Chapter 45

Kung kanina ay iniiwas iwasan kong umiyak, ngayon ay hindi ko na talaga napigilan pa. Remembering those memories about how Lucas let me go without looking at me, without saying goodbye, and without holding on to my hand, was still painful.

I let my tears fall but I still wipe it, ayaw kong may makakita sa akin na umiiyak. I have everything that any woman wanted to have. I can buy all things with my own money. Pero tatlong bagay lang ang hindi ko makuha. First is my parents, I wnated them to see me as their daughter, not a price possession. The second was my friend, I only have three-way back high school per nawala pa. And lastly... Lucas.

"Ang hirap hirap mo naman passing abutin," I whispered.

Muli kong iniyuko ang ulo ko sa tuhod ko at impit na umiyak. Hindi naman sana ganito ka kumplikado ang lahat kung hinayaan na lang