sometime if walking, chatting, and everything, we head back to our respective dorms.As I sat on my bed, I stared at my phone hoping that he will chat me. Ever since we graduated, he has never been with me. He didn't visit me not send me messages but yesterday I saw him with Krisha.I just took a deep breath cause this is all what I can do at the moment. Taking deep breaths might not be a cure but somehow it releases the