Does love have only one shape and size?Certainly not.In my life, many people received my love, and I was given the love of so many as well, but no one weighs inside my heart as much as any other does, or is loved in the same way.This applies to everyone, we all give and receive different kinds and amounts of love.It applies to Nadir as well, I guess he strangely ended up giving me a warm spot inside his heart, one that is not attributed to any kind of ulterior motives or hidden desires, just simply a brotherly love, a thing Hamza couldn't quite believe.As to how my dense highness came to realize Nadir's affections and my husband's unnecessary stubbornness, it is of course because I was clearly and directly informed of these two facts, the situations in which I received this valuable info were rather a bit complex though.You see, it all started with my husband when the makeup artist was working her magic on my face, I was spending that time reflecting on all the recent happenings
How was our visit to the farm?Well, it was disastrous.To be honest, I didn't have high hopes right from the start, precisely from the moment I walked inside the guest's hall and saw my mother-in-law speaking on the phone with some acquaintance of hers.What I heard was her saying, "if she's busy today then she would free her schedule once you tell her Hamza is going to be there! She adores him, she always doted upon him as if he's a son of hers!__"You see, there are moments in this life when you have this bad premonition coming from the deepest of your suddenly activated sixth sense, like this overwhelming and undoubted belief that you're going to have a really bad day for sure and you start to feel uncomfortable immediately, I had loads of this while making my way across the guest's hall towards my husband.Hamza, being Hamza, had his cold eyes on me ever since the moment I walked through the door until I sat on the sofa beside him, for an obvious reason, of course, that is me wal
Akrem never asked anything from me, to be precise, I don't even remember him talking to me first at all, it was I who initiated most of our previous conversations.So when he strangely said, "Mrs. Filladi, can I ask a favor from you?"I felt both confused and obliged to agree to hear his request, whatever it was.To be honest, more than anything else, I was actually "very" curious to know what he was about to say! By very curious, I particularly mean I was showing all the symptoms of a "psyched journalist" in front of that man: my eyes were bulging, I was blinking so much the one might think I lost control over my eyelids, I stopped breathing, and I typically tilted my head to the side a bit to listen more attentively, thankfully Akrem was so immersed in his struggle to notice how strange I was acting.I mean just put your selves in my shoes, this man is the definition of acting independently and not asking for a favor from anyone, he even once knocked Ines's ex unconscious and almost
I had to meet a lot of people...When all the guests were escorted to the large garden to have a refreshing walk I thought that was about what we'll actually do there, much to my annoyance though, the moment we stepped a foot inside the garden people started coming from everywhere in turns, so In the end, I didn't get to enjoy the walk since I had to talk to them all instead, I knew half of them already from my previous jobs, as for the rest I had to quickly remember their names and status, occasionally, I had to remember the names of their children and the families related to them, although there weren't many guests compared to the party my mother-in-law recently organized, still, the number of people that suddenly had to find a place inside my memory was beyond the limit I could handle.I was tasked to remember a lot of people too when I first started working after graduation, I objectively think that it wasn't even necessary for me to know the backgrounds of various people unless I
When following Ines I didn't run she did, I only walked a bit quicker than my usual pace and I dragged my husband along, while we were leaving the garden though, I was surprised to see Nadir tagging along with us as well.What surprised me wasn't seeing Nadir coming with us since after all, the woman who run after another man as if he was the center of her universe was his fiancée, and he had every right to go see how further she could be inconsiderate and not mindful of his existence, what was surprising though is that he was walking beside Hamza actually, and they both showed the same expression on their faces and seemed to have a tacit agreement, to have both these men reunited for the same purpose is indeed both surprising and epic!When we finally reached the interior gate, except for the journalists there was none among the trio we followed in sight, as I was struggling to think of a place where they should be Hamza calmly said, "They should be in the parking lot""It's over the
I'm not the best listener, nor do I give the best advice, still for some reason Ines opened up to me in a way I never thought was possible, And being me, of course, I blew that up.When she asked me how Hamza and I made up I could only say after much thinking, "Your brother and I were lacking in every way when we first married, but we were too prideful to admit that, when we met again after a long time, only then we dared to try to fix our imperfections, because we both knew that that was truly our last chance either to stay or to leave, I guess once you realize you can possibly lose everything for good, you start acting more different and more impulsive."For an unknown reason, after I said these words, Ines surprisingly informed me, "It was I who tried to lure Akrem first, isn't that funny? otherwise, he wouldn't have looked at me in the first place."And yes, that came out of her mouth all of a sudden just like this, and she said it to me, she dearly hated her sister-in-law.The ex
When Hamza first told me he decided to end his sister's engagement with Nadir I thought he'll immediately start taking action, like he usually does, because this is who Hamza is, somewhat of a devil who doesn't waste time.To my confusion though, for long days, nothing of significance occurred with that matter. My husband only cared for his work and acted indifferently indifferent towards his sister's situation, Nadir started becoming closer to the family in between and was often invited for dinner at the villa, As for Ines, being Ines, she still made no clear decision, and her overgrowing frustration and anger were naturally directed all towards her fiancé, as a result, the couple fought so big and so often that even my dearest Nana lost interest in eavesdropping on what they say, as I watched Nadir often leave the villa like a storm and looking very unsightly I started to think that my husband wasn't wasting his time and effort to separate them for a reason, I mean why would a coupl
When do I see Hamza as the most beautiful creature on planet earth?Definitely not all the time, not half of it, Nor even a tenth of it to be honest.He's a very handsome man, I'm not going to deny this fact, but when you look at someone for so long you just kind of get used to his sight and it gets more rare to be surprised or taken aback.Hamza has always been beautiful in fact, for as long as I remember him, so if I had to be mesmerized by him during all this time then I would look like a creep all my life wouldn't I? Like a fish just opening my mouth and bulging my eyes whenever he's around, thankfully that did not happen.when I was little, and by little I mean like 5 years old or something, I used to think that the filladi siblings are two of the most beautiful children I met, what particularly stood out so much in Hamza were his rosy cheeks and tall brown hair, although his hair barely covered his ears and forehead I still thought he looked very girly and I should have had it i