Sixteen

I opened my eyes when my phone rang loudly. Reached into the nightstand and I pulled my phone without opening my eyes.

"Hello, baby.." The greeting from the deep voice made me open my eyes.

I took my phone away from my ear and read the Caller ID there. Jordan's name was plastered on the flat screen of my cell phone.

"Hello, Jordan." I replied while yawning.

"I'm sorry for not being able to contact you, baby. I'm sorry."

I could hear Jordan's loud sighs. Like he was truly sorry for his negligence. Like he was really sorry for not keeping his promise to keep our communication going.

I sighed. The irritation with Jordan had faded. What I have left is all up to myself. I resented myself for being so selfish with Jordan, when all he did was noble work. I shouldn't have protested and punished him just because he didn't call me.

On top of that, there was a feeling of guilt inside of me that pissed me off at him. I've made the mistake of giving in to desire with his cousin....I'm really dirty