APRIL 1st, 2025
FOUR AND A HALF YEARS LATER Tasha woke up with goosebumps crawling across her skin. The fan overhead was spinning, but the room felt hotter than usual, like something thick and electric lingered in the air. She sat up in bed, her long curls tangled, her yellow nightgown matted to her body, while her sheets were twisted and damp with sweat. Her heart beat a little too fast for her liking. The dream still clung to her like mist. She didn't remember all of it, just flashes: moonlight, lips brushing her ear, a hand gripping her waist. A whisper in the dark that coiled through her veins like smoke. "Tasha..." Her breath caught. That voice. It was him. The man from the gate. It had been almost five years since she'd had that encounter with that man, yet still, his voice and eyes haunted her dreams. But last night's dream was different, in this one, they had almost kissed. She shook her head and threw the covers off, hopping out of bed. "Lord, cover me under yuh blood," she muttered, drawing the cross over her chest. "What kinda dream dat now?" She padded to the bathroom and splashed cold water on her face. Her brown eyes stared back at her in the mirror. They were looking wide and a little wild. The way she was feeling was telling her she wasn't a child anymore. She wasn't sixteen. She was two months away from her twenty-first birthday. She touched her lips unconsciously, like they'd been kissed in her sleep. The knock on her door nearly made her jump out of her skin. "Tasha!" Debby's voice rang through the house like a church bell with no filter. "Wake up, mi belly hungry!" Tasha laughed and shook her head. "Mi coming!" She threw on some shorts and an oversized Bob Marley tee before heading downstairs. The scent of fried plantains, saltfish, and fried dumplings hit her nose before she even reached the last step. "Mummy, yuh smell up di whole kitchen," she said, stepping into the kitchen where Edith was flipping dumplings with military precision. "Good morning, babygirls," Edith said with a soft smile. "Eat. Then you two can go by the plaza. Mi know unnu want to show off the little pretty clothes dem weh yuh get in the barrel." (I know you two can't wait to show off the pretty outfits you got from overseas). Tasha smirked and grabbed a plate. "You are not wrong." “Aunty Edith, dem dumplings here bad!” “Thank you, Debs,” Edith smiled. “Now eat up. I'm gonna check on Mama Pryce.” Debby sat at the table with her legs crossed, scrolling on her phone and sipping carrot juice like royalty. She grinned as Tasha sat down beside her. "So," Debby said, not even waiting for her to take a bite, "you going to tell me what that white man was doing here last night? Or should I start assuming things?" Tasha almost choked on her food. "What? Who?" Debby leaned in dramatically. "Don't play dumb. Man looked like a Calvin Klein ad. I saw him jumping the fence last night. Girl, yuh never tell me Mr. Red Bimma was back in town." "I don't know what you're talking about!" Tasha protested. "You know mi haven't seen him since that night at mi sixteenth birthday party." Debby's eyes widened. "Wait! Wonder if he's planning to kidnap you?!" She gasped and clutched her imaginary pearls. "Tasha! That's a Lifetime movie setup!" "I know," Tasha said quietly, suddenly not feeling so hungry. "If what you're saying is true, then mi haffi be more vigilant. But mi nuh feel like he would harm me. When we met that one time, he didn't seem dangerous. More like... I don't know. Familiar." (I have to be more vigilant. But I don't feel like he would harm me). "Familiar like 'daddy issues’ familiar or like 'sweet baby Jesus that man is fine' familiar?" Debby asked, dead serious. Tasha gave her a look. "You're ridiculous." Debby shrugged. "And yet, not wrong." The rest of the morning passed in a blur. They walked to the plaza, grabbed ice cream, got catcalled by a group of tight-pants-wearing boys in fake gold chains, and dodged Mrs. Thompson from church, who always asked when Tasha and Rupert were getting married. Rupert and Tasha had been dating for two years, and even though she was still a virgin, she couldn't wait to make love to the pastor's son. She even moved some of her clothes over to his apartment. He gave her closet space, and the two biggest drawers. It was almost official. All she needed was to forward her mail there as well. Debby found it weird that she'd been having sleepovers with a man she wasn't being intimate with. But Tasha didn't care what her cousin thought. She loved Rupert. Then she thought about how that dream kept pulling at her. "Gal, yuh spacing out again," Debby pinched her shoulder. "Ouch!" Tasha yelled. "You little Johncrow." "Sorry, but mi been calling yuh name so long mi mouth tired." "Cho man," Tasha hissed her teeth and rubbed her shoulder. "What were you saying?" "When yuh going to leave Rupert? Mi keep hearing some dirty things 'bout him. He's not good for you. Him a man whore. Tell you ‘bout pastor pickney dem. Bad like AIDS.” (When are you going to leave Rupert? I keep hearing some dirty things about him. He's not good for you. He's a man whore. I keep telling people that a pastor’s child is the worst. They are bad like AIDS). "But he's never pressured me for sex, though.” "That's cause he grooming yuh to be a trophy wife, one that Pastor Myrie approves of. We know he getting pussy elsewhere mek him not pressuring you for none." "Debby, enough! Rupert loves me and respects me enough to wait till marriage." "So you're saying he's going to wait one more year to tap that booty?" "Yes. I'll graduate from UTech this year, and he's giving me a year to settle into my banking job before we get married." "Alright, Miss. Continue living in your dream world." The two girls continued walking and laughing, until Debby saw the man she thought she'd seen jumping their fence. "Rahtid!" she snapped. (Aye!) "What is it?" Debby pointed with her mouth. "Don't look, but right over by the peanut cart, there's a white man standing there, watching us." Tasha began to turn, but Debby grabbed her wrist. "Fool-fool gal! Didn't mi just tell yuh not to look?" (Idiot girl! Didn't I just tell you not to look?) "Then how I supposed to know who you talking about?" "Just follow mi lead," Debby hissed her teeth. "Yuh nuh ready for the mission at all." Debby stepped into the street, dodging the fruit man who was trying to sell her a dozen spoiled oranges. She weaved through vendors and passersby until she stood in front of the man. "Mi catch yuh now, white bwoy!" Debby snapped. "EVERYBODY! EVERYBODY! This man been watching us like he want to kidnap us!" Debby started to make a scene. "Wait! No! Hold on, listen to me," the man tried to explain. "Mi nuh want hear nothing! Mi see yuh jumping mi fence last night. What were yuh doing in mi yard?" (I don't wanna hear it! I saw you jumping my fence last night. What were you doing in my yard?) "Debby, what the hell are you doing?" Tasha hissed. "Putting the white bwoy on the spot. Yuh think yuh can come here and traffic we like slavery days?" "Woah! Listen, miss. You’re taking it too far." "Browning, yuh good? This whitey bothering yuh?" the peanut vendor asked. (Nice Girl, are you okay? This white man is not bothering you?) "It's okay, Nutsy. Mi bet this is just a big misunderstanding," Tasha tried to calm the scene. "Right, Debs?" "It is," the white man gulped. "You should listen to your cousin." "Eh eh!" Debby shouted. She pulled off her slipper and started beating the man. "How yuh know we're cousins? How long you been watching us?" The man just stood there, taking the beating, which felt like feathers over his muscles. People were laughing, and some were taking videos and pictures. Debby finally dropped her hands to her sides, breathing heavily. "What are you, the Terminator?" The man laughed. "I'm just a tourist enjoying his vacation when a mad woman starts beating him with a slipper." "So you saying you weren't watching us? And you didn't jump our fence last night to watch us powder our pokies?”Debby asked. "I'm just fascinated by the culture and vibrancy of this place,” he let out. “And I have no idea what pokies are.” "So what's with the camera?" Debs asked. "People bring these on vacation to capture beautiful moments." "Yuh sassing me, white bwoy?" Debby squinted her eyes. "No, ma'am. I'm not." Debby watched him for a beat. "What's your name?" "Christopher." "Well, Christopher, yuh scared the bejesus outta me and mi cousin, so you owe us lunch." "Lunch?" His eyes widened. "Yes, man. Come. KFC right 'round di corner," Debby said, pulling the white man through the busy street. And all Tasha could do was follow them.The Holt estate had a way of making silence feel like scripture.Mornings in horse country came veiled in dew and birdsong. The kind of hush that made you feel either comforted or exposed, depending on what you carried inside. Tasha stood on the back porch, bundled in the oversized cardigan Tania had draped over her shoulders last night. She watched the mist drift across the fields like breath from the earth itself. Everything here smelled too clean. The damp soil, hay, and the honeysuckle. No hint of the salt and exhaust she was used to.Debby was still asleep upstairs. She was enjoying the move better than Tasha.Tasha hated how much that mattered. This was her family’s place. Her blood, yet she felt out of place.She rubbed at the faded lines on her wrist, her skin was still tender. Three days into her stay, and she still felt like she was borrowing someone else's life. Silk sheets, fresh towels, tea that came in tiny glass kettles. Even her reflection in the gilt-framed mirror did
Tasha jolted upright in bed, breath caught in her throat. What the hell was that? She asked herself, clutching the blanket to her chest. Moonlight filtered through the curtains, casting thin silver lines across the wooden floor.She stood up and slowly approached the window. She peered outside and noticed the trees swaying gently beyond the lawn, but something deeper in the forest didn't move. Something still. Something waiting.She pressed a hand to her chest, trying to calm her pulse. It wasn't the first time she'd woken like this, but tonight felt different. Tonight felt real.A soft knock startled her. It was Debby.Tasha opened the door. Debby stepped in, hugging a pillow to her chest."You heard it too, didn't you?" she asked, voice low. “Like an animal howling.”"I don't know what I heard," Tasha whispered.They sat together on the bed, saying little. There wasn't much to say.Out in the woods, Joseph watched from the cover of black pine and fog. He didn't need to see her win
The private jet touched down at Teterboro Airport just after dusk. A steady drizzle streaked across the tarmac, misting the sleek black SUV that waited on the runway. The airport staff moved with silent efficiency, ushering Debby and a still-weak Tasha from the plane into the vehicle. Miss Tania and Chris climbed in last, looking behind them, always watching, always ready.The drive was long and quiet, interrupted only by the sound of tires on wet pavement and the occasional sniffle from Debby, who hadn't said much since they boarded. Tasha rested against the window, her eyes half-lidded. Her bruises were still fresh, but the exhaustion clung to her like a second skin. She hadn't spoken a full sentence since leaving Kingston."You okay back there?" Chris asked, glancing at them in the rearview mirror.Debby nodded. "Just tired."Tasha gave a faint hum. She wasn't okay, but she wasn't sure she ever would be.They turned onto a narrow, gravel lane lined with towering oaks. At the end sa
The sun was barely up over the trees in New Jersey when Joseph Grind pulled into the long gravel drive of Tania Holt’s estate. The place was tucked deep into horse country, a sprawling colonial-style home with white shutters and rolling fields that stretched out behind it like something out of a postcard. Morning mist clung to the grass, and the house sat quiet, noble, as if it knew its place in the lineage of something ancient.Joseph didn’t bother ringing the bell. Tania was already at the door when he got out of the car, dressed in a soft cardigan and slacks, her long silver hair braided neatly down her back. Her sharp blue eyes narrowed as she looked him over.“Joseph Grind,” she said, her voice clipped with old-money New England precision. “You’ve finally decided to darken my porch.”He cracked a tired smile. “Long overdue, I know.”“Must be important,” she said, stepping aside to let him in.“It is.”He followed her into the warm house, the scent of brewed tea and something swee
The antiseptic sting of the hospital hallway filled Chris's nose as he paced outside the emergency room at the University Hospital of the West Indies. His shirt was still speckled with Tasha's blood, and his fists clenched every few minutes just to stop them from shaking.Debby was stable. That much the doctor had confirmed. She only had a mild concussion, a bruised rib, and a nasty bump on her forehead from where Rupert had smashed her into the wall, but he was just thankful to the Moon Goddess that she was alive. She was talking like her old self again. Swearing, even. That gave Chris a flicker of relief in an otherwise hellish day.But Tasha...Tasha hadn't opened her eyes.He'd stood by the stretcher as they wheeled her in, her face swollen and bloodied. There was so much blood he thought she was gone until the faintest, rasping breath slipped from her.That was hours ago.Now, Chris sat in a hard plastic chair outside the intensive care wing. He had his elbows on his knees. Ever
Chris sat frozen in the back bench of the church. He felt awful as the video played and chaos erupted around him. His wolf, Max, growled low in his chest. They didn't like to see Tasha sad and embarrassed, but it had to be done. She needed to know who Rupert truly was.He watched a barefooted Tasha whose face was in pain and streaked in mascara storm out the doors with Debby trailing her like a hurricane.Chris pulled out his phone and sent a message to Joseph: Wedding's off. Rupert exposed. Tasha safe for now.He didn't wait for a response. He knew his Alpha would get it.Chris bolted after the girls, catching up to them just outside the church steps. The sky was still pink, as if the heavens hadn't yet caught up with the hell that had just broken loose."Wait!" he called out, jogging toward them. "Tasha, let me take you home to your mother's place."Tasha looked up at him, dazed and trembling. Her lips moved, but no sound came out."I got you," he said softly. "Come on."Debby nodde
Sunlight broke over the hills and the tension inside the small church on the corner of Old Hope Road was louder than the cicadas outside. The bride's dressing room looked like a whirlwind had swept through it, half-drunk champagne glasses, makeup scattered across the vanity, hairpins poking from every surface, and five women talking over each other in a blur of patois and frantic excitement. Tasha sat still in the middle of it all, like the eye of a storm. Her wedding dress was nothing short of a dream, a sleeveless satin ball gown with a plunging neckline and pearl detailing across the bodice. It shimmered every time she moved. A long, lace-trimmed veil trailed behind her like a whisper of royalty. But the bride didn't smile. Not really. She was exhausted, cranky, and running on nothing but caffeine and nerves after tossing and turning all night. Her mother, Edith, fluttered nervously around her, fussing with the tiny clasp on a delicate silver necklace. "This was your grandmo
The fan above Tasha's bed spun in lazy, rhythmic circles. No matter how tightly she squeezed her eyes shut, no sleep came. Something felt...off. With a soft sigh, she rolled over and reached for her phone on the bedside table, thinking Rupert might have replied to her text message earlier, but to her surprise, her phone was dead. She blinked at the black screen, brows creasing. That was strange. She always charged it overnight. Sliding out of bed, she padded barefoot across the cool tile floor and plugged it in. The screen lit up—2:03 a.m. Only a few hours left until the wedding. She was going to be Mrs. Rupert Myrie. The thought made her pause. It should've brought a smile, a flutter. Instead, a soft pressure tightened around her ribs. Still, she shook the feeling off and wrapped her silk robe tighter around her body. The verandah was calling her. Maybe some fresh air would help. Quietly, she stepped outside. She wandered toward the side gate, her footsteps soft, almost ghos
Weeks had passed since Tasha's graduation, but Rupert never apologized for missing it. Not a message. Not a word. Tasha told herself she was too busy with wedding prep to care, but sometimes, when she lay awake at night, it throbbed like a bruise she didn't want to press.Now, the wedding was just a day away.The house was a blur of lace samples, seating charts, and phone calls. Her mother had taken over the kitchen with trays of mini rum cakes, and her aunt had turned the living room into a makeshift floral workshop. Tasha moved through it all like someone on autopilot. She smiled when she needed to, nodded when asked questions. But her mind was elsewhere.That night, she settled into her bedroom, which was next to Debby's. She couldn't believe she was getting married tomorrow. She picked up her phone and sent Rupert a text: Baby, I can't wait to say I do. I wish we were sleeping in the same bed tonight, but Mummy says the bride and groom not to see each other before the wedding.She